My Brother
Styles Lyrics

I'm not the only one living here,
Please be considerate and leave a nice message after the tone. One!

I just wanted to speak to him
I have so many words that I want to say to my brother.

Life is a circle of pain
The pain we feel is like a never-ending circle that we can't escape.

The darkest clouds, end up like the purplest rain
The toughest times we face can lead to the most beautiful outcomes in life.

They say patience is a virtue in the game
People often say that being patient is important in life.

Fuck it, I guess I died when my brother died
I feel like a part of me died when my brother passed away.

'Cause to tell you the truth, I feel like I'm the curse in the game
I feel like I am jinxed or cursed because of all the pain and misfortune in my life.

My vision is blurred, dreams is shattered, my heart is broke
I can't see clearly because of all the pain and sorrow I'm feeling.

Pain so deep I find it hard to cope
The pain I feel is so intense that it's hard for me to handle or manage it.

Missin' your smile and missing your style
I miss seeing my brother's smile and unique personality.

I figured I'm the next one dead so we could kick it a while
I feel like my life won't be much longer and that I will soon join my brother.

'Cause your name lives on, the sun still shine
Even though my brother is gone, he is still remembered and his legacy lives on.

Every time your baby mom life up your child
Every time my brother's child's mother lifts their child up, my brother's legacy and memory lives on.

I guess I gotta switch my angle now
I need to change how I look at things and focus on the positive.

Take a positive look, hit a blunt my little brothers with the angels now
I am going to try to look at things positively and imagine my brother is with the angels, free from pain and suffering.

Some of us fall and some of us fly
Some people succeed and some people fail in life.

But at the end of the book baby all of us die
No matter what happens in life, we will all eventually pass away.

I could smile, 'cause I know he right next to Allah
I can find comfort in knowing that my brother is with Allah now.

Right next to the prophets and the soldiers that died
My brother is in good company, alongside other great people who have passed away.

And all the angels in the heaven that be holdin the sky
My brother is surrounded by angels who are looking down on us from heaven.

I could cry, for the fact I can't hug him no more
It makes me sad to think that I can't physically embrace my brother anymore.

But my tears go to heaven and I know the nigga feel me
Even though I can't physically be with my brother, I know he can feel my emotions and my love from heaven.

And the good thing is he ain't got to worry no more
My brother is free from all the worries and pain of this world now.

If I could get my miracle on
If it were possible, I would do anything to bring my brother back to life.

Listen to me, I would bring my brother back in the physical form
If I could, I would want my brother to come back to life and be with me in the physical world.

'Cause the spirit still here, but the visual gone
Even though my brother is gone, I can still feel his spirit around me.

And sometimes I gotta think if I'ma live to the morn
I wonder if I will make it through each day and be alive the next morning.

I guess it's no more schooling you
I won't be able to teach my brother anything more in this life.

I know it's something in our blood, because us niggas in the street as usual
There must be something in our genes or upbringing, because my brother and I are both street-smart.

Left with a robbery charge, pack and a stash
My brother was involved in criminal activities before he passed away.

Crushed a lot of niggas that it happened to have
My brother hurt a lot of people during his criminal activities.

But I'ma just light a blunt, look in the clouds
I am going to relax and smoke weed while I look up at the clouds.

And I'ma ask my little nigga what's happening have
I will ask my brother what is going on in heaven.

You died on mothers day, mom it's a gift
My brother passed away on Mother's Day, which is a bittersweet holiday for my family now.

I know god took my brother 'cause his honor and strength
I know that God decided to take my brother because he was honorable and strong.

And we all gonna die Allah tally us up
We will all die someday and be judged by Allah.

While you there say what's up to Lil' Malla and duck
While my brother is in heaven, I want him to say hello to two of our deceased friends.

And I know y'all niggas restin' in peace
I know that my brother and our friends are resting in peace now.

You might be gone, but your soul is still here and is blessin' the streets
Even though my brother is gone, I know that his spirit is still present and blessing the streets.

I could see you when I'm all alone (I see you)
I can feel my brother's presence when I am alone.

So I guess I'm not all alone, I know my little nigga callin' home
My brother is watching over me and calling out to me in my heart.

The good die young, so they could get to heaven early
People who are good often die young so they can go to heaven sooner.

And watch over the rest of the slums (watch over us please)
My brother is looking over the people in our neighborhood from heaven.

Move the clouds so we could see the rest of the sun
I hope my brother can influence the weather from heaven so that we can see more sunshine in our lives.

You might've died, but you in heaven that's a blessing in one
Even though my brother is no longer with us, I am happy that he is in heaven and free from pain.

Nigga Robert to the death, Gary died with a close friend
Two of my friends, Robert and Gary, also died before my brother.

You and Allen together, smiling together
My brother and his friend Allen can now be together in heaven and be happy.

It's like now I could hear the world
Since my brother's passing, I feel like I hear and understand the world more clearly.

I understand that, I'm in the physical you're in the spirit world
I understand that my brother is in the spirit world while I am still in the physical world.

They can't separate brothers, so I still see you when the spit flown
Nothing can ever separate me from my brother, and I will continue to feel his presence even after I pass away.

You died, I died (you still here)
Even though my brother passed away, he is still present in my life.

But I'm alive, you alive, so we gotta keep the shit going
Even though my brother is gone, I know that he would want me to continue living my life to the fullest.

Now I got a new ghost
My brother is now like a guardian angel to me.

And a baby brother angel I could feel, every time the wind blows
I feel my brother's presence in the wind, and I know that he is watching over our family like a little baby angel.

It's all love
No matter what happens in life, there is always love.

This is just the first right daddy
My father is going through the grieving process for the first time, and it will take time for him to heal.

The next one is the next one
There will always be more tragic events in life that we must face and overcome.

Do the best you could, hold your head
We must do our best in life and stay strong during difficult times.

You know you lost somebody, you gain an angel
Even though we have lost someone we love, we have gained a guardian angel who will watch over us from heaven.