Losing Grip
Stella Starlight Trio Lyrics

Are you aware of what you make me feel? baby
Do you understand the intense emotions you evoke in me, my love?

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
At this moment, I feel ignored and insignificant in your eyes.

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Were you not aware of my attempt to embrace you tightly?

Why'd you turn away?
Why did you choose to turn your back on me?

Here's what I have to say
Allow me to express my thoughts and feelings to you.

I was left to cry there
I was abandoned and left to shed tears in that place.

Waiting outside there
Longing and waiting in a state of vulnerability outside that location.

Grinning with a lost stare
With a smile masking my confusion and aimlessness.

That's when I decided
It was at that moment when I made the resolution.

Why should I care
What reason do I have to concern myself?

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
Because you were absent when I was terrified.

I was so alone
I felt incredibly isolated and alone.

You, you need to listen
It is imperative that you pay attention and truly listen.

I'm starting to trip
I am beginning to stumble and lose my balance.

I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
I am losing control and support, and I find myself navigating this situation on my own.

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place?
Am I merely a replacement you position next to you to fill the void left by someone else?

When you turn around can you recognize my face?
When you eventually look back, will you still be able to recognize and acknowledge me?

You used to love me, you used to hug me
In the past, you had feelings of love for me, you embraced me warmly.

But that wasn't the case
However, that is not the current reality.

Everything wasn't ok
The situation was not fine and stable.

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Expressing my intense emotions audibly, with great intensity.

Open your eyes
Please, open your eyes and truly see.

Open up wide
Expand your understanding and perception.

If you don't care then I don't care
If you do not exhibit concern, then I will reciprocate the same lack of care.

We're not going anywhere
Our relationship or connection is stagnant, with no progress or forward movement.