Again And Again
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sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless/honest talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back the old days when i was in control of my life again and again just endangered w/ my friends extremely bold and honest i'll be when it comes to me i said i'm sorry but you don't hear me i tried to say that i was sorry to you but you don't think i speak honestly that's ok cause i can move on i'm so sorry....no




Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Taproot's "Again & Again" describe a situation where the singer is feeling sick and angry towards their friends, who have been talking behind their back. The singer attributes this behavior to their friends' jealousy towards the singer's spirit, which is stuck in contention and fame. The singer feels the need to take some time for themselves and regain control over their life. The chorus repeats the phrase "again and again," which could refer to the cycle of betrayal and forgiveness that the singer has experienced with their friends.


The lyrics suggest that the singer has tried to apologize to their friends, but they feel like their apology is not being heard or taken seriously. Despite this, the singer declares that they can move on and express their remorse. The tone of the lyrics oscillates between anger and sadness, reflecting the complex emotions of the singer.


Line by Line Meaning

sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless
I am feeling very upset and angry because my friends are being very distant and unsympathetic towards me.


talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends
They are saying negative things about me to my other friends without my knowledge or consent.


the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame
Their negative behavior stems from their envy towards me and my perceived success.


just need some time to myself again
I require solitude and space to recover from this situation and think about my own needs.


need to bring back the old days when i was in control of my life again and again
I want to regain the sense of autonomy and control that I once had in my life, repeatedly, over time.


just endangered w/ my friends extremely bold and honest
Now I feel exposed and vulnerable due to the bold and uncompromising actions of my friends.


i'll be when it comes to me i said i'm sorry but you don't hear me
I am willing to be honest with myself and apologize, but they are not willing to listen or forgive me.


i tried to say that i was sorry to you but you don't think i speak honestly
I attempted to express remorse and honesty, but they doubted my sincerity.


that's ok cause i can move on i'm so sorry....no
However, I am prepared to move on from this negativity, even if they are unwilling to accept my apologies.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: ANDY BOWN, JACKIE LYNTON, RICK PARFITT

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Lyrics:
Sick and angered by my friends extremely cold
Heartless talkin' shit behind my back about me
To my friends the source a jealous passion
Towards a spirit stuck in contention and feel

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

Just endangered with my friends extremely bold
Honest I'll be when it comes to me
I said I'm sorry
But you don't hear me

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

I tried to say that I was sorry to you
But you don't think I speak honestly
That okay 'cause I can move on now
I'm so sorry, no

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again



@royalsoldier6569

This album is really therapeutic.

I assume Stephen is responsible for the lyrics and just want to say that I hope him and the band are well. This album dives deep into finding yourself and finding hope. Feelings of depression, anxiety, loneliness, toxic people. It’s great music but I think listening to the music and getting so hyped up we forget the story that’s being told.

This album is truly a gift for anybody struggling, needing comfort. For me, a very relatable record.

1. Smile-Pretending to be happy when you’re not because you want to be. You’re trying to convince yourself. “Trying to create that contagious smile.”

2. Again and Again-Needing space after finding out your friends have talked bad about you behind your back. Trying to pull through and wanting things to go back to how they were. “Just need some time to myself again, need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life, again and again.” It shows how we have a “friend” and we upset them and they show their true colors by talking crap and not accepting our apology.

3. Emotional Times-Similar theme to Smile (pretending to be fine). “I’m just fine.” Same with Again and Again (friendships falling apart). “Friendships turn to lies.”

4. Now-A significant other doesn’t feel he’s getting the same effort in the relationship and is torn apart. “I need to see your eyes on me.”

5. 1 Nite Stand-Making time for yourself and discovering something new about yourself. We all need to focus on ourselves because we always help others out and it drains us. “Lately, doubt and worries inflicted my mind.” “(I can) see my destiny is chasing me. I'm finally happy and ready to go.”

6. Believed-Being judged, lied to, and pressured. The song goes deep into how the person looks down on everybody. “Blaming evil upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself so high above us I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a shit about nothing.” The chorus states that we are outcasted for being individuals and this person wants us to be followers and follow them. This is most likely about a friend who tries to control you and manipulate your other friends to exclude you. He believed this person was his friend but they were just someone who wanted power and to turn his friends against him.

7. Mentobe-Conflict between making an adult decision and a childish decision. He talks a lot about hiding his true side and how he wants to recognize and see something. He can’t see it for what it is because the “little boy” is holding him back. It could be about a friend who did you wrong and you want to help. “This little boy proud of helping those in need.” He’s the little boy but now a grown man who can either help the person that hurt him and be hurt again or make an adult decision and realize you can’t let everybody walk back into your life. “But he's not me but just maybe he could be.” He isn’t a child anymore but doing what the child would do by seeing the good in someone who isn’t would make him that child again. “Tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes, I need to recognize its meant to be, oh no.” He realizes that he’s going to let his emotions get the best of him and allow himself to be taken advantage of. “It's somethin' with my pride, lies, I cannot hide my true side. His pride stops him from helping but his true side is the child who wants to make everybody happy. Am i hard to recognize? “What do i need to realize? Why can't I see with my own fucking eyes? What do I need to see?” He doesn’t know if he’s the child or adult anymore.

8. I-Not thinking your good enough to knowing you are. Sometimes he can’t see any qualities in himself because he made a mistake that ruined his friendships and families perception of him. I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out, I'm gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one.” Whatever he did, it ruined his life and he’s beating himself up over it but wants to give himself a second chance.

9. Mirror’s Reflection-We are a mirror of those we judge. When we judge other’s, we don’t realize that what we make fun of them for and put them down for is stuff that we hate about ourselves. “Used me, but you don't want to know me, used me, but you don't know.” They sometimes manipulate us into thinking they like us but really couldn’t care less about our feelings or well being. Sometimes, I would give anything, just to be something more than nothing, something more than nothing.” We wish that we mattered to them. I had a friend who ended up becoming my worst enemy and ruined my life.

10. Dragged Down-Best song on the album! It’s about not having anybody to go to when you feel down so you go through it alone. The one person he tried to go to doesn’t care about his problems and he feels dragged down because he was abandoned by the person he trusted most. “I'm just a person like you, I’m just a fuck up that's true but your the only one I'll turn to by my side.” He’s telling that person that he puts all his trust in them.

11. Comeback-He needs his spiritual guides to come back to him. He’s going on a downward spiral of bad habits and is asking for help. “I need to say goodbye to these old ways stagnant lifestyle's no longer in my way, I gotta keep on movin'.” “So I pray, and wait for a sign from my guides.”

12. Impact-Making a good impact on people. “It's my gift, my intentions are only well.”

13. Day By Day-Trying to become a better person everyday but you always make a mistake by saying or doing something that turns people off. “I don't intend to create a pain in your heart, I'm a pain in the ass, ‘cause that's what I'm about.” The last song was impact but this song is impact vs intent. This song shows that even though his intentions we are good previously, this time the impact they had were negative. He tries to apologize but it’s not enough. “I'm on my way, I'm leaving for good, I pray that you forgive me for all the harm that I caused.”

10/10!



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Lyrics:
Sick and angered by my friends extremely cold
Heartless talkin' shit behind my back about me
To my friends the source a jealous passion
Towards a spirit stuck in contention and feel

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

Just endangered with my friends extremely bold
Honest I'll be when it comes to me
I said I'm sorry
But you don't hear me

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

I tried to say that I was sorry to you
But you don't think I speak honestly
That okay 'cause I can move on now
I'm so sorry, no

Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again

@centillion1684

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@yuzadesilva5961

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@loraschwarz2410

I absolutely agree. I saw them live and hung out with them. Nicest guys ever ❤

@slipknotpurity00

Taproot is one of those bands who never got as big as they should have

@jerleneh.

They have a huge following in their hometown of Ann Arbor MI

@DG-oo8zf

Despite big bands wearing their merch and even issues with some bands brought forward with those bands.

@josho8362

Because they dont have big appeal.

@bigbeauf_____3167

Because mainstream media can't deal with or like hardcore music.

@bryanstewart7159

Maybe they would've with a different singer.

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