Vanity
Strung Out Lyrics


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Did you leave a light on for me, did you pray I'd find my way?
Did you call out to me from the dark, did you really think I'd stay?
Did you feel me when the hurt rolled in, did you roll your pretty eyes?
Did that feeling rise up from within, did it take you by surprise?

You know you're better off without me.
Eyes like yours could always give you away.
There were times when I needed you to be on my side.
Through these eyes that world just died, a new one's born.

Well you murder me with pink and blue, a possession in a box for you.
Valentines and hand grenades, secret words and serenades.
Symbiotic mass destruction, we're directionless and vain.
Can you feel it when it comes around?
Can you feel it takes you by surprise?

You know you're better off without me.
Eyes like yours could always give you away.
There were times when I needed you to be on my side.
Through these eyes now I sit and watch the end of the world.

At the bottom of the ocean I sit and wait alone
for a chance to breathe the life into my lungs.
Now I feel like myself again
as I beat myself against you one more time, one more time.
Surprise.

You know you're better off without me.
Eyes like yours could always give you away.
There were times when I needed you to be on my side.
Through these eyes now I sit and watch the end of the world.
The end of the world.




The end of the world.
The end of the world.

Overall Meaning

The song "Vanity" by Strung Out is an emotionally charged reflection on a broken relationship. The opening lines suggest a sense of betrayal and abandonment, with the singer questioning whether their former partner had any concern for their well-being in the aftermath of the breakup. The use of religious imagery, such as references to prayer and the darkness, suggest a feeling of hopelessness and confusion. The singer wonders if their former partner saw it coming, if they anticipated the hurt and betrayal that would follow, and if they simply chose to look the other way.


As the song progresses, the singer reflects on the destructive nature of their relationship. They describe feeling "murdered" by their partner, and compare their love to a "possessive" and volatile force that leads to "mass destruction." The singer seems to acknowledge that they were caught up in their own vanity and selfishness, acting without thought for the impact of their actions on the other person.


Towards the end of the song, the singer seems to have gained some perspective, recognizing that their former partner is "better off" without them. They express a sense of resignation, recognizing that their inability to see outside of themselves has caused irreparable damage to their relationship. As they sit "at the bottom of the ocean" and watch the end of the world, they seem to be reaching an acceptance that their relationship has been lost, but that they are perhaps better equipped to move forward and find a new sense of self.


Line by Line Meaning

Did you leave a light on for me, did you pray I'd find my way?
Did you have hope in your heart that I would find my way even in the dark?


Did you call out to me from the dark, did you really think I'd stay?
Did you try to stop me from leaving and believe that I would stay?


Did you feel me when the hurt rolled in, did you roll your pretty eyes?
Were you able to sense my pain or did you just ignore it and roll your eyes?


Did that feeling rise up from within, did it take you by surprise?
Were you caught off guard by your own emotions when they surfaced?


You know you're better off without me.
You realize that you are better off without me in your life.


Eyes like yours could always give you away.
Your eyes are very expressive and can reveal your emotions.


There were times when I needed you to be on my side.
There were moments when I required you to support me fully.


Through these eyes that world just died, a new one's born.
I am experiencing a significant shift in my life and my outlook has changed.


Well you murder me with pink and blue, a possession in a box for you.
The love and affection you offer is both overwhelming and suffocating to me.


Valentines and hand grenades, secret words and serenades.
Our relationship is tumultuous and unpredictable.


Symbiotic mass destruction, we're directionless and vain.
Our symbiotic relationship is damaging and lacks direction or value.


Can you feel it when it comes around? Can you feel it takes you by surprise?
Do you sense the negative consequences of our relationship and feel surprised by them?


At the bottom of the ocean I sit and wait alone for a chance to breathe the life into my lungs.
I am in a dark place, struggling to survive and looking for hope.


Now I feel like myself again as I beat myself against you one more time, one more time. Surprise.
I am rediscovering my identity and trying to reconcile with you, but it is a painful process with uncertain outcomes.


Through these eyes now I sit and watch the end of the world. The end of the world. The end of the world. The end of the world.
I am observing the destruction of our relationship and the end of an era.




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