feel like shit
Tate McRae Lyrics

Usually never cry at all
Typically, I am not one to cry, as I consider myself to be a strong person

I would say I'm pretty tough
I believe that I am strong enough to handle difficult situations

But it's been a couple weeks now
However, it has been a few weeks since our breakup

And I still feel stuck in my lungs
And I still feel heavy and held back by the pain in my chest

And usually I go out on nights
Normally, I go out at night to distract myself from my thoughts

And not think of you once
And I don’t think about you at all

But if they start playin' that song
However, if they start playing that song

I can't help but to think about us, oh
I cannot help but think about our past relationship

Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
I genuinely believed that I had already overcome the most difficult part

When I pulled myself out of your arms
When I ended our relationship and removed myself from your embrace

Wish I knew that was only the start
I wish I had known that this was just the beginning of my heartache

And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause
Now I am breaking down because

Last night for the very first time
For the first time last night

You didn't even try to call
You did not even attempt to contact me

Oh, I won't lie, I thought I might die
Honestly, I thought I might not make it through the pain

I couldn't even sleep at all
I was unable to sleep at all

And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah)
Perhaps I will eventually become accustomed to this feeling

But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah)
But right now, I feel terrible

So I kissed somebody else
I kissed someone else

Just to see how it felt
Just to gauge my reaction

But all that was goin' through my brain
But my mind was only focused on

Was your hands around my waist
Your hands being around my waist

You know how to do it so well
You are very skilled at it

Now if I get a little too drunk
Now, if I get a little too intoxicated

I'll start thinkin', "What if you were the one?"
I will begin to wonder if you were really the one for me

I know that the damage is done
I am aware that the harm has already been done

And I still have the shirt that you wore
I still possess the shirt that you wore

When we first met, it's there on the floor
It's still lying there on the floor where we first met

I might kick it under the bed
I might kick it under the bed

Hopin' that I could forget that
In the hopes of forgetting about it

(Used to it)
(Eventually becoming accustomed to it)

(Feel like shit)
(Feeling terrible)