The Future
Station X (R.I.P.) Lyrics


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I never really understood how to live life
Shit I always do never feels right
And I know everyday I'm running out of time
And I always say this the last straw
But I'm stupid, I do nothing right at all
Everyday in my room screaming at the wall
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I'm still broken up and torn from that same love
I can't let it get to me, and because
In a year I don't know what I will become
(In a year I don't know what I will become)
I wake up every morning always feeling pissed off
I don't know what it is with me, it's off
What a way to go and kick things off
(What a way to go kick things)
I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life
I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life
I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life
I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life
I never really understood how to live life
Shit I always do never feels right
And I know everyday I'm running out of time
And I always say this the last straw
But I'm stupid, I do nothing right at all
Everyday in my room screaming at the wall
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I can't see no more
I told myself when I grow up I'll never ever live this way
But I was wrong then I became the one man that I hate
I'm so surprised after this I can't change
Can't get better I must change up my ways
God will never forgive the things I did in my life




But it's just too much for me
Yeah it's just too much for me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Station X (R.I.P.)'s song The Future explores the concept of feeling lost and uncertain about the future. The artist expresses their frustration with life and their inability to find their place in the world. The lyrics suggest a sense of hopelessness, as the artist struggles to find meaning in their existence. They feel trapped and unable to escape their own negative thoughts, which results in them screaming at the wall in their room.


The artist admits to their shortcomings and their inability to do anything right, which is particularly distressing for them as they feel time slipping away. They express the desire to change but acknowledge the difficulties of doing so. The song follows the journey of self-discovery and the struggle to reconcile with one's identity.


The lyrics are impactful and challenging, touching upon the emotions of existential angst, despair, and alienation. The artist's sincerity and depth of emotion make this song a powerful reflection on the human experience.


Line by Line Meaning

I never really understood how to live life
I am confused about how to live life to the fullest.


Shit I always do never feels right
Everything I do never seems to be correct.


And I know everyday I'm running out of time
I feel like time is quickly slipping away from me every day.


And I always say this the last straw
I always claim that a certain event is the last straw before breaking down.


But I'm stupid, I do nothing right at all
I constantly make mistakes and am unsuccessful in most of my endeavors.


Everyday in my room screaming at the wall
I spend most of my days alone in my room, venting out my frustrations.


I can't see no more
I feel like I've reached my limit and can't take it anymore.


I'm still broken up and torn from that same love
I am still emotionally scarred from a past romantic relationship.


I can't let it get to me, and because
I can't allow that relationship to continue to affect me negatively.


In a year I don't know what I will become
I have no clear vision of my future and am unsure of who I will become.


I wake up every morning always feeling pissed off
I wake up every day filled with anger and frustration.


I don't know what it is with me, it's off
I am aware that something is not quite right with me, but I'm not sure what it is.


What a way to go and kick things off
This is not a good start to my day or my life in general.


I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life
I am unable to handle any more stress or negativity in my life as it is overwhelming me.


I told myself when I grow up I'll never ever live this way
I promised myself that I wouldn't end up in a negative or unhappy life situation.


But I was wrong then I became the one man that I hate
Unfortunately, I became the person that I always said I wouldn't become and now hate.


I'm so surprised after this I can't change
Despite my efforts, I am unable to change and break free from this negative cycle.


Can't get better I must change up my ways
I realize that in order to improve my situation, I need to change my behavior and habits.


God will never forgive the things I did in my life
I am consumed with guilt for past mistakes and feel like I am unforgivable.


But it's just too much for me
Overall, everything feels like it is too much for me to handle and cope with.




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Written by: S.P.I.C.Y, S.P.I.C.Y .

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