Disappear
Stephen Speaks Lyrics
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I saw fire and rain
Shortly after you smiled at me
It all melted to pain
You cannot be true to me
Until you're true to yourself
When you say you have to leave
You put your heart on a shelf
What taught you that you've gotta run
What inspires this fear
When you start to feel something real
You always disappear, you have to disappear
I want to get inside of you
Find what makes you tick
But you can see I am getting thin
And your walls are too thick
I've given my heart and mind
What more can I do
When you cash out anytime
You see I'm getting through
What taught you that you've gotta run
What inspires this fear
When you start to feel something real
You have to disappear, you always disappear
I know you have dreams
Don't hold them inside
Take hold of your heart
And open it wide
I know you have fears
Just push them aside
You'll never feel love
If you never try
The lyrics of Stephen Speaks's song Disappear is about a person who is trying to understand and connect with someone who has difficulty staying true and committed in a relationship. The song starts with the singer recognizing a brief moment of passion in the other person's eyes, but quickly realizing that it was fleeting and replaced with pain. The other person is not willing to be true to the singer, and the singer cannot keep their heart unbroken if the other person continues to leave them behind. The singer tries to understand why the other person always disappears and runs away from love whenever they start to feel something real. They urge the other person to open up and take hold of their heart, to not let their fears hold them back from experiencing love.
Line by Line Meaning
In your eyes a moment ago
The singer noticed something intense in the listener's eyes
I saw fire and rain
The singer saw a conflicting range of emotions
Shortly after you smiled at me
The listener put on a façade of happiness
It all melted to pain
The happy moment was quickly replaced with sadness
You cannot be true to me
The listener can't be honest with the artist
Until you're true to yourself
The listener needs to come to terms with their own feelings
When you say you have to leave
The listener is using an excuse to avoid confronting their emotions
You put your heart on a shelf
The listener is repressing their feelings and refusing to be vulnerable
What taught you that you've gotta run
The artist questions the listener's instinct to avoid real emotions
What inspires this fear
The artist wonders what is causing the listener to feel this way
When you start to feel something real
The singer hopes the listener will embrace genuine emotions
You always disappear, you have to disappear
The listener consistently avoids facing emotions and disappears from the artist's life
I want to get inside of you
The singer is interested in understanding the listener
Find what makes you tick
The singer seeks to understand the listener's motivations
But you can see I am getting thin
The singer is tired of trying to connect with the listener
And your walls are too thick
The listener is guarded and not willing to open up
I've given my heart and mind
The artist has invested emotionally in the relationship
What more can I do
The singer is at a loss for how to make things work between them
When you cash out anytime
The listener is unreliable and withdraws from the relationship easily
You see I'm getting through
The artist feels they are making progress in breaking down the listener's walls
I know you have dreams
The artist acknowledges the listener has aspirations
Don't hold them inside
The artist encourages the listener to share their dreams
Take hold of your heart
The singer wants the listener to embrace their emotions
And open it wide
The artist wants the listener to be vulnerable and open
I know you have fears
The singer understands the listener is scared
Just push them aside
The singer encourages the listener to overcome their fears
You'll never feel love
The singer believes the listener can't experience true love without confronting their emotions
If you never try
The artist encourages the listener to take a chance on love
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Spirit Music Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: MICHAEL HUTCHENCE, JONATHAN JAMES FARRISS
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