Antarctica
SuicideBoy Lyrics


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Lettin' a new day begin
Lettin' a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know

Locked in my room, four black walls
Tie the noose, no recall
No resolve, fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up 'til I fall
Murder on call with the 59
20 years and it seem like a lifetime
I been hangin' everyday from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball
Hoe please don't call, don't fuck with y'all
Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror, and live for the lesser
My birth was an error

I am the Lord of loneliness
I'll hold my breath
Just spoke with death
He said he hopes for the best
Told him I'm ropin' my neck
Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
Somehow I manage to function and hope
Everyday got a lump in my throat
That's them pills swallowed whole
Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
End up humpin' they throat
Get the fuck away from me
I hate all of you, faithfully
This world was never made for me
Thankfully I'm trained to see
Past all the lies and righteous sins
I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze





Lettin' a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know

Overall Meaning

The song ANTARCTICA by Suicideboys is a portrayal of the daily struggle of overcoming addiction and depression. The lyrics depict the agony of the singer, who has resorted to using drugs as a coping mechanism to escape the pain of reality. The opening lines of the song, "Lettin' a new day begin, Lettin' a new day begin, Hold to the time that you know," set the tone of the song, emphasizing the importance of moving forward positively and not becoming a captive of the past.


The lyrics "Locked in my room, four black walls, Tie the noose, no recall" indicate that the singer has reached a dead-end and is contemplating suicide. The following lines, "Murder on call with the 59, 20 years and it seem like a lifetime, I been hangin' everyday from a lifeline," suggest that the singer is a victim of their surroundings and that their life is on the line every day. The lines "I am the Lord of loneliness, I'll hold my breath, Just spoke with death, He said he hopes for the best" indicate that the singer has talked with death and is holding their breath, signifying a showdown between life and death.


Line by Line Meaning

Lettin' a new day begin
I am starting afresh and open to new opportunities.


Lettin' a new day begin
I am leaving behind my past to create a better future for myself.


Hold to the time that you know
I need to cling onto the time I am familiar with to avoid breaking down.


Locked in my room, four black walls
I am trapped in my despair and feel like I have no way out.


Tie the noose, no recall
I am so lost and numb to life that I'll consider ending it all.


No resolve, fuck withdrawal
I cannot handle sobriety and would rather remain in a drug-induced numbness.


Rather shoot up 'til I fall
I'll keep consuming drugs until they eventually kill me.


Murder on call with the 59
I have a disregard for human life and might even consider causing harm to others.


20 years and it seems like a lifetime
I am so consumed by my pain that time has lost its meaning.


I been hangin' everyday from a lifeline
I am struggling to stay alive and my life feels like a constant struggle.


While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
I feel alone in my struggles while others live carefree lives.


Smo-smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball
I am numbing my pain with drugs and embracing a false sense of happiness.


Hoe please don't call, don't fuck with y'all
I am too consumed in myself to care for others, even those closest to me.


Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
I have destructive tendencies and might express my pain through violent means.


Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
I might even cause harm to others and feel no remorse.


I don't think I can explain any better
I am unable to express the magnitude of my pain and struggles clearly.


I'm $carecrow the terror, and live for the lesser
I have embraced my pain and struggles and found comfort in them.


My birth was an error
I feel like my existence is pointless and serves no purpose.


I am the Lord of loneliness
I am consumed by loneliness and struggle to form any meaningful connections.


I'll hold my breath
I might even consider harming myself in hopes of ending my pain.


Just spoke with death
I feel like death is an escape from my struggles and might even desire it.


He said he hopes for the best
I am not sure what awaits me but hope for a better future.


Told him I'm ropin' my neck
I am considering ending my life and escaping my struggles.


Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
My pain is physical and emotional, causing me to feel suffocated and helpless.


Somehow I manage to function and hope
Despite my struggles, I am pushing through and hoping for a better future.


Everyday got a lump in my throat
I am struggling with my emotions and might even be on the verge of tears constantly.


That's them pills swallowed whole
I am consuming drugs to numb my pain and struggle with physical dependencies.


Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
I am engaging in promiscuous behavior to fulfill a false sense of happiness.


End up humpin' they throat
I disregard those around me and only care about fulfilling my own desires.


Get the fuck away from me
I am lashing out at those around me and pushing them away.


I hate all of you, faithfully
I have a deep-seated hatred for those around me and might never be able to fully form meaningful connections.


This world was never made for me
I might feel like I never truly belonged and struggle to find my place in this world.


Thankfully I'm trained to see
I am trying to find meaning in my struggles and might also be seeing a therapist to help me cope.


Past all the lies and righteous sins
I am navigating my way through my struggles and seeing beyond the false perceptions of people and society.


I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze
I am willing to put myself through pain and hardships in hopes of finding clarity and peace.


Lettin' a new day begin
I am willing to start afresh and create a better future for myself despite my struggles.


Hold to the time that you know
I am clinging onto familiarity and stability to navigate through my struggles.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Aristos Petrou, Scott Arceneaux

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@trash-gang

I miss those days 😎

@byMDRM

yooo trash gang

@ChateauNoir_

me too 😕

@caidentaylor6957

Trash gxng

@Ohmuhgud

Same

@OddyNuffG59

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@CUFBOYS

the nostalgia gets me rock hard

@overshotcoast

Kids nowadays dont know how legendary cufboys is

@cptwojciech6396

Whatcu mean by that? 🤨🧐

@truegs88

Damn yall really see this as nostalgic? Its still to early for me. Guess im just old

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