Are We The Waiting
Stark Sanda Joshua Henry & Company Lyrics

So baby are we concrete cause I gotta know
I need to know where we stand in this relationship

You're all I think about when I'm snorting the snow
You consume my thoughts constantly, even when I'm indulging in unhealthy habits

And yeah I got some habits that no one gotta know
I have some personal vices that I don't want anyone else knowing about

I just wanna run away and never go home
Sometimes I just want to escape from everything and find a new place to be

Pop two pills on the interstate
I engage in reckless behavior that involves drug use

Old habits, that I'm never gonna break
Even though I know they're bad for me, I can't seem to stop my destructive habits

Ripped jeans, and red hair dye
I try to present myself as edgy and different from others

I saw you in the club and I had to make you mine
You stood out to me and I was drawn to you in a way that I can't explain

But don't hate me
Please don't resent me for who I am and the things I do

Everyone hates me
I feel like nobody understands or accepts me for who I am

They only see what they wanted to see
People only see me through their own preconceived notions and biases

And I don't know what the fuck they wanted from me
I don't understand why people expect so much from me or why they judge me so harshly

I only want you
Despite everything else, you're the one thing that I know I want and need

I want them to bleed
I wish those who judge me harshly could feel the pain and struggle that I go through every day

I'm never going home I think I said this before
I often feel like I don't belong anywhere and can't find a sense of home

Yeah, three am I'm fucked up knocking at your door
I might not make the best or most rational decisions when I'm under the influence

I can't get you out my head I need you to know
You're always on my mind and I need you to understand how much you mean to me

You're always on my mind when I be snorting this blow
Even when I'm engaging in unhealthy behavior, I can't stop thinking about you

Shawty wanna ride but I just wanna die slow
Some people might see me as exciting or dangerous, but in reality, I just feel like I'm slowly killing myself

Yeah I know I'm bad for you so I'm gonna go
I recognize that I might not be the best thing for you and I don't want to cause any more harm

Yeah I know the story cause I've seen this before
I'm familiar with how these things usually go and I don't want to end up hurt again

We won't like the ending when we walk out the door
Even though things might seem good now, it's unlikely that things will end well in the long run

Now I'm here with you I said that I love you so
Despite everything else, being with you feels right and I care for you deeply

Never wanna leave this moment please hold me close
I want to savor this time together and I never want it to end

Feeling every breath and I be breaking my bones
This moment is so intense and overwhelming, it's like I can feel it in my very bones

Never wanna leave this place but we gotta go
As much as we might want to stay here forever, we have to face reality and move on

So baby are we concrete cause I gotta know
I need to know where we stand in this relationship

You're all I think about when I'm snorting the snow
You consume my thoughts constantly, even when I'm indulging in unhealthy habits

And yeah I got some habits that no one gotta know
I have some personal vices that I don't want anyone else knowing about

I just wanna run away and never go home
Sometimes I just want to escape from everything and find a new place to be