What I`m trying to say
Stars Lyrics


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You look so good in the clothes of a poser
And when you smiled all the kids fell apart here
I know a place where it's warm and it's dry, dear
Let me take you there

North of the river all the streets are the same
We can pretend that they don't know our name
And the heat is turned all the way to full
So don't pretend that you don't feel the pull

I am trying to say
What I want to say
Without having to say, "I love you"

You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
I kissed your throat every time they said it wouldn't last
But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you
I really knew you

We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
We danced the junkies in the shadows of bad modern art
We clicked our heels and we wished we were home
One more tab and your silk hits the chrome

I am trying to say
What I want to say
Without having to say, "I love you"

I am trying to say
What I want to say
Without having to say, "I love you"

Springs comes in when I'm rolling up another one
I draw the curtains in the glare of the same old sun
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens and a beer
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens and a beer

I am trying to say
What I want to say
Without having to say, "I love you"

I am trying to say




What I want to say
Without having to say, "I love you"

Overall Meaning

The song "What I'm Trying to Say" by Stars is a poignant portrayal of a relationship that is defined by its inadequacies in communication. The opening verse sets the tone for this theme, with the lyric "I am trying to say, what I want to say, without having to say 'I love you'". The singer is struggling to articulate their feelings and resorting to indirect means of communication. This is further reinforced through the second verse, which references the couple's attempts to escape their reality through drug use and partying.


The chorus acts as a refrain to the song, with the singer repeating their desire to express themselves without resorting to direct language. The third verse delves deeper into the complexities of the relationship, with the singer acknowledging the negative experiences they have endured together. However, they also state that despite these struggles, they have come to truly know and understand their partner.


The song's final verse returns to the couple's drug use, with the singer describing their hazy existence as they simply "collapse in the act of just being here". This is a fitting ending to the song's thematic exploration of trying to communicate in the face of overwhelming emotional and physical barriers.


Line by Line Meaning

You look so good in the clothes of a poser
You have a great sense of style and can pull off any look, even those that aren't authentic to you.


And when you smiled all the kids fell apart here
Your smile is so dazzling and infectious that it has the power to make people lose their composure and become overwhelmed.


I know a place where it's warm and it's dry, dear
I have a special place in mind that is comfortable and safe, where we can relax and feel at ease.


Let me take you there
Trust me to guide you to this special place and take care of you.


North of the river all the streets are the same
There is a monotonous and predictable quality to the streets in this part of town that can feel suffocating and limiting.


We can pretend that they don't know our name
Let's try to create a sense of anonymity and escape the constraints of a known identity.


And the heat is turned all the way to full
The intensity of the moment and our connection is reaching its peak, and we can't deny it.


So don't pretend that you don't feel the pull
Let's acknowledge the undeniable attraction we feel for each other and give in to it without resistance.


I am trying to say
I am attempting to communicate


What I want to say
The message I really want to convey


Without having to say, "I love you"
But without explicitly using the words "I love you," which can feel weighty and overwhelming.


You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
You have a unique and unconventional style that sets you apart and makes you stand out in a positive way.


I kissed your throat every time they said it wouldn't last
Despite others doubting our relationship and its longevity, I expressed my affection for you by kissing your neck repeatedly.


But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you
As I got to know you more deeply and intimately over time, I realized just how special and unique you are.


I really knew you
And I felt a genuine connection and understanding with you that was unlike anything I had experienced before.


We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
Our relationship couldn't survive in the superficial and meaningless social settings that we found ourselves in.


We danced the junkies in the shadows of bad modern art
We found ourselves engaging in reckless and desperate behavior in the midst of uninspiring and depressing artistic environments.


We clicked our heels and we wished we were home
We longed for a sense of safety and belonging, and wished we could escape the bleakness of our current surroundings.


One more tab and your silk hits the chrome
We turned to drugs and other temporary escapes to numb our pain and distract ourselves from our problems.


Springs comes in when I'm rolling up another one
As I engage in unhealthy coping mechanisms like drug use, I lose track of time and seasons, and time blurs together.


I draw the curtains in the glare of the same old sun
Even as the world around me stays the same and carries on normally, I retreat into a world of my own creation and shut out the light.


We are collapsed in the act of just being here
We find ourselves paralyzed and unable to move or take action, even when we know we need to change our circumstances.


Three blues, two greens and a beer
We continue to turn to substances as a way of coping and numbing ourselves against our problems, even when we know it's not healthy or sustainable.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Amy Millan, Christopher Seligman, Evan Cranley, Torquil Campbell, Patrick McGee

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Kikyo-sama

one of my favorite albums by Stars

Bertha Boyd

I should

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I just listened for the first time and like this song a lot. No one is going to kill you.

Adam C. Sieracki

Aside from yard sales, this was probably the last album of new music that I physically purchased, nearly eighteen years ago. I'm actually not sure how I feel about that.

desisunrae

One of my favorite songs from them 3

Lyn S.

Sweet!! Love it!!

Phil Futer

One of the best shows I ever went to.

Kikyo-sama

Beautiful melody

kstar1739

How can ANYONE dislike this??? x)

Jenny wolf Matte

Favorite band with smashing pumpkins :) I'm a 25 years old girl and even though I look badass....I'm still a little girl for stuff like this :3 We won't kill you !!!

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