Sleep
Stygma IV Lyrics

Wide awake I'm laying in the light
I am fully conscious and aware in this bright and shining environment

In this place the light shines so bright
The surroundings are illuminated with a blindingly strong light

How I long for night
I desire the darkness and absence of light that comes with the nighttime

How I wish for night
I truly hope that night falls soon and provides some relief from the light

The light is burning I can't close my eyes
The intense and unrelenting light is causing discomfort and preventing me from sleep

What have they done to me
I am questioning why I am in this situation, feeling trapped and helpless

What is this place I'm in
I am unsure of my surroundings and how I ended up here

Is anybody in here
I am wondering if there is anyone else around who can help me

Can anybody hear
I am desperate for someone to listen to my cries for help

Is anybody listening
I am hoping that someone is paying attention to me and my desperate situation

Please help me I'm afraid
I am expressing my fear and pleading for someone to save me from this horrible experience

So afraid
I am deeply scared and terrified by the situation that I'm currently in

In this place of quiet blinding light
I am stuck in this location that is both painfully bright and eerily silent

I scream In this room without a shadow, a shadow
I cry out in a room that is so bright there is no shadow to be seen

I must be bound 'cause I can't move
I am unable to move and feel as if I am restrained or immobilized

I can hear but I hear nothing, nothing
I am experiencing a quietness that is both eerie and unsettling

Nothing but me
There is only my own breathing and thoughts to be heard in this silent environment

How many days how many nights
I am lost in time, unsure of how long I have been in this situation

Am I in this hell of silent pain
I am left questioning why I am experiencing this extreme physical and emotional pain

I don't understand what they're needing me for
I am confused as to why I am being subjected to this torture and what the purpose is

If I can't look away the light will blind my sight
If I am unable to avert my gaze, I fear that the powerful light will permanently damage my vision

Save me, save me From this torture game
I am begging for rescue from this horrific and torturous situation I am in

There must be a cause I don't understand
I know that there is a reason behind the torture but I cannot comprehend or decipher it

Why they don't ask any questions
I am bewildered by the fact that my captors are not attempting to communicate with me or gain information

Why they don't want any answers
I am puzzled by the lack of interest in my responses and why my captors don't seem to care about any information I might possess

Are they just watching me die
I am questioning if my captors' intentions are simply to watch me suffer and die

A tiny piece of sand is falling through the light
I am hyper-aware of every minute detail in my surroundings, such as a particle of sand falling through the light

A tiny drop of sweat is breaking on my brow
I am sweating profusely, likely due to the extreme physical and emotional pain I am experiencing

Seconds crawling moments crawling
I feel like time is moving at an unbearably slow pace

Minutes seem like days
Each passing minute feels like an eternity in this torturous environment

Hours seem like years
The passage of time in this environment is excruciatingly slow and each hour feels like an eternity

Incarnation of my fears
Everything I am experiencing in this place is a physical representation of my deepest and most intense fears

The eye in the sky is watching me die
I feel like I am being observed and monitored closely as I suffer in this environment

The electric eye is watching my cries
I feel like I am being watched at all times and that my screams for help are being monitored

I'm lost in a daydream
I am in a state of extreme distress and despair, as if I am living a waking nightmare

Noone will hear, hear my screams for help
I feel very alone and helpless, and am unsure if anyone will come to my assistance

Lightning flash before my eyes
I am experiencing unpredictable and frightening moments of intense brightness and light

Needles pinned into my mind
I feel like my mind is being violated by some kind of physical object

Pain is growing
I am experiencing an ever-increasing amount of physical and emotional torment

I try to hide
I attempt to mentally and emotionally distance myself from the pain I am experiencing

In my mind where they can't ever find me
I seek refuge in my own thoughts and emotions, where my captors cannot reach me

I can't remember my name
I am experiencing a form of psychological torture that has erased some of my memories and identity

I know I'm part of their game
I am aware that I am being subjected to a cruel and twisted experiment or act of torture

A secret game without a name
The true nature and purpose of my captors' torture remains a mystery to me

This painfull game
The torture I am experiencing is incredibly painful and difficult to endure

Needles in my vains Poison in my vains
I am experiencing some kind of invasive medical procedure with needles and poison

I reach the final curtain
I am nearing the end of my life, and the end of my torment

The end is getting certain
I feel like my time is running out, and that my captors' cruel experiment is coming to an end

My pain begins to get away The torture is lifted up from me
I am experiencing a brief moment of relief as my torture comes to an end

Getting weaker I'm falling deeper
As I near the end of my life, I am becoming weaker and more fatigued

By light surrounded i feel ungrounded
As I near the end of my life, I am surrounded by a bright light that makes me feel unmoored and disoriented

Sleep I fall asleep And I will sleep Endlessly I dream
As I reach the end of my life, I am drifting off to sleep and into an endless dream state

The final dream
I am experiencing a dreamlike state, perhaps as I near the point of death

Til I'm fading away I'm fading away
I am slipping away from life and consciousness, becoming weaker and more distant by the moment