Thrash-Metal band from Kerava, Finland formed in 1992 and currently known a… Read Full Bio ↴Thrash-Metal band from Kerava, Finland formed in 1992 and currently known as Am I Blood. They released their first album "Natural Mutation" as St. Mucus in 1995. Just one month before releasing the debut album, their original singer Pasi Koskinen (Amorphis, Ajattara) left, so they changed their name to Am I Blood.

Fall
St. Mucus Lyrics

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Yea
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
Ah

I can't
I can't
I can't
Ah
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't
I can't
Can't fall
I can't
I can't
Can't fall
I can't get my brother back and I be wishing that I could
Why would I cross myself to make sure somebody good
Whole life misunderstood but I always understood
That they will never understand
Cause they ain't grow up in the hood
Soon as I wake up it be money on my mind
Soon as I wake
I be on the grind
I ain't no gangsta but ima ride for mine
I tried to be the bigger man it's fucking with my pride
Everybody changing and it's fucking with my eyes
Peep everybody faces and they hurting deep inside
So I'm always showing so they can feel alive
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall yea
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall ah
I can't
I can't
I can't
Ah
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall
I can't fall yea
Can't fall
I can't
I can't
Can't fall
I think with my emotions and it's killing me slowly
Why I feel depressed
I'm guessing that's the old me
They don't understand it's ok cause they don't know me
Why they hating on me
They supposed to be the homies
I had to fade away
Kobe
Why the ones who show love always feeling lonely
I know I'm always high
But I move low key
That's the only way
I can get my trophy's
I don't care about the fastest move I care about the smartest I'm the hardest in the vile
Wait till I get up on the market
Mom telling me use my head
And I'm telling her I lost it
I don't even know what's real
Everybody on some fraud shit
I address a situation
All of sudden I'm a target
Get the bag cause I ain't waiting
Time gone put me in the coffin
And everyday I'm just debating
With myself I'm contemplating
I need help but I ain't waiting
Free my bro out them cages
Lately I been wilding
I be feeling like I'm Khaled
I ain't the one but I'm the best
Ima step to any challenge
In my bag but I ain't crying
All my cash multiplying
Going hard get tiring but as long as you trying
Then you can get the bag
You just hope it better last
Stay cool calm collective

I don't care about the rest
Fuck your opinion I don't respect it I'll put it in the trash

Overall Meaning

The song "Fall" by St. Mucus is a heart-wrenching piece about the pain of losing someone who was once a dear friend. The singer talks about the fear and uncertainty that comes with the loss and the struggle to find reasons to stand up again. He reminisces about the times he spent sleeping in the van with his friend and the nights they spent on the road, and how he now no longer has a reason to get back up on his feet. The relationship was so close it was like family and so important that he would do anything for his dearest friend, even jump in the deep end and drown. The singer reveals how he met his friend on a night after running through all of the fights he'd ever had to face and how his friend saved him from a life he hated and brought him to one he could love.

Despite all of this, he still feels a push and a shove, and he might sink to the floor of the ocean before he can get what he wants. He feels lost and like he belongs in the dark. The pain of losing his friend is further magnified by the fact that everyone else has turned their backs on him too. He talks about how he will renew his face and do it all again, but his fate seems to be a cycle of pain and loss. The singer then goes on to talk about how the nights they spent together singing can still be heard, and how the sun hits the moon as it shimmers and blooms, but how he is left drowning in the blue of the tides. He recalls the look in his friend's eyes as he tells him to go, even though he knows it's not what he wanted. The singer ends the piece by saying that slowly, his world is flooding.

Line by Line Meaning

I start to fear again
I am anxious and scared of unknown outcomes

You're no longer my dearest friend and I won't pretend
Our friendship has ended and I am being honest about it

That I won't miss sleeping in the van
I will miss the adventures we had together

Or every night on the road
I enjoyed traveling and exploring with you

Now I don't have a reason
I feel lost and purposeless without you

(I don't have reason)
I am struggling to find motivation for my actions

To stand up on my feet
I am unable to take a stance and fight for myself

(To stand on my feet)
I need your support to keep going

I would call you family, I took it to heart as truth
You were like family to me and I believed it wholeheartedly

What would it mean to you when all I had to do
I wonder how much our friendship really mattered to you

Is jump in the deep end
I was willing to take risks for our friendship

Ready to drown for my dearest friend
I was willing to sacrifice everything for you

Because you came into my life
You changed my life for the better

On a night after running through all of the fights I'd ever face
You came into my life when I was struggling to keep going

Then you came like an angel descending from heaven above
You were a savior to me in my difficult times

Saved from a life that I hated to one I could love
You helped me find happiness in my life

But I still feel a push and a shove
I am struggling with conflicting emotions

I might sink to the floor of the ocean
I am afraid of losing myself completely

Before I can get what I want
I am struggling to achieve my desires

Maybe I simply belong in the dark
I feel like I don't fit in anywhere

I lost a friend of mine, they all turned their backs on me
I experienced a great loss when I lost a friend and their support

After all the world was flying by beneath our feet
We were experiencing life together and enjoying it

But I'll renew my face (in the morning)
I will try to put on a happy face and move on

And do it all again (when I'm sober)
I will try to forget all my worries when I am sober

This will be my fate (over and over and over)
I will keep repeating the same mistakes and facing the same struggles

On the nights when they sing back to you in the lights
Sometimes memories come back to haunt me

Though the words aren't from you
I remember past conversations clearly

Still the sun hits the moon as you shimmer and bloom
You were like a guiding light for me

Left in the shade as I drown in the blue of the tides
I am struggling with my own thoughts and emotions

I can still see the look in your eye
I remember the depth of your gaze

As you tell me to go when I know that it's not what you want
You are hiding your true feelings from me

But to someone the words aren't enough
I am searching for true meaning in what you say

Still the tides pull me further away
I am getting more and more detached from reality

Everything in this world is a wave
Life is full of ups and downs

In my life I had stared at the heavenly lights
I have always been dreaming and hoping for a better future

At the end of the night
After every struggle and hardship

You'll still rise with the sun and I'll fall with the moon
You will continue to thrive while I struggle to survive

Slowly my world starts to flood
I am losing control of my emotions and my life

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Nathaniel Best

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Comments from YouTube:

@songsbyfuego

2y↑899

When you’re too rich to spit…. 😂

@Pinkychu20

2y↑43

You can't spit it, it's to thick 😂

@willetwilliams5

2y↑21

🤣🤣 it happens to me and its a bitch, sometimes makes it harder to breathe (i have severe asthma lol)

@OpRidder4920

2y↑3

Well sometimes you can’t and I use a Q-tip

@rbodirskyify

2y↑4

I had radiation for breast cancer to remove my limpnodes and they took em out of my neck. This is what it did to me. You cant gag it out or cough it out.

@zarrahasmin5536

2y↑6

U can't spit it bcz its too tick. U can't breath well and cough like crazy.

2 More Replies...

@michellemckinney1513

2y↑213

Considering that the tonsils are also missing, it’s entirely possible that this person had surgery to tighten up the soft palate in order to stop snoring issues, they remove the tonsils, uvula, and adenoids as well as removing excess tissue. (I was a surgical scrub tech & ENT was my specialty 😉)

@PBKappa3

I was going to say did you just school a doctor 😭😭😭🐐

@kaib5735

46w↑1

Exactly

@foca7550

34w

Would they be able to talk without a uvula 😊

@nathanielwilliams9791

33w

i dont really have a uvula 😮 but ive always had this

@anjanalimbu8544

25w

Hey i had tonsellectomy i want to ask u question, can the piece of tissue of throat come out long time after surgery done? Because i feel like when i see thick cough😢

@wealthwarriorsacademy159

2y↑89

This is my favourite channel. I especially like it when you explain everything so nicely. I wish you a lot of success with the channel and happy life. 👮

@flacko7127

2y↑388

That ain’t mucus 😂 just a rough weekend 😳

@Nateisincrediblygay

2y↑1

It’s your mom’s mouth after I met her

@shatstain6652

2y↑33

@Nateman1000 You should drink more water then. That's a thick shot😊

@officialjosalfar

2y↑6

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@officialjosalfar

2y↑10

@shat stain IM DEAD 💀💀💀💀

@brycewilson8592

2y↑3

😂

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@dmonett

2y↑210

The dangly thingy he is talking about that is apparently gone (it’s not it’s just really small ik because I have one just like that my doctor thought I didn’t either)

@Re-Todd_Howard

20w↑1

It was surgically removed due to snoring/sleep apnea issues.

@slydiahjohn3014

2y↑5

😂😂Why can't I look away?? I shouldn't be watching it over twelve times

@0100red

Same! 😂😂😂😂😂😂

@MoeFokah

2y↑43

No gag reflex. That can be a big Win right there...

@omccc

49w

She he is training

@ilovelpsandwolves

34w

Ew bro

@foreverwander0320

2y↑19

Desperate times, doc. I’ve done this too.

@charlesdowning8673

2y↑55

This makes me uncomfortable

@everlasting9292

2y↑40

Okay but I had a horrible sinus infection from mid February until like a week ago, with this thick, dry, infected, smelt mucus that would not move, it choked me, it made me cough till I threw up, and I honestly wish someone had done this for me.

@glossyncap

51w↑1

next time take mucinex bae, the same thing happened to me where i was choking on it.

@lauriekurad

41w

Was it like thick gelatin covering cheeks and tongue, as well ?

Did You try a Nettie Pot, and have salt going through pores into your mouth?

@anjanalimbu8544

25w↑1

I just had threw today it came out of my mouth like piece of meat 😭

@Beth._.1234

2y↑11

I don't have a uvula. My little punching bag was removed in a surgery for sleep apnea called a uvulopalatopharangoplasty (uppp). More than just the uvula was removed, and it helped a ton, but it was a very painful surgery!

@officialjosalfar

2y↑1

Did you can swallow the Food comfortly???

@Beth._.1234

2y↑3

@Ljosalfar No, actually, right after the surgery when I was able to eat solid foods most of it went through my nose. Ugh! I had to go to swallow therapy to train myself how to swallow again. If I drink something too fast it will still shoot out of my nose if I'm not careful!

@hildaayob9387

2y↑18

Sometimes mucus is so hard and sticky U can't spit it out easily. I did that too once because I couldn't spit it out easily

@amytempel1137

Gargle with water and it will loosen up.

@Sewak_Singh.

2y↑2

Hey doctor News Flash it’s not a Throat that’s why there no uvula 😂😂😂

@1tylerose

2y↑2

Ricky you never cease entertaining us!

@sk8charmer

2y↑2

"IT WOULD BEHOOVA YA TO CHECK YOUR UVULA!" 70s SNL 😅

@AD-jq7ow

44w↑4

Well you’re the doctor right??
You tell me where’s the uvula

@Eliselovesyou-

26w

It’s the dangly thing in the back of your throat but it’s clearly not there so how is he supposed to know

@AD-jq7ow

25w↑1

@@Eliselovesyou- like that cardi B song righ ...ok

@imsorry3217

51w↑4

I wish I could do this, I'm coming down with a nasty cold. Mucus is the worse! 🤢

@kirstenornelas881

2y↑9

Sometimes the uvula has to be removed along with the adenoids and tonsils in cases where the uvula becomes so enlarged it becomes a dangerous of blockage to the airway and there is evidence the inflammation will not resolve after adenectomy/tonsillectomy. Other times Uvula removal is done without the removal of other structures in specific cases. The procedure, called an uvulectomy, removes all or part of the uvula. It’s usually done to treat snoring or some of the symptoms of obstructive sleep apnea. The following is taken from a medical website hope this helps with the confusion of the missing uvula:)

“If you have an especially large or long uvula, it can vibrate enough to make you snore. In other cases, it can flap over your airway and block the airflow into your lungs, causing OSA. Removing the uvula can help prevent snoring. It may help symptoms of OSA.

Your doctor might recommend an uvulectomy if you have a large uvula that interferes with your sleep or breathing.

More often, the uvula is partially removed as part of uvulopalatopharyngoplasty (UPPP). This is the main surgery used to shrink the palate and clear the blockage in OSA. UPPP removes excess tissue from the soft palate and pharynx. Your doctor may also remove the tonsils, adenoids, and all or part of the uvula during this procedure.”

@therealsneakerheadmendoza

52w

U deserve a day Oscar u kinda know more

@AstralXeditz

35w

@@therealsneakerheadmendozabro its copy and pasted

@obitouchiha2581

2y↑3

Little Me visiting the doctor: Mum I wanna become a doctor when I’m older
After I saw fotos/ videos they play in the waiting room: nevermind

@adamaria9564

2y↑1

Nice channel for giving information about medical and interactive

@rhinojohn6688

2y↑3

Plot twist.. it's not mucus

@orangeco.aztlan6125

😂😂😂

@DarkAngelNikita

2y↑17

Tell me why this had to pop up while I was eating a sandwich 🤢

@officialjosalfar

🤣🤣🤣🤣

@usmansai64

bon appetit;)

@user-pe3wb6vk1g

2y↑8

Well, Mr. Dr. Brown, it’s simple. The uvula went to go get some milk 🥛😃

@abny14

They usually remove the uvula to stop snoring.

@officialjosalfar

2y↑1

WTF HE'S RIGHT 🌝🤣🤣🤣

@scotts.3831

18w

Holy shit I literally have this same problem and my uvuela has been removed

@Raj-gz8sq

14w

How would you normally remove mucus stuck in throat if you have a uvula

@queencarter3048

Sometimes the mucus is too sticky and gross to cough out and have to use some other device to get it out. I def understand, although so gross.

@Taylor.165

41w↑1

Wheres the uvula-

@atom61208

Uvula really got almost sliced

@quirkya909

It could have been removed due to excessive snoring, or other for obstructive sleep apnea.

@Powerfulmongoose

17w

not sure whether to be disgusted or satisfied

@prinxesslexi907

45w

They tweezed out the uvula 🤣

@arshadsiddiqui9071

2y↑1

The back of my throat feels cold and weird now....

@longlost247

40w

This looks and feels satisfying

@sheeffoghlan2824

2y↑1

This channel got every good when you want to eat food

@roseleah3729

32w

Its happen to me before....i use that things too to remove that mucus

@hospitalqueen4047

32w

I cant caugh up my mucus and have to stick something in my mouth to get it off.

@lunalindsay1991

You're my favorite doc on TikTok AND YouTube especially when you're sassy hehehe 💕

@Hevbo

I bet they thought their uvula was abnormal and over time they’ve been picking it away thus the thick mucous and the unusual marking/scarring where it was removed

@bluetarantulaproductions6179

16w

I just got over a stupid head cold earlier today and it was not fun. If you have both mucus and phlegm I reccomend purchasing Advil Cold and Sinus (it does wonders, though the next morning you'll feel like the floor of a taxi cab), also if you don't have these already, buy some toilet paper (softer on your nose than tissue paper/kleenex), tea, soups, vegetables & fruits. Also drink plenty of fluids (except for alcohol, pop, chocolate milk, etc.) Also steam showers/baths work really well (don't turn on your bathroom fan until after your done). It took me roughly 4½ days and I'm feeling a thousand times better than five days ago (feeling dopey).

@DrAmirFadhel

Dr. Brown, there is a uvula bro, it is called bifid uvula... 1 in 76 patients...

@kittenkorleone2918

That's a post nasal drip from a sinus infection. Get that checked.

@ppseeme

My daughter got a piece of spaghetti wrapped around her uvula & she couldn't breathe. She was about 5yrs old & all of their sudden started foaming at the mouth while eating so I figured she was choking so I opened her mouth & seen part of the spaghetti lying on her tongue so I pulled on it but it broke. The other piece was still wrapped around her uvula. I had to keep her calm & take her to the ER. They unwrapped it. It was wrapped around it 3 times. HOW this happened I'll never know.

@I.2.n.8unoffical

24w

This happens to me but I usually just cough it up

@sunnyquinn3888

23w

How else are you supposed to get it out if it's stuck there and you can't blow it up your nose or cough it out your throat?

@MarMar-wm1zc

Lost mine to radiation therapy and mucus is a reg thing after rads

@ryanh6567

2y↑4

My uvila cut out when I was 9 yrs old because of constant strep throat

@Dewalsh929

This is a first I've really never heard of a ENT removing the Uvula normally its the Tonsils & Adenoids that are removed when a person is prone to strep throat. I hope you Don't mind me asking Do you still get sore throats often???

@ryanh6567

2y↑1

@De walsh use to be chronic almost every week . After the surgery I haven't had strep throat or sinus infection in 22 years. So it worked out great.

@Dewalsh929

@Ryan H Thank you, I was asking because I had my Tonsils removed later in life I don't get strep anymore but I do get the scratchy throat sometimes.

@VideoFan4896

18w

Number three what if you drop the tweezers down the throat?!

@jamesgathiru9465

When I had tonsillitis, I had thick mucus on the spot, was so painful trying to spit it

@WarriorPrincess615

They already got the uvula with the tweezers lol

@Valdezgirl1016

22w

I don’t have a uvula either. They accidentally cut it when removing my tonsils and adenoids. I didn’t realize how useful it was until I didn’t have one. 😂

@mattsoreng3066

Wow, im not the only one who does this. It’s so satisfying when you remove it.

@ruru2063

I don’t I don’t think that’s that’s mucus back there lol 😂

@Reff_141

2y↑6

This filthy thing happens to me every morning, what is the cure for it?

@dasiaparson8719

1y↑1

Stop drinking pop, juice, candy and foods that produces mucus 😌 you'll feel wayyy better. don't believe me just look up what produces mucus in the throat 🙃🤷🏽‍♂️

@strawberrycat7662

2y↑2

It could be one of those genetic mutations where minor things don't grow like the uvula or hair

@1tylerose

Ricky you never cease entertaining us!

@danib3745

I had tonsils removed as a teenager-during healing-white smelly yeast or similar substance formed. Disgusting! Couldn’t take it so did similar. Gave me peace of mind. That’s why I did it. :)

@Overerc

45w

That’s not a mouth my boy 💀

@jdmrt9903

29w

The uvula is probably stuck up there with the mucus

@Thu_Gringatoriana_593_Xsiempre

Could be a condition called absent uvula

@Abombsucksalot

I used to have a Uvula but after I got my tonsils out at 15, it was gone. They took it off apparently. I never felt right about that

@ericgreg7681

Oh that's really surprising

@pandapop365

That is so satisfying

@Hex720

40w

I don’t have a uvula either

@alecsapkxd8023

2y↑1

Spirit ahhhhhhhhh

@slimyvr5505

They got the Lluvia removed 🤦‍♂️

@erikgonzales3178

46w

That's a whole 8 ball

@imlivingunderyourbed7845

26w

Are you sure that's phlegm or just nut that they tried to swallow the night before?

@uptownqtee40

19w

I think that's post nasal drip

@alucardian101

Dealing with NBM residents, this is fairly unimpressive. NBM tends to create some truly remarkable oral secretion.

@Emarat-yq3pl

30w

I have a lot of mucus but I don’t now how to remove it and I’m having a hard time sniffing and swallowing

@josebiag7866

42w

That gotta hurt

@JvztPlvt0n1um

43w

is your uvula supposed to be connected to something else in your mouth or an it also hang or both because me and my siblings have it differently lmao

@Cringeygirl806

Some people get their uveal removed

@donnaarmstrong411

17w

This is a bideo of somebody desperate to breathe and sick of dealing with all that mucus!!

@jennkeller4914

Ha! Im waiting right now while my daughters getting her tonsils out! Haha

@radom1234

I was born without a uvula i think without food goes in your nose? thats what google said. It never happens to me though

@Swedenball56

49w

I have mucus behind my uvula. Idk why.

@Bruh_98979

Wheres the Uvilia Like im asking the same question

@marilynzawojski1992

I had a triple p/u and have no uvula either. I cough a lot. Don't do it

@haleycancook9668

I thought they ripped the skin off for a second.

@pistachiospuffs7950

43w

if i did this video it would go in for hours

@ixionodindelosreyes96

21w

She cut it off because its in the way

@luvlyemily222

I was just eating. 😭

@emazing33j

I call it the hangie thing lol

@thecameraman1261

What if it’s not mucus

@Rosegoldie13

2y↑1

Ummm 🤔 is that really mucus

@fa.ben-beauty1621

I had this when i had mononucleosis.

@ashmithashetty3576

I have this right now and I don't know what to do. Can any one suggest me some remedies.

@dalaynamedina8608

34w

I hate when doctors act like people are wrong for going to great extents to remove foreign objects to make themselves more comfortable. Like dude, if you had all that mucus back there I’m sure you’d be using tweezers too 😂😂😂