Season 1 of his television show, Sex, God, Rock 'n Roll, was filmed in Boulder, CO in the fall of 2008. It aired on HDNet in the US and Canada in late spring 2009 and has since been released on DVD.
Eclipse
Stuart Davis Lyrics
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Because You came to me
I'll ache
Until You come through me
Drunk
Because You kiss me
And grace begins to kill me
I want to lose my life
You are within me
But all my tunnels miss
And anything I build You
Pulls you from my chest
Anything I build you
Brings me emptiness
I'm reaching for Your light
My hand in an eclipse
Even if I am silent
My throat is full of this:
I am so in love
I want to lose my life
I block the light
Where you should appear
So color me clear
The lyrics of Stuart Davis's "Eclipse" convey a powerful theme of love, grace, and loss. The singer addresses their beloved, expressing their yearning for their presence and the overwhelming emotions that come with being in their presence. The opening lines set a tone of longing as the singer describes their state of being "awake" and "aching." The lines "Because You kiss me / And grace begins to kill me" suggest a paradoxical relationship with this person. Their love is so intense that it causes them pain, but it's a pain that they crave because it's a reminder that they're alive.
As the song progresses, the singer discusses the difficulties they face in connecting with their beloved. They acknowledge that this person is within them, but they can't seem to find a way to reach them. The lines "And anything I build You / Pulls you from my chest" and "Anything I build you / Brings me emptiness" suggest that the singer is struggling to create a real, lasting connection with this person. Despite these difficulties, the singer continues to reach for this person, like "My hand in an eclipse," demonstrating their determination to keep trying, even in the face of obstacles.
The final lines of the song, "I block the light / Where you should appear / So color me clear," suggest that the singer recognizes their own response to the love they share with this person. They understand that their own fears and insecurities are preventing them from fully experiencing the joy and fulfillment that this love has to offer. The song as a whole is a testament to the complexity and intensity of human emotion, and the ways in which love can both lift us up and tear us apart.
Line by Line Meaning
Awake
I am alert and conscious
Because You came to me
As a result of your visitation
I'll ache
I'll experience a dull but persistent pain
Until You come through me
Until you express yourself through me
Drunk
I am intoxicated
Because You kiss me
Because you have a profound effect on me
And grace begins to kill me
Your unmerited favor starts to weigh me down
And I am so in love
I am madly in love
I want to lose my life
I want to be consumed in this love experience
You are within me
You are dwelling inside me
But all my tunnels miss
All the channels through which I seek you are a miss
And anything I build You
Anything I create or establish for you
Pulls you from my chest
Causes you to be taken away from my heart
Anything I build you
Anything I construct for you
Brings me emptiness
Leaves me with a feeling of vacuity
I'm reaching for Your light
I am longing for your illumination
My hand in an eclipse
My hand covering my vision
Even if I am silent
Even if I don't speak
My throat is full of this:
My heart is full of this
I am so in love
I am completely devoted to you
I want to lose my life
I want to lose myself in you
I block the light
I obstruct your radiance
Where you should appear
Where you ought to manifest yourself
So color me clear
So purify and make me transparent
Contributed by Maya M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.