With the 2003 addition of guitarists Caleb Wilkerson and Jake Sullivan, subseven counts itself among the exciting new crop of innovative hard bands. The band's name, however, makes no bones about where its priorities lie. "'subseven' comes from two words put together. 'sub' is short for submitted and 'seven' for God's number, the number of perfection as stated in the Bible," McManaman says. "Our name means submitted to God and that's the basis of what our band has done thus far. Everything we do, we hold it committed to God."
Free To Conquer, subseven's full-length Flicker Records debut, comes on the heels of a well-received self-titled 2004 EP in addition to tours with headliners Pillar and Project 86. The dual nature of time spent in-studio and out on the road, interacting with both bandmates and fans, gives Free To Conquer a sense of perspective gained only through experience.
That idea of ultimate hope permeates the pounding attack of Wilkerson and Sullivan's guitar work, McManaman and Corbin's rhythmic structure and Fite’s part-singing/part-screaming vocal punctuation. It's hard music with a heart, presented to a generation constantly looking for answers and avenues through which to find them.
Disbanded since 2006.
At The Park
Subseven Lyrics
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Spits me out
I'm messed up
In this rut
Caught up in this system
Put down as another victim
My fingernails are fading away
And my hair is looking lazy
This time I have don't feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke
But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone
Here I go again
Go
I lie awake
In my car
At the park
I
I run away
It's half past three and I can't sleep
Looking up at the stars
Looking up in the dark
This time I have don't feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke
But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone
The lyrics of Subseven's "At The Park" delve into the feelings of despair and disorientation that stem from feeling like a "victim" trapped in a system that "rips me up / Spits me out." The singer's physical appearance is deteriorating ("My fingernails are fading away / And my hair is looking lazy"), but their mental turmoil is what truly sets them adrift: "But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy / This life I live feels like a joke." Despite feeling disconnected from themselves, the singer attempts to find some agency and "take control" of their life, even if they feel "all alone" in that endeavor.
One potential interpretation of the lyrics could be that the singer is struggling with a mental health issue or addiction, which has led them to end up "In this rut" and caught in a system that they feel powerless to escape. This is reflected in the image of the singer lying awake in their car at the park, unable to sleep and looking up at the stars in the dark, feeling isolated and unable to connect with others.
Overall, the lyrics of "At The Park" paint a picture of someone who is struggling to find their place in the world, but who is also resilient in their efforts to maintain some semblance of control over their own life, even in difficult circumstances.
Line by Line Meaning
It rips me up
This situation is really taking an emotional toll on me
Spits me out
This situation has left me feeling empty and exhausted
I'm messed up
I'm feeling really confused and lost
In this rut
I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle and can't get out
Caught up in this system
I feel trapped in a societal structure that's not working for me
Put down as another victim
I feel like I'm viewed as just another casualty of this system
My fingernails are fading away
I'm so anxious and stressed that I'm unconsciously damaging my body
And my hair is looking lazy
I've lost motivation to take care of myself and my appearance
But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy
I'm trying to convince myself that things will get better, but I'm still really struggling
Here I go again
I'm stuck in this same cycle over and over
Go
I need to take action, but I don't know what to do
I lie awake
I can't sleep because of how overwhelmed I am
In my car
I'm trying to escape my problems, even if it's just for a little bit
At the park
I'm seeking solace in nature
I
I'm feeling really lonely and isolated
I run away
I want to escape my problems, but I know they're still there
It's half past three and I can't sleep
My anxiety is keeping me up at night
Looking up at the stars
I'm seeking comfort in something bigger than myself
Looking up in the dark
I'm trying to find light in a dark situation
This time I have don't feel my own
I don't recognize myself anymore
This life I live feels like a joke
I feel like my existence is pointless and futile
But still I try to take control
I'm still fighting to make things better, even if it's a struggle
Still on my own, all alone
I don't have anyone to rely on but myself
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