My Affection
Summer Walker & PARTYNEXTDOOR Lyrics

See my teens flew by in a coach seat
I spent my teenage years on a coach seat traveling, where I had little control over anything.

Since we all grown up, you tryna show me
As we have all grown up now, you are trying to demonstrate your worth to me.

What you tryna do now, huh?
What is it that you want to do now?

You played me once before
You deceived me in the past.

Now you feel like you want me
Now you feel as though you want me back even though you betrayed me.

Back when I took off
Back when I became successful.

I'ma trophy
Now that I am successful, I am like a trophy to you.

Back when I wasn't nothin'
Back when I was not successful.

You was a trophy
At that time, you were the one who was successful.

Get it through your mind
Understand the situation.

Asked for all of this time
You asked for all of my time.

Asked for all my time
You asked me for all of my time.

I still think you're fine, no, no, no
I still think that you are attractive even though I must say no.

I got to tell you off (oh)
I must reprimand you.

'Cause I know you know, hmm
Because I know that you are aware of what you did.

Days gettin' longer
The days are becoming longer.

And drugs been gettin' hard to find
Currently, it is difficult to obtain drugs.

You can steal with these eyes
You can rob me through your deceptive gaze.

I won't change my mind (no)
I will not alter my decision.

Just because I'm all grown up (oh)
Just because I am now mature.

I already chose up (oh)
I have already made my choice.

I was straight up tryna fuck (yeah)
I was straightforwardly trying to have sex with you.

Now I'm leadin' tours up
Currently, I am a successful tour leader.

But I can't change my affection
Unfortunately, I cannot change my emotions.

And I can't change my attention (oh, whoa)
I cannot change where I choose to focus.

I still want my goal (I still want my goal)
I still want what I have been working towards.

I still want my goal back (shh, shh, shh)
I still want my previous success back.

Come on, baby, throw that (shh, shh)
Come on and seduce me.

I'm still checkin' for my throwback
I am still reminiscing about the past.

You used to want that nigga shootin' baskets in the post, yeah
In the past, you preferred men who played basketball in the post area.

Now you want the nigga with three M's so he reposts ya
Now you prefer individuals with a lot of money and many social media followers.

WiFi on your phone make the long-distance seem closer
Wi-Fi connectivity on your phone makes people who are far away seem like they are closer to you.

Oh, yeah, use to sit up in your bed thinkin' that I forgot ya
You used to lie in bed thinking that I had forgotten you.

You still got it in your head that I'm super caught up, I'm not (ha, yeah, yeah)
You still believe that I am passionately invested in you, but I am not.

When the Patrón on ice, you start to forget, yeah, yeah
When the Patrón is served with ice, you begin to forget things.

You let everything on your chest get to your head, yeah yeah
You allow every feeling you have to affect your behavior.

Had a hard time turnin' twenty-five
It was difficult for me to reach the age of twenty-five.

(You had a hard time keepin' hope alive, but)
You had a difficult time maintaining your faith, but still.

No (no, no, no, no), yeah, yeah, yeah
No, but yes.

Oh (whoa, no, no, no, no), yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, but yes.

PARTY, yeah, PARTY
Party, yes, Party.