Ain't Goin' Back
Starlito Lyrics

Woke up in a dope house. I hope I'm in the wrong house. I woke up in a dope house.
I woke up in a sketchy location and I'm not sure if it's where I intended to be. It feels unsafe and there may be drugs around.

Riding around my section in that Audi coupe. Momma just sent me a message, Boy I'm proud of you. I apologize to the mirror, I have doubted you. You a real nigga, just keep doing what you got to do. These niggas playing, you a gangsta on the internet, talking bout what you gon do. The question is why you ain't did it yet, bitch. Got a six, smoke it like a cigarette. Kill you if I feel threatened, but really I'm just trying to get this check. Grinding like I'm on the run, grind like I sold a ton, riding with a stolen gun.
I'm feeling good driving around my neighborhood in my nice car, and my mom is proud of me. I've had doubts about myself, but I need to keep pushing and being true to myself. These guys talking tough online, but why haven't they backed it up yet? I've got a gun and I'll use it if I have to, but really I'm just focused on making money and hustling hard.

Y'all don't feel me.
You guys don't understand where I'm coming from or what I've been through.

Why I'm gonna hold my tongue? A lot of these niggas hoes. A lot of these niggas told. Jockin niggas with money that's what the hoes will be on. Shoot first, ain't taking no ills. I'm on that shit that Kobe on. We like the sunlight in the spring, we come around and snow be gone. Doorway struck, doorway falling, got no toys to throw away.
I'm not going to hold back my thoughts or opinions. A lot of these guys are fake and have snitched in the past. People are only interested in hanging around the rich and famous. I'm not afraid to shoot if I need to defend myself. We bring light and positivity to our community. Our living conditions may not be great, but we make do with what we have.

Just know I ain't going back. Word, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. This for my niggas that say I ain't going back, I ain't going back. Fuck all that nigga, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. Word. I ain't going back.
I'm determined to never return to my previous struggles and hardships. This is for my friends who understand and are with me in this determination. I don't want to hear any negativity or doubt, I'm moving forward and not looking back.

Said that with my hand on the bout it. One bedroom apartment like I can't recall survival. It's shoot is something I rival. I swear you don't know the half. Bitch niggas was rocking with me started going behind my back. Now looking back on that, I'm just blessed to be alive. I got robbed back in oh-five, my partner didn't survive. The look in his momma's eyes when I told her what had happened. Seeing my homies slumping in some shit you can't imagine. I grew up seeing shit tragic, but momma stabbed in her face. Nick off of her breast, survived by God's grace. Smoking trying to erase. Said I'm seein to retrace. I need to be in God's place, don't never question my faith nigga.
I swear on my life that what I say is true. I used to live in a tiny apartment and survival felt uncertain. I've had to use violent means to protect myself. People I trusted turned on me, but I'm grateful to still be alive. I've experienced trauma and loss, but I've also seen my mother struggle to survive. I smoke to try and forget the pain, but I know I need to find a better way. I believe in God and that keeps me strong, even when I'm questioning everything else.