Delusional
Tech N9ne Lyrics


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I'ma drink this henn, I'ma keep this grin,
But if you look at nina closely I'm tryina contain this beast within.
I know some of y'all already knowin' that I got a lotta cheese to spend
But that don't change the fact I go insane I gotta heap of sins please begin.

I saw a glimpse in all of this when I was just yay tall and I pictured y'all and it wall to wall but they all said I was just Delusional but the people startin' callin' us and I'm ballin' tough but the crawlin' rough and I never though of stuff with saw enough.
What the problem is now I got em here tellin' all these kids I'm the K.O.D and they pumpin up the volume and listenin' hard when I give my heart is it Delusional.
When I'm thinkin' I'ma boss in the biz but I'm lost and I fake it that I'm off in the lid but they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib

Some say that if tell them to hate my people are at the gate ready for sealin' your fate that is up for debate cause when I make my music ain't no evil from mister yates callin' me
A cult leader I don't really know but I'ma fosho heater wickedness commin' from mine rove they could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us at the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na they say I lead em to evil like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin' the people when I bleed in the steeple the reason they seizin' me ain't no decreasin' my ego my powers for good I think would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink but that would never happen I'm makin' it with the rappin' but they want me to collapse and when I could I sink

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin you to do wrong hear me!

She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate because I was around and kick it and make them babys and now that I made it gotta escape them daily and that's crazy cause all I'm doin' is makin' the industry pay me but when I show my face feelin' everything's great did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state she said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year man I'm outta that race how I compensate for the losses they get often dates that's too personal we'll stop the tape

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin' you to do wrong hear me!

They say I'm seein' things but everybody know I'm bein things we dem kings like it or not we runnin' this gotta lotta hype cause I wanna spit and I come to grip on the fith you gotta know techs never gonna miss I know I might be a little psycie but its nightly and brightly inside of me makin' me a little frightening rippin' it with the right team I bring hella light when resighting when its all said and done I'm sickened and heavened caused this a damned reverend ALL 6'S AND 7'S

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin' but I'm losin' feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!




My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin' like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin' you to do wrong hear me!

Overall Meaning

In Tech N9ne's Delusional, he talks about the struggle of containing the inner beast within himself. Despite having wealth, he feels like he's gone insane and is filled with a heap of sins. He reflects on his early days when people called him delusional, but now that he's successful and people are calling him the K.O.D., he wonders if he's still delusional. Tech N9ne then addresses the accusations of him being a cult leader and leading people to evil. He asserts that he's not evil and has good intentions, but the confusion and questioning of his actions make him feel out of place and delusional.


The song delves into the innermost thoughts and feelings of Tech N9ne, showcasing his vulnerability and insecurities. It highlights the pressure that comes with being successful and famous, and the criticism and accusations that come with it. The chorus, with its repetition of "Delusional," emphasizes Tech N9ne's struggle and the feeling of not belonging. The song concludes with Tech N9ne acknowledging his madness and his hope of finding what he's looking for.


Line by Line Meaning

I'ma drink this henn, I'ma keep this grin, But if you look at nina closely I'm tryina contain this beast within.
I may be drinking and smiling, but inside I am struggling to control my inner demons.


I know some of y'all already knowin' that I got a lotta cheese to spend But that don't change the fact I go insane I gotta heap of sins please begin.
Despite my wealth, I am still plagued by my own wrongdoing and often find myself in a state of insanity.


I saw a glimpse in all of this when I was just yay tall and I pictured y'all and it wall to wall but they all said I was just Delusional but the people startin' callin' us and I'm ballin' tough but the crawlin' rough and I never though of stuff with saw enough.
I may have been called delusional in the past, but now the people are recognizing my talent and I am succeeding regardless of the difficulties I have faced along the way.


What the problem is now I got em here tellin' all these kids I'm the K.O.D and they pumpin up the volume and listenin' hard when I give my heart is it Delusional.
People are now looking up to me as the King of Darkness, but I cannot help but wonder if it is all just an illusion.


When I'm thinkin' I'ma boss in the biz but I'm lost and I fake it that I'm off in the lid but they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib
Although I may project confidence and success, I often feel lost and like a fraud, and those close to me suffer the consequences of my inner struggles.


Some say that if tell them to hate my people are at the gate ready for sealin' your fate that is up for debate cause when I make my music ain't no evil from mister yates callin' me.
Some accuse me of promoting hate and evil, but I believe my music does not reflect that and instead serves as a creative outlet for me.


A cult leader I don't really know but I'ma fosho heater wickedness commin' from mine rove they could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us at the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na they say I lead em to evil like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin' the people when I bleed in the steeple the reason they seizin' me ain't no decreasin' my ego my powers for good I think would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink but that would never happen I'm makin' it with the rappin' but they want me to collapse and when I could I sink.
Despite claims that I am a cult leader who encourages evil, I know that I use my powers for good and that I would not shrink from introspection even if someone were to take away my success.


She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate because I was around and kick it and make them babys and now that I made it gotta escape them daily and that's crazy cause all I'm doin' is makin' the industry pay me but when I show my face feelin' everything's great did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state she said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year man I'm outta that race how I compensate for the losses they get often dates that's too personal we'll stop the tape
Despite being successful, I often feel like I am being judged by those around me and that I am unable to balance my personal life with my musical career. The details of my struggles are too personal to share with the public.


They say I'm seein' things but everybody know I'm bein things we dem kings like it or not we runnin' this gotta lotta hype cause I wanna spit and I come to grip on the fith you gotta know techs never gonna miss I know I might be a little psycie but its nightly and brightly inside of me makin' me a little frightening rippin' it with the right team I bring hella light when resighting when its all said and done I'm sickened and heavened caused this a damned reverend ALL 6'S AND 7'S
Despite criticism that I am delusional, I am confident in my ability to succeed and I know that I have the skills and talent to be a successful musician. At my core, I am a mix of good and bad, and my life may be filled with darkness and struggle, but I am also capable of bringing light into the world through my music.


I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more. Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me! My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi. Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin you to do wrong hear me!
I often turn to alcohol in my search for answers and struggle to distinguish between reality and my internal struggles. It feels like my every decision is called into question and I struggle with feelings of disconnection and alienation from those around me.




Lyrics Β© BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Aaron Yates, Samuel Watson, William Washington

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