Fixin' To Die
Stretch Lyrics


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I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord
I believe I'm fixing to die
I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord
I believe I'm fixing to die
Well, I ain't scared of dying
But I hate to leave my children crying

So many nights by the fireside
I heard my children's mama cry
So many nights by the fireside
I heard my children's mama cry
That's why I've tried so hard, children
To come home to die

Your mama treated me, children
Like I was her baby child
Your mama treated me, children
Like I was her baby child
That's why I just could not tell her
I had to say goodbye

Oh take my children back before
Before they lay me down
Oh take my children back before
Before they lay me down
Don't leave them standing
On that burying ground

I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord
I believe I'm fixing to die
I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord
I believe I'm fixing to die
Well, I ain't scared of dying
But I hate to leave my children crying
Well, I ain't scared of dying
But I hate to leave my children crying




Well, I ain't scared of dying
But I hate to leave my children crying

Overall Meaning

In Stretch's song "Fixin' To Die," the singer expresses his fear that death is imminent in his mind, but he is not necessarily frightened of dying itself. Instead, he is concerned about leaving his children behind, as he has heard their mother cry many times before. The singer has worked hard to provide for his family, and he feels a deep connection to his children's mother, who has treated him like a baby. While he knows it is time to say goodbye, he wants to ensure that his children are taken care of and not left alone on the "burying ground."


The lyrics of "Fixin' To Die" are simple and straight to the point, painting a poignant picture of a father's love for his children and his desire to ensure their future is secure after he is gone. The repetition of the line "I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord / I believe I'm fixing to die" reinforces the singer's sense of fear and uncertainty, while also highlighting the inevitability of death. The use of the fireside and the imagery of the burying ground add a sense of intimacy and finality to the song, emphasizing the importance of family and community in life and in death.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm looking fooled in my mind, Lord
I'm feeling confused and uncertain about my future


I believe I'm fixing to die
I think my time on this earth is coming to an end


Well, I ain't scared of dying
I'm not afraid of death itself


But I hate to leave my children crying
I don't want to cause pain and sadness for my kids


So many nights by the fireside
There were countless evenings spent gathered around the fireplace


I heard my children's mama cry
I listened as the mother of my children wept


That's why I've tried so hard, children
I've been making every effort, my kids


To come home to die
To return to my family before my death


Your mama treated me, children
Your mother was always kind and caring towards me


Like I was her baby child
She treated me with the utmost tenderness and affection


That's why I just could not tell her
This is the reason why I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye


I had to say goodbye
I knew I had to leave her eventually


Oh take my children back before
Please bring my kids home before


Before they lay me down
Before I'm laid to rest in the ground


Don't leave them standing
Don't leave my children standing alone


On that burying ground
In the cemetery where I'll be buried


Well, I ain't scared of dying
I'm not afraid of leaving this world behind


But I hate to leave my children crying
I just don't want my kids to suffer because of my death


Well, I ain't scared of dying
I really don't fear death itself


But I hate to leave my children crying
I absolutely don't want my children to endure pain after my death




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