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Streetlight Manifesto Lyrics


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How did Camus really die that night?
Were they right, when he died was it really his time?
Or was it suicide?
And Holden Caufield is a friend of mine
We go drinking from time to time
And I find: it gets harder every time

Back off
But your out on the street again
Don't you stop
Did you know you couldn't swim?
Back off
Until your on the street again
I'm not gonna play if there ain't no way I'll win

Well Hemmingway never seemed to mind the banality of a normal life
And I find: it gets harder every time.
So he aimed a shotgun into the blue
Placed his face between the two and sighed: 'Here's to life!'

Back off
But your out on the street again
Don't you stop
Did you know you couldn't swim?
Back off
Until your on the street again
I'm not gonna play if there ain't no way I'll win

Hey there Salinger what did you do
Just when the world was looking to you
To write anything that meant anything
You told us you were through
And its been years since you passed away
But I see no plaque and I see no grave
And I can't help believing that you wanted it this way.

And Vincent Van Gogh why do you weep?
You were on your way to heaven but the road was steep
And who was there to break your fall?
We're guilty, one and all
And I don't know much but I do know this
With a golden heart comes a rebel fist
But I can't help agreeing with those that would not quit

And it makes me sick when I think of it
All my heroes could not live with this
And I hope you rest in peace because with us you never did
And you were much to young
And you changed my life




But I draw the line at suicide
So here's to life!

Overall Meaning

"Here's To Life" by Streetlight Manifesto is a song that explores the struggles faced by a number of artists who chose to end their lives early. The song starts by posing questions about the death of author Albert Camus and whether his death was suicide or not, leading the singer to reflect on how Holden Caufield, a character from J.D. Salinger's "The Catcher in the Rye", is struggling with similar feelings of despair. The chorus, "Back off/But you're out on the street again/Don't you stop/Did you know you couldn't swim?/Back off/Until you're on the street again/I'm not gonna play if there ain't no way I'll win" seems to suggest that the singer is imploring someone to try to stay alive, to not give up or let go of life, as difficult as it may be.


The song then moves on to the stories of Ernest Hemingway, Vincent Van Gogh, and J.D. Salinger, all of whom seemed to struggle with the meaning of life and their place in it. Hemingway, in particular, is referenced several times for his willingness to accept the banality of a "normal" life and his apparent suicide. Van Gogh, who famously cut off his own ear, is also mourned, with the singer suggesting that the world failed him. Lastly, J.D. Salinger is questioned for his abandonment of writing and lack of a discernible grave or tribute. The song seems to end on a hopeful, if bittersweet, note, with the chorus of "Here's to life!" serving as a reminder to appreciate and fight for life, even in the face of struggle.


Line by Line Meaning

How did Camus really die that night?
The first line talks about the death of Albert Camus and questions its true cause.


Were they right, when he died was it really his time?
The singer asks if Camus' death was meant to happen or if something else was at play.


Or was it suicide?
The singer wonders if Camus committed suicide.


And Holden Caufield is a friend of mine
The artist is friends with Holden Caufield, the character from 'The Catcher in the Rye'.


We go drinking from time to time
The artist and Holden Caufield enjoy drinking together occasionally.


And I find: it gets harder every time
The singer acknowledges that drinking with Holden Caufield is starting to become harder as time goes on.


Back off
The singer tells someone to back off.


But your out on the street again
The person being told to back off is out on the street again.


Don't you stop
The artist urges the person being told to back off to not stop.


Did you know you couldn't swim?
The artist questions if the person being told to back off is aware that they cannot swim.


Until your on the street again
The singer tells the person being told to back off to stay off the street until they are supposed to be there.


I'm not gonna play if there ain't no way I'll win
The artist will not participate in something if they do not believe they have a chance at winning.


Well Hemmingway never seemed to mind the banality of a normal life
The singer notes that Hemmingway did not seem to care about living an ordinary life.


And I find: it gets harder every time.
The singer again acknowledges that something they are experiencing is becoming more difficult over time.


So he aimed a shotgun into the blue
The singer says Hemmingway pointed his shotgun towards the sky.


Placed his face between the two and sighed: 'Here's to life!'
Hemmingway placed his face between the two barrels of his shotgun and said 'Here's to life!' before taking his own life.


Hey there Salinger what did you do
The artist questions J.D. Salinger's actions.


Just when the world was looking to you
The world was counting on Salinger to produce something meaningful.


To write anything that meant anything
The world wants Salinger to write something important and impactful.


You told us you were through
Salinger announced that he was finished writing.


And its been years since you passed away
The artist notes that years have passed since Salinger's death.


But I see no plaque and I see no grave
The artist observes that there is no plaque or grave to commemorate Salinger.


And I can't help believing that you wanted it this way.
The singer thinks that Salinger chose to not have any formal recognition of his life and death.


And Vincent Van Gogh why do you weep?
The artist addresses Vincent Van Gogh and asks why he is crying.


You were on your way to heaven but the road was steep
The singer is suggesting that Van Gogh was on his way to some kind of salvation, but the road was difficult.


And who was there to break your fall?
The singer wonders if anyone was there to help Van Gogh when he needed it most.


We're guilty, one and all
The singer feels that everyone is at least partially at fault for Van Gogh's tragic end.


And I don't know much but I do know this
The artist admits they do not have all the answers, but knows one thing for certain.


With a golden heart comes a rebel fist
The artist believes that those with pure hearts have a rebellious streak.


But I can't help agreeing with those that would not quit
The singer agrees with those who would not give up or give in to the struggles of life.


And it makes me sick when I think of it
The singer feels sick when they think about something.


All my heroes could not live with this
The artist notes that their heroes struggled with something they could not handle.


And I hope you rest in peace because with us you never did
The artist hopes that their own heroes have found peace, even if they never found it in their lives.


And you were much too young
The artist is acknowledging that one of their heroes died at a young age.


And you changed my life
The singer is stating that their hero had a significant impact on their life.


But I draw the line at suicide
The artist believes that suicide is unacceptable and will not support it.


So here's to life!
The song concludes with a toast to life.




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@scott1861

i love that his voice cracks when he yells heres to life. so much emotion

@four20god

"but I see no plaque, and I see no grave" I can't tell you how long I thought he couldn't see any Black or Grey

@treezles

Nervous Crayon same! I always thought that line was about a confederate soldier.

@Dr.JeremyDunks

This is such a great song that whiffed. Salinger had reasons. So did Kurt. It's pain. A physical and mental pain. People have reasons. It is not a crime to retire. Pain. This is like yelling at Barry Sanders for retiring at 30.

@deaththekidx97

With a golden heart comes a rebel fist

@antarcticaresearchprogram8349

"It makes me sick when I think of it! All my heroes could not live with this;
and I hope you rest in peace because
with us, you never did."

I feel it, everytime.

@LatinaCreamQueen

So he aimed a shotgun into the blue,
placed his face in between the two
and sighed: "Here's to Life"

One of my favorite lines in any song ever. So beautiful in such an eerie way.

@scott1861

agreed

@caseybug1110

that’s actually how hemingway killed himself though

@smokeblunts12493

Stopped myself today

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