Suisei
Sumika Lyrics

子供の頃 ボールをとても遠くに 投げられただけであんな褒められて もてはやされて 期待を受けて その気になって志立てた
As a child, I was praised for throwing a ball really far, and it gave me a sense of pride and led me to set ambitious goals for myself.

言うなればそんなちっぽけな理由に 命やお金をかけ打ち込めたこと自体がもう 才能だったのかな 「続けること」に意味があるならば
Maybe it takes talent to invest so much time, energy, and resources into a small reason or motivation, and if there is meaning in 'continuing on,' then I have that talent.

幾千の針に糸を通すような地道な努力さえも 実らず心は枯れ 隣の芝生は青いなあ
Even the most laborious efforts can fall short, and seeing others succeed while I struggle can make me feel disheartened and jealous.

だけど数年経って大人になって このままじゃ終われない 意地っ張りな自分がまだいるんだ もう大好きよ 大嫌いよ
However, as I've grown older, I realized I can't let things end like this, and there is still a part of me that is stubborn and determined, even though I have mixed feelings about it.

数年経って大人になって まだまだあきらめない 意地っ張りな自分がまだいるんだ もう大好きよ 大嫌いよ 殺して殺しても蘇るイメージを武器にしてさ
Even now as an adult, I refuse to give up and will use my imagination and determination as weapons to keep going, even if I have mixed feelings about myself.

子供の頃の夢を諦めず 追いかける大人は格好悪くて 居場所も減って お金も減って 夢見る事も出来なくなるってさ
I refuse to give up on the dreams I had as a child, but pursuing these dreams can make me look foolish to others and leave me feeling isolated and struggling financially.

ただ 目の前にいる仲間達や ケータイに住んでいる仲間達 お金で買えない思い出達 消せない心の燻り達 それらを無視出来るのかい 僕はきっと出来ないよ 君はどう wow wow どう思う wow wow
However, the memories I've shared with my friends, whether in person or through the phone, are priceless and cannot be ignored or forgotten. I know I can't ignore them, but I wonder if others feel the same way.

幾千の針に糸を通すような地道な努力がほら 目の前の景色編んで運命を縫い合わせてゆくんだよ
Even if it feels like I'm moving needles through a thousand layers of fabric, I'm still crafting my own destiny with every painstaking effort I make.

僕ら数年経って大人になってまだまだ終われない 意地っ張りな自分がまだ居るんだ もう大好きよ 大嫌いよ
Even now as adults, we have so much left to do, despite the many things we've already accomplished. Despite our stubbornness and confused feelings about ourselves, we are still worthy of love and admiration.

数年経って大人になっても茶化して誤摩化せない ゆずれない想いがまだあるんだ 血が流れても 骨折れても 殺して殺しても蘇る イメージを武器にしてさ
As an adult, I cannot oversimplify or brush aside my feelings. I have goals and ambitions that don't budge even when I'm hurt or facing impossible odds. Still, I will use my imagination and determination to keep going, no matter what.

自分が一番好きな自分でいる事にするよ
I choose to love and accept myself as the person I want to be.