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Tech N9ne Lyrics

I can't hold her, I can't control her
I cannot physically or emotionally dominate this woman.

Could I? (Killer!) Should I? (Killer!)
Should I use lethal force against her as a solution to my problem?

If I can't grope her, I might as well choke her
If I can't sexually assault her, then I should strangle her.

The condom busted, upon this fluff chick
During sexual intercourse with an overweight woman, the condom broke.

Really bomb and lust when the 'ginas thrusted and I'm disgusted
I was enjoying the sexual act until the moment of climax and now I am disgusted.

Can't come in the club bitch, dumb nigga trusted that I won't hit a gust quick
I am unable to enter the club with this woman because someone foolishly trusted me not to ejaculate too soon.

Son shouldve clutched it
The other man should have held onto the condom to prevent pregnancy.

What he spit, what he gunned this let it in her rump and erupted
The semen was ejaculated into her anus and caused a mess.

She saying she ain't on no pill, she stay thinking on your scrill
She claims to not be on birth control and is only interested in your wealth.

She know you're sold your mill and you Tecca Ninna with the solo deal
She is aware that you have recently made a lot of money and have signed a successful music contract.

So what you think she's thinking?
What do you believe she is contemplating in her thoughts?

If you fertilize the pink one sinking your linking
If you impregnate her, it will sink your connection with her.

Nothing but the jinx now I gotta write her off like an ink pen
Due to bad luck, I must now cut off my relationship with her completely.

If she fattens, she said that it won't happen
She claimed that she would not become pregnant and gain weight.

Steady laughing at him, mashing splashing ass shouldve had it fastened
She is now mocking and disrespecting him for not using a secure form of contraception.

Night is over, now, she ain't showed around town about a month
It has been a month since she has been seen around town.

And I gotta call saying she gotta tote around
I received a call informing me that she is carrying a child.

Something extra from when I sexed her
She is carrying a child as a result of our sexual encounter.

My nigga, that' the moment I had a heap a whole plethora
This is the moment when I had an abundant amount of homicidal thoughts.

Of homicide thoughts
A great deal of thoughts on the topic of taking another person's life.

Can I kill her? Why not?
Is it acceptable for me to use lethal force against her? I do not see why it would not be.

Cause if wifey find this out she's gonna take everything I've got
If my wife finds out about this situation, she will take all of my belongings and leave me with nothing.

Killer shit I played it out
I have been playing with the idea of committing murder.

Abortion, yes, I paid it out
I paid for an abortion.

But every time that I call to see if it's done it's like she waited out like
Whenever I call to check on the status of the abortion, she avoids answering the phone.

I got to be further on to get that
I must progress further in my career to afford another abortion if necessary.

Somebody's calling my phone, so hit back
I received a phone call and need to call back to see who is contacting me.

I guess I've been having a dome
I believe that I have been feeling overwhelmed and stressed by my current situation.

To click clack bone to pick at
I am considering using a firearm to harm someone.

I think it's wrong to sit back
I believe it would be unethical to do nothing in this situation.

And let yourself protrude from something else, no food
I do not want to continue to find myself deeply involved in someone else's life and problems.

But you're gonna tell your dude that you're having my baby
She will inform her partner that she is carrying my child.

What the hell, that's rude
This is an inappropriate and impolite behavior on her part.

But you took my money and all my comings from me
She has taken my money and has significantly impacted my life due to this situation.

But you reassure me saying she's gonna be taken by her mommy
She attempted to make me feel better by claiming the baby will be raised by her mother.

When her mama took her, she said it kind of shook her
The act of giving the baby to her mother has left her feeling shaken and distressed.

When her mother cried, praying to God and wanted the baby to push her
Her mother became emotional and prayed for the child's safety.

To be a better person, read adversin, yeah, they burst in tears
To help raise a better, more successful child, one must read and become educated. This thought has led to emotional outbursts.

Dead is certain I ain't shed a curse in years
I have not experienced or expressed a curse word in years, but my emotions are leading me to do so now.

And as sick as here, make a nigga wanna drip a tear
This situation is making me feel ill and emotional enough to cry tears.

Man this is fear, cause I already got kids and the Mrs near
This is a fearful situation for me as I have a wife and children already and cannot afford to lose their presence in my life.

So I'm vicious, still, twisted admist this wicked fear
Despite the fear and severity of this situation, I am still capable of being cruel and twisted in my thoughts and actions.

Think I'm gonna click this weird chick really quick and the bitch just disappear
I am contemplating clicking the woman in question and making her disappear from my life permanently.

If I kill this woman I gotta apply my stealth
If I choose to murder this woman, I must approach the situation with intelligence and take measures to not get caught.

Cause if my family finds out, wave bye-bye my wealth
If my family discovers that I have committed murder, I will lose all of my financial assets.

And if her family finds out, they're gonna make this guy cry help
If her family learns of her murder, they will seek revenge and cause harm to me.

I guess it will be way, way easier if I would just die myself
Suicide would be the easiest solution to this problem, rather than taking another person's life.