for a musical future together. They made 2 demos with good quality for 6 months work.She had another project called Triangle with a friend of hers Vladimir Tanov during 1997-1999. It was an album with 7 compositions and one disco version of Rainbows song Cant Let You Go. They both wrote the songs together but Vladimir Tanov made the arrangements, since Stella
is not educated and interested in that kind of work. Trianglecouldn´t find a record label those times, so they both gave up the
music. Stella has been singing for a few months in a band called Thunderbird. Then she once again gave up the music for one and a half year because pub music did not fit to her personal vision of art. Stella has been working as a disributor of cosmetics, but she has been in a wrong enviroment there. She left her job and has been working the same but free-time for one year, trying to gather a serious band. Since in Bulgaria it was impossible to do the music she wanted to sing and compose, she started looking for a chance and labels abroad. After desperate affort, she stayed strong and sent five CDs with her best demos, even though she had no band but only some rough drafts for songs. After a month she got her first answer from Lion Music (Finland). The great guitarplayer Lars Eric Mattsson "fell in love with her voice". He wished to produce her project. Stella was very excited that she was allowed to write her own lyrics, to choose the name of the band and to write the music responding the vocal lines. So this is how the first home demo with only vocals and acoustic guitar flew away from Bulgaria to Finland. Lasse Mattsson decided that Stellas ideas would fit perfectly to the style of the swedish virtuoso guitar-player Thorbjorn Englund who has been working only with his own band Winterlong until then (visit his web-site www.winterlong.org). So he agreed to arrange Stellas music. This is how the main body of StarQueenhas been already formed. Stella, Thorbjorn and Lars Erik Mattsson kept in touch via mail, discussing ideas about the project. Stella and Thorbjorn has passed through the mill during their lifes to make their musical dream come true. They say it is a result of hard work and sacrifices. So they have found so muchincommon in their souls and interests. They have been lonely but after the destiny connected them from so far away, they could chase their dreams together. They say that they have been feeling alone then, so it happened at the right moment to start their personal relationship. Thorbjorn went to Bulgaria. And in a period of one and a half year Stella moved to live togther withhim in Sweden. Faithbringer was recorded in a strange way; Thorbjorn Englund recorded all the guitars in his own Studio in Kalix, Sweden. Then the bass player of Winterlong - Erik Tornberg joined. He also recorded in Thorbjorns studio. Then Thorbjorn brought the ready music, so Stella, recorded the vocals in Bulgaria, in the studio of her old friend Vladimir Tanov. There are two back vocalists in Faithbringer, also from Bulgaria - Kalina Doncheva and Borislav Mengov. The drums were recordedbefore the vocals in Lion Music studio with the finish drummer Tony Eriksson. The last in the cyber chain was Bob Katsionis - a virtuoso keyboard player from Greece. He also had already released debut on Lion Music then, called Turn of My Century. Bob recorded keyboard solos in 8 songs (except the 2 ballads in the album). Finally, Lars Eric Mattsson has mixed & mastered the album, He played all the basic basic keyboards and some additional melodies. The artwork of Faithbringer and the logo of StarQueen are designed by Eric Philippe, who has made the artwork for legendary artists like Rhapsody, Gamma Ray, Riot, Lions Share and many others. Lion Music produces good quailty music - styles like progressive rock and neoclassical metal. They are not commercial big label. They are working for the art itself. So if StarQueen has been planned as a long standing and developing studio project, they´ve been woking very hard to show out their music live. Stella and Thorbjorn don´t respect those bands who pretend to be so big & great but out of the studio they are one big nothing. Because of the international membership in StarQueen and the low budget, the band could not perform a tour after their debut album. Also changes happened in Winterlong, So Thorbjorn split his old singer and Erik Tornberg. Erik, the bassplayer wasn't in touch with Starqueen for several months and he was uninterested in the band. Thorbjorn has called his old friend Peter Uven who liked the music of Starqueen. So he joined them. Peter Uven plays in lots of projects. During the records of Your True Self, Erik Tornberg came back to Winterlong. At the same time Erik joined back StarQueen as a rhythm guitarplayer. Finally, Peter Uvén found a drummer - that wonderful musician andperson Mats Homla. But unfortunetly, StarQueen was forced by economical cirumstances to stay a studio project.
EXiSTENCE
Star Queen Lyrics
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Has been gone
Let it run out
What I've done
So many questions
I shouldn't ask
There is no face
Behind the mask
[Refrain:]
Time now is sleeping
Crime now is creeping
Calling to me
Coming to be
Piece of mind
Eyes of blind
The clock now is broken
Freedom fills all my soul
The words are already spoken
I don't need a home
You want all or nothing
Anything's not enough
Why are you losing
Why are you losing
All that you've got
[Refrain]
Finding the answers
Is always hard
Losing your temper
It happens fast
Never stood quite
Lived on the run
It was for the lost cause
All that you've done
A - a - ah ...
The lyrics of Star Queen’s song Existence point towards feeling lost in a world that is increasingly complex and confusing. The singer describes how they have lost even their shadow, indicating that they feel they have lost touch with themselves and the world around them. The refrain speaks of the creeping passage of time and the insidious nature of crime, suggesting that the singer feels like they are being consumed by the negative aspects of life. They long for peace of mind and clarity, but these things elude them because they cannot see past the mask that hides the truth.
The clock imagery in the bridge is powerful, indicating that time is both a force to be reckoned with and a tool for liberation. The singer no longer fears the passage of time since they are free to pursue their desires and to be themselves without the constraints of society. They have already spoken their truth, so they no longer need to worry about finding a place to call home or living up to society’s expectations. The final two lines of the song are cryptic, but they could suggest that the person the singer is addressing has lost everything they have because they wanted more than what they needed.
Line by Line Meaning
Even my shadow
Even the darkest part of myself
Has been gone
Has disappeared or been lost
Let it run out
Allow it to fade away or end
What I've done
My actions or deeds
So many questions
Uncertainty or confusion
I shouldn't ask
That I should not dwell on or seek answers to
There is no face
There is no clear identity or understanding
Behind the mask
Behind the facade or pretense
Time now is sleeping
The present moment is stagnant or dormant
Crime now is creeping
The evil or wrongdoing is slowly infiltrating
Calling to me
It is beckoning or summoning me
Coming to be
Coming into existence or reality
Piece of mind
A sense of calm or tranquility
Eyes of blind
Without insight or understanding
The clock now is broken
Time is not a strict or consistent measure
Freedom fills all my soul
I am liberated or unencumbered
The words are already spoken
The truth has been revealed or communicated
I don't need a home
I am free from earthly attachments or obligations
You want all or nothing
Your desires are unyielding or extreme
Anything's not enough
No amount or option is satisfactory
Why are you losing
Why are you failing or suffering
Why are you losing
Why are you failing or suffering
All that you've got
Everything that you possess or have accomplished
Finding the answers
Seeking the truth or understanding
Is always hard
Can be a difficult and challenging journey
Losing your temper
Becoming angry or frustrated
It happens fast
Can occur suddenly or unexpectedly
Never stood quite
Never truly belonged or found a place to fit in
Lived on the run
Lived a transient or nomadic lifestyle
It was for the lost cause
It was a futile or hopeless pursuit
All that you've done
Everything that you have accomplished or experienced
Contributed by Layla T. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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Guided and protected
Rebirth
Earth angles
Renewal
Shifts and changes
Reinviting urself
Wish fulfilment
Satisfaction
Wish delivered
Abundance growth fertility
Progress
Push and pull, outgrown PPL
Growing
Birthing something into reality
Stability
Authority
Empowered
New into reality
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