At The Park
Subseven Lyrics


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It rips me up
Spits me out
I'm messed up
In this rut
Caught up in this system
Put down as another victim
My fingernails are fading away
And my hair is looking lazy
But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy

This time I have don't feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke
But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone

Here I go again
Go
I lie awake
In my car
At the park
I
I run away
It's half past three and I can't sleep
Looking up at the stars
Looking up in the dark

This time I have don't feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke




But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Subseven's "At The Park" delve into the feelings of despair and disorientation that stem from feeling like a "victim" trapped in a system that "rips me up / Spits me out." The singer's physical appearance is deteriorating ("My fingernails are fading away / And my hair is looking lazy"), but their mental turmoil is what truly sets them adrift: "But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy / This life I live feels like a joke." Despite feeling disconnected from themselves, the singer attempts to find some agency and "take control" of their life, even if they feel "all alone" in that endeavor.


One potential interpretation of the lyrics could be that the singer is struggling with a mental health issue or addiction, which has led them to end up "In this rut" and caught in a system that they feel powerless to escape. This is reflected in the image of the singer lying awake in their car at the park, unable to sleep and looking up at the stars in the dark, feeling isolated and unable to connect with others.


Overall, the lyrics of "At The Park" paint a picture of someone who is struggling to find their place in the world, but who is also resilient in their efforts to maintain some semblance of control over their own life, even in difficult circumstances.


Line by Line Meaning

It rips me up
This situation is really taking an emotional toll on me


Spits me out
This situation has left me feeling empty and exhausted


I'm messed up
I'm feeling really confused and lost


In this rut
I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle and can't get out


Caught up in this system
I feel trapped in a societal structure that's not working for me


Put down as another victim
I feel like I'm viewed as just another casualty of this system


My fingernails are fading away
I'm so anxious and stressed that I'm unconsciously damaging my body


And my hair is looking lazy
I've lost motivation to take care of myself and my appearance


But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy
I'm trying to convince myself that things will get better, but I'm still really struggling


Here I go again
I'm stuck in this same cycle over and over


Go
I need to take action, but I don't know what to do


I lie awake
I can't sleep because of how overwhelmed I am


In my car
I'm trying to escape my problems, even if it's just for a little bit


At the park
I'm seeking solace in nature


I
I'm feeling really lonely and isolated


I run away
I want to escape my problems, but I know they're still there


It's half past three and I can't sleep
My anxiety is keeping me up at night


Looking up at the stars
I'm seeking comfort in something bigger than myself


Looking up in the dark
I'm trying to find light in a dark situation


This time I have don't feel my own
I don't recognize myself anymore


This life I live feels like a joke
I feel like my existence is pointless and futile


But still I try to take control
I'm still fighting to make things better, even if it's a struggle


Still on my own, all alone
I don't have anyone to rely on but myself




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