Constant Bullshit
Summer Walker & SZA Lyrics
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Ha, ha
Ooh-whoa
Ooh, oh, oh-oh
Hey, hey
Those things you did, I didn't recognize
How much they hurt me, on me I blamed it (I wanna apologize)
For the pain I was dealin' with?
For catchin' you in different lies
That you would deny, cold-face-ed (yeah)
But you found a way to make it back
But as much as I refused
My heart is still askin', do you
Do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
'Cause lately all this (all this) bullshit (bullshit)
Ain't makin' me feel what you say (feel what you say)
Tell me, do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
'Cause it's always constant (constant) bullshit (bullshit)
When you don't do what you say (what you say)
Inside, I'll fight for you
I would ride for you, I will (I will)
Even them times you ain't do me right, I was right here
Showin' you what the word bein' loyal is
But we would always end up fightin' (fightin')
But the truth is I was only tryin' to make it right (right)
Even though I might've been wrong
In the way that I (I) didn't keep it private
Respondin' in the best way I knew (I knew)
When you know that a bitch stay down
When you been doubtin' where I stay (oh)
Do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
'Cause lately all this (all this) bullshit (bullshit)
Ain't makin' me feel what you say (feel what you say)
Tell me, do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
'Cause it's always constant (constant) bullshit (bullshit)
When you don't do what you say (what you say)
I was only tryna live my life
But darlin', you'd rather let outside (outside)
Influence
That fame and fortune shit to ruin us
Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh (yeah)
Oh, oh (oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh (yeah)
Oh (oh, oh
Yeah (oh, oh)
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
In Summer Walker's song Constant Bullshit, she addresses the pain and betrayal she has experienced in a toxic relationship. She questions the sincerity of her partner's words and asks if they truly mean what they say, especially when their actions do not align with their promises. She reflects on the times she stayed loyal and fought for the relationship, only to be met with constant fighting and lies. She expresses that their outside influences, including fame and fortune, have caused their relationship to crumble. However, despite the hurt, she still longs for the love and validation of her partner.
The lyrics of the song resonate with many people who have experienced similar relationships. Summer Walker captures the complexity of wanting to believe in love and fighting for a relationship while dealing with the pain of betrayal and disappointment. The repetition of "constant bullshit" emphasizes the frustration and distrust that comes with being in a toxic relationship. The lyrics also acknowledge the difficulty of moving on from a relationship that was once filled with love and loyalty.
Overall, Constant Bullshit is a powerful expression of the emotions that come with being in a toxic relationship. It sheds light on the reality of emotional pain and the difficulty of moving on from a relationship that once brought joy and love.
Line by Line Meaning
Those things you did, I didn't recognize
I have experienced something new and different that you did not reveal to me before
How much they hurt me, on me I blamed it (I wanna apologize)
I took responsibility for the hurt and I feel the need to apologize to you
Was I bein' too difficult for complainin'
I am questioning if I was too hard on you for expressing how I felt about your actions
For the pain I was dealin' with?
I am wondering if the pain I endured affected my behavior towards you
For catchin' you in different lies
I am doubting you for lying to me on several occasions
That you would deny, cold-face-ed (yeah)
You confidently denied lying even though I caught you
But you found a way to make it back
You were able to express your way out of the situation and we continued our relationship
But as much as I refused
Despite my attempts to reject you, I still feel a longing for you
My heart is still askin', do you
I am still questioning if you really have genuine feelings for me
Do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
I need to know if you are truthful about your affection towards me
'Cause lately all this (all this) bullshit (bullshit)
I am tired of hearing empty promises and your inconsistencies between your words and your actions
Ain't makin' me feel what you say (feel what you say)
Your lies are not bringing me the happiness that you claim to provide
Tell me, do you mean it when you say (say) my name (my name)?
I need you to convince me that your love and devotion is sincere
'Cause it's always constant (constant) bullshit (bullshit)
Our relationship is plagued with continuous untruthfulness
When you don't do what you say (what you say)
You continually break your promises and leave me questioning your intentions
Inside, I'll fight for you
Despite our problems, I still love and will defend you
I would ride for you, I will (I will)
I will stand by your side and support you through tough times
Even them times you ain't do me right, I was right here
I refused to walk away, even when you failed to treat me properly or meet my expectations
Showin' you what the word bein' loyal is
I demonstrated to you what true loyalty means
But we would always end up fightin' (fightin')
Despite my efforts, we kept quarreling
But the truth is I was only tryin' to make it right (right)
I only sought to patch things up and create harmony between us
Even thought I might've been wrong
I am willing to acknowledge any faults or wrongdoing on my part
In the way that I (I) didn't keep it private
Perhaps I should have communicated differently or kept certain things confidential
Respondin' in the best way I knew (I knew)
I did my best to handle our problems the only way I knew how
When you know that a bitch stay down
Despite your indiscretions, I remained with you and remained loyal
When you been doubtin' where I stay (oh)
Even though you doubted my intentions, I remained by your side
I was only tryin' to live my life
I only aimed to live my life happily and fulfill my dreams
But darlin', you'd rather let outside (outside)
But you seemed to care more about our external circumstances and how we are perceived from the outside
Influence
Your desire for fame and fortune ruined our relationship
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Aubrey Robinson, Bibi Borja, Dijon Stylez, London Tyler Holmes, Summer Marjani Walker, Garrett Hamler, Montgomery Phillip Meade
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