You're Not In Love
Sweeney Lyrics

I broke the locks inside my head
I opened up and revealed my deepest thoughts and emotions

Let down my walls and talked instead
I let go of my defenses and expressed myself honestly

Told you everything I had never said
I shared all the things I had kept hidden before

Finally felt safe laying in your bed
I felt secure and protected when I was with you

Started to think maybe you're the one
I began to believe that you could be the person I've been searching for

Let it all flow out 'til September comes
I let my emotions pour out and didn't hold back until September arrived

Winter's coming soon I hope it's all enough
As winter approaches, I hope all that we have is sufficient to sustain our relationship

Then you said you're not in love
But then you confessed that you don't have romantic feelings for me

But I don't wanna ever be away from you
However, I don't want to be separated from you

Cuz every single second that I thought was true
Because I believed every moment we spent together was genuine and real

Has been thrown out the fucking window
But now it feels like all those moments and emotions have been disregarded and discarded

Right out of the window
Completely disregarded and dismissed

Still wearing my old bracelet that we painted blue
I still wear the bracelet we made together, a symbol of our connection

Feel it as I walk when I think of you
I can still feel the presence of our relationship whenever I think of you

Now I'm on my own I don't know what to do
Now that I'm alone, I feel lost and uncertain

After all we've been through
Considering everything we have experienced together

Lost myself in the view
I got lost in the beauty of our relationship

And girl I'm trying but I
And even though I'm making an effort, I

Can't survive
Can't continue to live or exist

Through the night
Throughout the darkness of the night

Without you laying right here by my side
Without you being physically present next to me

Can't deny
Cannot reject or ignore

I'm lost
I feel confused, directionless, and without purpose

I heard you found somebody new
I learned that you have started seeing someone else

Maybe it's just me or is it far too soon
Perhaps it's only my perception, but it seems like you moved on too quickly

What did he say
What was his response

When you mentioned me
When you brought up my name in conversation

Think 'bout the old days
Recall the memories of our past together

And I can't feel a thing
But now, I'm emotionally numb and incapable of experiencing anything

'Cause I miss you baby
Because I long for you, my dear

And I want you back
And I desire to have you in my life again

But I'm not enough
But it seems that I, as an individual, am insufficient

But you're not in love
But you don't have romantic feelings for me anymore