Torn
Suite Lyrics

I thought I saw a man brought to life
At one point, I believed I had found a guy who gave me new life.

He was warm - he came around like
This person was charismatic and friendly, making it easy for me to open up to him.

He was dignified
He carried himself in a respectable, honorable manner.

He showed me what it was to cry
Despite being strong, he wasn't afraid of being vulnerable, which helped me learn to express my emotions.

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
After closer examination, it became clear that he wasn't the person I thought he was.

You don't seem to know - don't seem to care
He lacked empathy and didn't seem invested in our connection.

What your heart is for
I couldn't decipher what he really wanted from me and why he bothered with me at all.

No I don't know him anymore
As a result of these doubts and his strange behavior, I didn't recognize the man I once adored.

There's nothin' where we used to lie
The space between us, both emotionally and physically, is now empty and barren.

Conversation has run dry
We've exhausted all topics of discussion, and there's nothing left to say.

That's what's going on
This is the situation that we find ourselves in, and it's not changing anytime soon.

Nothing's fine
Our relationship is far from ideal and nothing is going right.

I'm torn
I'm emotionally conflicted and uncertain about what to do next.

I'm all out of faith
I've lost all confidence in myself and my ability to make decisions.

This is how I feel
The emotions I'm experiencing are overwhelming and real.

I'm cold and I am chained
I feel trapped and isolated from others, with no warmth or compassion to support me during this difficult time.

Lying naked on the floor
I'm exposed and vulnerable, with nothing and no one to protect me from further harm.

Illusion never changed
The feelings I had towards my old flame never turned into anything real.

Into something real
Despite my intense emotions, I never received the love and support I needed from him to make our relationship something genuine and meaningful.

I'm cold and I am shamed and bound
I'm filled with shame and guilt over the way things turned out and I feel immobilized, powerless to change it.

And broken on the floor
I'm shattered and destroyed, unable to pick myself up off the ground.

And I can see the perfect sky is torn
The symbol of hope and peacefulness, represented by the sky, has been damaged and destroyed, much like my outlook for the future.

You're a little late
It's too little, too late for this person to make things right or salvage what we once had.

So I guess the fortune teller's right
This failed relationship was easily foreseen, and I should have heeded the warnings.

I should have seen just what was there
I was blinded by what I hoped for and failed to recognize the reality of my situation.

And not some holy light
I mistook my feelings for him as something special, almost divine, but it turns out it was just a fleeting emotion.

But you crawled beneath my veins
He had a strong, almost addictive presence in my life that was difficult to shake, even after it became clear that he wasn't healthy for me.

And now I don't care
After the damage this person caused, I no longer feel emotionally attached or invested in the situation.

I have no luck
Things haven't gone my way, and I can't seem to catch a break.

I don't miss it all that much
I'm stronger and more independent than I had realized, and I've learned that I don't need the love of someone who doesn't appreciate me.

There's just so many things
There are a lot of things I want, crave, and need in my life.

That I can't touch
Unfortunately, it's difficult if not impossible for me to obtain these things, making me feel even more helpless.

I'm wide awake
I'm finally able to see reality for what it really is, rather than what I hoped it would be.