Seeking Nights
Sylvan Lyrics


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Shadows of twilight, like a sign of might, conquers greed for light
Vanguard wings, fading blinks of the day

Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure
Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart
Long ago

It finds me, reminds me - a glimpse of my past
Is behind me, obsessed me, as years went by

Abuses me, confuses me - I don't know why it teases
Why it hurts me, God, tell me how to forget this night

Nights - from deep in my mind
Thoughts - that try to accuse me
Nights - a trace left behind
Thoughts - that try to accuse me

Too blind for allusion, imploring eyes
Dad, I really did'nt realise!
Irrevocable hopeless

Train of thoughts that I failed to see
Wasn't there when you needed me the most

This night when you went away
To find your heart that you'd lost
Too blind for allusion, implorin eyes
Dad, I really didn't realise!

When she left your life, you needed me
You began to die, I didn't see
Just for me I cried, blame on me
Feel those seeking nights endlessly

Seeking nights…

Now it's near - every breath is cool
I regret what I've done to you




If I could I would undo all
Seeking nights

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Sylvan's "Seeking Nights" are reflective and emotional, centering around the regrets and guilt of a person who failed to be there for their father during a difficult time in his life. The use of imagery in the opening lines sets a melancholic tone, with "Shadows of twilight" representing the darkness and uncertainty that the singer feels. The metaphor of "Vanguard wings" suggests a sense of fading hope, as if the person is struggling to keep their head above water in the face of overwhelming sadness.


The verse "Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure/Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart/Long ago" captures the sense of helplessness and despair that the singer feels, with the repetition of "long ago" conveying a feeling of the past being inescapable. The chorus emphasizes the power of memories and regrets, as the singer is haunted by "thoughts that try to accuse me" and "nights...a trace left behind". The use of repetition in this section emphasizes the relentlessness of these feelings and the way that they can linger on in a person's mind.


The second verse of the song introduces the father as a character and adds context to the singer's feelings of guilt. The line "when she left your life, you needed me/you began to die, I didn't see" is particularly poignant, as it captures the sense of missed opportunities and lost chances. The use of direct address ("Dad, I really didn't realize") adds a layer of intimacy and vulnerability to the song, and the repetition of "seeking nights" in the final lines suggests that the singer is still struggling to come to terms with their past mistakes.


Overall, "Seeking Nights" is a powerful and emotive song that explores themes of regret, guilt, and the weight of the past. The use of imagery and repetition adds to the depth and complexity of the lyrics, while the personal nature of the song invites listeners to connect with the emotions being expressed.


Line by Line Meaning

Shadows of twilight, like a sign of might, conquers greed for light
The darkness of twilight empowers itself and subdues the desire for light.


Vanguard wings, fading blinks of the day
The leading wings of nightfall slowly fade the remnants of daylight.


Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure
A certain, overwhelming stillness envelops everything.


Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart
Past traumas resurface, causing great anxiety and pain.


Long ago
This struggle has been ongoing for quite some time.


It finds me, reminds me - a glimpse of my past
The past trauma re-emerges, reminding him of the pain he has experienced before.


Is behind me, obsessed me, as years went by
Despite the passing of time, the trauma still haunts him and causes him to obsess over it.


Abuses me, confuses me - I don't know why it teases
The trauma torments him and leaves him confused and wondering why it continues to do so.


Why it hurts me, God, tell me how to forget this night
He pleads with a higher power to relieve him of the pain caused by this recurrent trauma.


Nights - from deep in my mind
The memories of his trauma haunt him at night.


Thoughts - that try to accuse me
Negative thoughts and guilt associated with the trauma constantly plague him.


Nights - a trace left behind
Even after the night has passed, the impact of the trauma lingers.


Thoughts - that try to accuse me
His thoughts continue to condemn him, even though the fault may not entirely be his.


Too blind for allusion, imploring eyes
Despite desperately needing help, he remains unaware of the solutions available to him.


Dad, I really did'nt realise!
He realizes that he failed to see the signs of his loved one's agony and is now suffering the consequences.


Irrevocable hopeless
The situation seems entirely hopeless, and he cannot undo the damage done.


Train of thoughts that I failed to see
He overlooked the severity of the situation and missed how it was affecting his loved one.


Wasn't there when you needed me the most
He was not present in the time of his loved one's greatest need.


This night when you went away
He reflects on the moment his loved one left him, causing him to realize his mistakes.


To find your heart that you'd lost
His loved one left to recover from the pain caused by the trauma and heal themselves.


Now it's near - every breath is cool
The trauma seems to be coming to a head, and he is beginning to feel a sense of calmness.


I regret what I've done to you
He is remorseful for not being there for his loved one during their time of need.


If I could I would undo all
He wishes he could turn back time and do everything differently to prevent the pain caused by the trauma.


Seeking nights
The nights continue to be filled with searching for ways to heal and escape the pain caused by the trauma.




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Takeshi Marufuji

Sylvan-night

Sweet bleak bliss of these pale mists pass...
and I watch in trance how this weather's
wind howls between the trees... and how these
last signs of light smoothly dances within...
trying to ease this dark burden... just let me
emerge in and touch sylvan-night... care-
fully they caress me and touch gently...
though my worlds are not spoken here and
never revealed... I do dream this in myself
as I'm painfully wrapped in leaves...



All comments from YouTube:

Daithi Umbra Ui Neill

Amazing atmosphere!

Марк Симкин

Вау, этот трек хоть и в жанре funeral doom metal, но он не вгоняет в депрессию. Наоборот, какое-то ощущение приятного покоя.

Mr Green

Sends shivers down my spine...... amazing

Takeshi Marufuji

Sylvan-night

Sweet bleak bliss of these pale mists pass...
and I watch in trance how this weather's
wind howls between the trees... and how these
last signs of light smoothly dances within...
trying to ease this dark burden... just let me
emerge in and touch sylvan-night... care-
fully they caress me and touch gently...
though my worlds are not spoken here and
never revealed... I do dream this in myself
as I'm painfully wrapped in leaves...

mortalsgrief mortalcross

never out of my memory after i was 14 years old best doom metal ever

Rapper Soly

Sweet bleak bliss of these pale mists pass...
and I watch in trance how this weather's wind howls between the trees...
and how these last signs of light smoothly dances within...
trying to ease this dark burden...
just let me emerge in and touch sylvan-night...
carefully they caress me and touch gently...
though my worlds are not spoken here and never revealed...
I do dream this in myself as I'm painfully wrapped in leaves...

Aetheretic

Wow, this is masterful doom.

alvheim666

great song!! the best for me

Oscar Cartes

Tremendo tema

pook

Beautiful.

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