Trapped
T.O.N.E-z & Gangstagrass Lyrics

Don't you come near me 'cause the Devil's sittin' next to me
I am not in a good mental state and I do not want anyone around me.

I drink my drink, and smoke my weed and pop my ecstasy
I use alcohol and drugs to escape reality.

Then add some GHB and mushrooms to the recipe
I take other drugs in addition to those I have already mentioned.

This means I'm really lettin the beast within get the best of me
I am allowing my inner demons to control me.

If you can hear me, I need help
I am asking for assistance.

I'm caught and I'm stuck and I'm trapped in this self
I feel trapped in my own mind and cannot escape my negative thoughts.

Don't understand this fucked up hand that G dealt
I cannot comprehend why I am struggling so much.

He's set trippin' he's tryna get a nigga killed
Someone is trying to harm me.

No sentimental feelings, send 'em in the cold buildings
I do not have any attachment to those I harm and I am willing to do whatever it takes to get rid of my enemies.

Lick dick tips have sex with some dykes
I engage in reckless sexual behavior.

And he won't use protection for my erection
I do not care about the consequences of my actions, even if it means risking my sexual health.

Wait, I hear voices, speakin' from inside
I am experiencing auditory hallucinations.

I'm out front waitin', he creepin' and he hides
I feel like someone is following me and I am paranoid.

When I was younger I used to faint at the sight of blood
I used to be sensitive to blood and the sight of it.

Now that I'm older I notice that it ain't at the sight of blood
I have become desensitized to blood and now associate it with something else.

Now the sight of blood equals the very first sign of love
I have developed an unhealthy obsession with blood and see it as a romantic symbol.

Bleed for me baby, made your heart rage
I am asking someone to harm themselves for my own pleasure.

I got children, and a wife
I have a family, but my actions are putting them at risk.

Too many motherfuckers feel him, and his mic
Many people enjoy my music despite the disturbing content.

Somebody stop him 'cause he's fuckin' up my livelihood
My actions are affecting my career in a negative way.

If he wants to kill hisself, what the fuck you think he want to do to you?
If I am willing to hurt myself, then I am capable of doing harm to others.

I am a nightmare walkin', psychopath talkin'
I am dangerous and should not be trusted.

Brain deteriorating 'cause I'm ex pill poppin'
My drug abuse is causing mental deterioration.

Drugs take the pain away
I use drugs to numb my emotional pain.

Alotta Jim Beam to have grim dreams would be healthy
I am drinking heavily to cope with my issues.

Aiyyo I'm trapped in psycho's body, can ya help me?
I am acknowledging my mental health issues and asking for help.

[Chorus: x3]
The chorus repeats throughout the song.