I'm Not A Saint
Tech N9ne Lyrics


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I'm not perfect
That ain't right

Animosity surround me
And it's all because I found me
How deceptive can the clown be?
Enough to leave the frowns upon the face of those who foul me
So much evil in my mindstate
Many think that they can define Yates
But can I tame the wicked primate
Who preaches sinful thoughts and lead the listeners on blind faith?

I didn't mean to hurt a soul here
But my inner demon has no fear
Of making choices that'll make you po' tears
Black transparent flies show me that the soul near
I see 'em then they disappear quickly
Cause this be some other shadows signaling the sickly?
Forgive me
Good people, I gotta let them know before they pick me

I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
That ain't right

Brian Dennis was in love with her
I exchanged kisses and hugs with her
I never should've but I dugged in her
Never say no names but her thing was that she loved pictures
Another nigga told my nigga
His reply to me was "Why nigga?"
I learned my vices, they divide niggas
Had a chance to say I'm sorry and then he died
Man
So hurt that I couldn't stand
Meanwhile my dark blob expands
And touching my loved ones dissolving their helping hands
My heart loves
My brain takes
They never know they steppin' with a bane date
I put a gun to my insane face
That way your loving hearts I can't break

I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
That ain't right

Black transparent flies again
Could be spots on your eyes, my friend
I thought that the love was gonna try to win
But now I see I'm stuck in here to see the evil rise again
My brain is so gung-ho
This all started when I was young though
This thing I won't keep running from so:
I got molested by my 7th grade teacher, Mrs.

That ain't right

I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
That ain't right

Damn
To the people who love me, I apologize for me back then




I was intoxicated, I was on drugs, and now there's a new me
Now let's turn up

Overall Meaning

In Tech N9ne's song "I'm Not A Saint," the rapper reflects on his imperfections and the sinful thoughts that haunt him despite his best efforts to be a good person. The lyrics touch on various topics such as the animosity surrounding him due to his success, his struggle with his inner demons, and past mistakes that he regrets deeply. He acknowledges that he is not perfect but is striving to better himself and asks for forgiveness from those who he may have hurt in the past.


The first verse of the song focuses on the rapper's struggle with his inner demons and the challenges he faces while trying to tame his "wicked primate" thoughts. Tech N9ne acknowledges that there is so much evil in his mind and that many people believe they can define him, but he questions whether he can control the darkness inside of him. In the second verse, he shares a personal experience about a girl named Brian Dennis who he exchanged kisses and hugs with despite her being in love with someone else. Tech N9ne expresses regret for his actions, and when he hears of the other man's death, he is consumed by guilt and the darkness in his mind grows. The final verse reveals a traumatic event from his past where he was molested by his 7th-grade teacher, Mrs.


Overall, "I'm Not A Saint" is a deeply personal and introspective song that allows the listener to see Tech N9ne's vulnerabilities and struggles. He is not afraid to share his past mistakes and regrets, and the lyrics convey a sense of hope that he can rise above his past and become a better person.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not perfect
I am flawed


That ain't right
That's incorrect


Animosity surround me
There is hostility directed towards me


And it's all because I found me
The reason for the hostility is my self-discovery


How deceptive can the clown be?
How convincing can one be despite being a clown?


Enough to leave the frowns upon the face of those who foul me
People who offend me will have their displeasure clearly visible on their face


So much evil in my mindstate
My mind is consumed by wicked thoughts


Many think that they can define Yates
Many believe they can understand me


But can I tame the wicked primate
However, can I control my evil impulses?


Who preaches sinful thoughts and lead the listeners on blind faith?
Who spreads ideas that are morally wrong and misleads people?


I didn't mean to hurt a soul here
I never intended to harm anyone here


But my inner demon has no fear
But my darker impulses are not afraid of the consequences


Of making choices that'll make you po' tears
Of making decisions that can cause great emotional pain


Black transparent flies show me that the soul near
Strange occurrences indicate a presence that is not visible


I tell 'em (I'm not a saint,) no, (oh my Lord)
I admit that I am not a virtuous person


I'm crying out
I am reaching out for help


Brian Dennis was in love with her
A person named Brian Dennis was romantically interested in someone


I exchanged kisses and hugs with her
I also had physical affection with her


I never should've but I dugged in her
I should not have pursued her but I did anyway


Never say no names but her thing was that she loved pictures
I will not name her, but I will say she had a particular interest in photography


Another nigga told my nigga
Someone else told my friend


His reply to me was "Why nigga?"
He asked me why I did what I did


I learned my vices, they divide niggas
I became aware of my faults, which separate people


Had a chance to say I'm sorry and then he died
I missed the opportunity to apologize, and he has since passed away


My heart loves
I have compassion


My brain takes
But my rational mind overrules my emotions


They never know they steppin' with a bane date
They do not realize they are dealing with someone dangerous


I put a gun to my insane face
I considered ending my life


That way your loving hearts I can't break
So I would not hurt those who care for me


Black transparent flies again
Strange occurrences continue to happen


Could be spots on your eyes, my friend
It may be an optical illusion


I thought that the love was gonna try to win
I hoped that love would triumph


But now I see I'm stuck in here to see the evil rise again
But now I realize that I am trapped in a cycle of wickedness


My brain is so gung-ho
My mind is determined


This all started when I was young though
The root of my problems lies in my past


This thing I won't keep running from so:
I will confront this issue head-on


I got molested by my 7th grade teacher, Mrs.
I was sexually abused by my 7th grade teacher


That ain't right
That's wrong


To the people who love me, I apologize for me back then
I am sorry to those who care for me for my past actions


I was intoxicated, I was on drugs, and now there's a new me
I was under the influence of substances, but now I have changed


Now let's turn up
Let's have a good time now




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Michael Summers, Aaron Dontez Yates

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Comments from YouTube:

@Artsalot

This song will be a timeless song that I'll hold in my heart till I die. It gave me the courage to tell me parents of my abuse years ago, and be open to others who have gone through it themselves. So thank you Tech, you helped me become a better person and help find myself, and I'll always be thankful.

@deezooliveros2978

Music like this never gets the fame it should be getting.

@HautaMable

Well... most of people are too weak to acquire this kind of emotions. Nevertheless its better to have small army of killers than big army of chickens ^^

BLESS Y'ALL!

@ufcfan8038

this song is trash tech n9ne fell off he is trying too hard to be different it used to come naturally

@claypoxon4452

Underrated gem of a song

@techkilla2463

This is so strange but what he is talking about is some real shit man. I love when tech does this. Just that man singing gave me hella chills. Man strange music saved my life.

@emmanuelspears9786

Wow! This brings me back to 2013, a depressing time for me personally. When I heard this song, it broke me; but helped me pick up the pieces and rebuild. Thank you, Strange and Tech N9ne!

@selenaramirez8284

Your empire will never fail tech

@angelaramburuballislifepal439

Selena Ramirez sup

@B9NE

Tech N9ne has literally helped me navigate my mind better and find my own expression in my thoughts. My attitude has improved because of this.

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