If
Sufferer Lyrics


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If I'm happy in dreams but it fades with the day...
Is it gone? Is it gone? Is it gone?

If I chase it, fall asleep and pray I never have to wake...
Is it wrong? Am I wrong? Am I wrong?

The moment has passed, something whispers, the dream has decayed…
Is it God? Are you God? If you're God…





Deliver me, carry me, leave me alone, let me sleep
I can't tell what I want

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Sufferer's song "If" explore the transience of happiness and the fear of losing it. The singer questions whether the happiness they experience in their dreams is real or just a temporary escape from reality. They wonder if it is wrong to want to hold onto that fleeting sense of happiness and never wake up to face the difficulties of everyday life. The lyrics suggest that the dream has decayed and the moment has passed, leaving the singer with a sense of unease and confusion. The mention of God could be interpreted as a plea for help or guidance in navigating these conflicting emotions.


Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of desperation and uncertainty, as the singer grapples with the impermanence of happiness and the fear of facing reality. The chorus, with its repetition of "Is it gone?" and "Am I wrong?", reinforces this sense of confusion and doubt.


Line by Line Meaning

If I'm happy in dreams but it fades with the day...
I experience happiness in my dreams but it disappears when I wake up.


Is it gone? Is it gone? Is it gone?
I wonder if the happiness I felt in my dreams has disappeared completely.


If I chase it, fall asleep and pray I never have to wake...
I try to hold onto this happiness by falling asleep and hoping I never have to wake up.


Is it wrong? Am I wrong? Am I wrong?
I question if it is wrong to want to continue feeling this happiness and if I am wrong for desiring it.


The moment has passed, something whispers, the dream has decayed…
I realize that the moment of happiness has passed and something tells me that the dream has lost its luster.


Is it God? Are you God? If you're God…
I contemplate if it is a higher power like God who is responsible for my state of happiness.


Deliver me, carry me, leave me alone, let me sleep
I plead for someone to free me from this internal struggle, either by carrying me or leaving me alone to sleep.


I can't tell what I want
I am uncertain about my own desires and cannot determine what I truly want.




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