Isolate
Sybreed Lyrics

So many wrong ways, so many scars
There are countless ways to go astray in life, each leading to its own kind of wound or hurt.

So many empty days into this world of grey
Existence sometimes feels like a colorless void, a land of nothingness that stretches out into eternity.

I clench my hands, standing on edge, now isolated
Feeling alone and tense, I curl up my fingers and find myself teetering on the brink of a dangerous precipice.

With no redemption to be found
There is no way to escape from this desolate place, no hope of rescue or salvation.

I've wasted so many words
I have talked and talked, but my words have been empty and meaningless, leading nowhere.

I've grown into the realm of lies
I have become accustomed to falsehood, both in myself and in the world around me.

I have no purpose or glorious goals
I lack any sense of direction or noble aim, floundering around in a sea of insignificance.

To lead my soul
There is nothing inside me to guide my heart and spirit, no compass pointing me in the right direction.

God, tell me why I have to face
I cry out to a higher power, seeking some kind of answer or reason for my pain and suffering.

This state of slow disintegration
I am falling apart bit by bit, disintegrating into nothingness over time.

So many gestures, so many nights
I have tried so many different things, making so many futile attempts to change my fate or escape my pain.

Trying to fight my fears, to delay misery
Despite my best efforts, I know that I cannot outrun or defeat my fears and sorrows. At best, I can only postpone their arrival.

A very last time before I die
In a final moment of desperation, I make one final attempt to save myself, knowing that this might be my last chance to do so.

I let it go away and I just give up once again
Ultimately, I give up and let my fate take me wherever it will, resigned to my uselessness and powerlessness.

All my expectations, all the lives I could have dreamt of
I realize that all of the potential futures I once imagined for myself are now gone, never to be realized.

All of this will turn to dust, scattered in a wind of pestilence
Everything I once held dear or hoped for will crumble and decay, scattered and forgotten like dust in a foul and terrible storm.

A random shift in suffering scales, a vanishing grain of sand
The smallest change in my fate can have a huge impact on my life, shifting the balance of pain and pleasure in a single breath.

Into the sea of nothingness, I've lost all hope or faith
I am lost in a vast and empty landscape, without any sense of hope or faith to guide me forward.

I fall deep into oblivion, a wish to not share the pain
I wish only to escape from the agony of existence, plunging down into a dark and quiet oblivion where I can hide away from the world.

I'm far beyond all denial and vain negation
I cannot deny or hide from the truth of my pain and despair. It is real and inescapable, no matter how much I might wish otherwise.

I desecrate the foundations of my own fragile existence
I destroy the very foundations upon which my life is built, tearing down the things that once gave me meaning or purpose.

I'm lost into the purest darkness
I am adrift in a world of pure shadows and emptiness, unable to find my way out or see any light that might guide me forward.

I suffocate under the weight of grief and deception
I am crushed by the sheer weight of my anguish and sorrow, deceived by the lies that have led me to this place of despair.

Tell me why we all remain
I ask the universe why we continue to exist in a world filled with so much pain and misery, where our very survival feels like a curse.

Engulfed into sheer emptiness
We are completely surrounded by nothingness, consumed by a void that threatens to swallow us up and leave us lost forever.

I cannot see the light beyond
No matter how hard I try, I cannot see any hope or escape from this pit of darkness and despair.