Misery
Teen Heroes Lyrics

When I saw your face, I wondered why it took so long
Upon seeing you for the first time, I was curious why it took a long time for someone as beautiful as you to come into my life.

For an Angel to come blue on Earth and sing my song
You are a heavenly being that was sent to Earth to serenade me with beautiful melodies.

Now you're finally here but not for long
After a long wait, you're finally here with me but it won't be for long.

And I'm left with no one provided
Being left without you will leave me with no one to turn to.

And I'm wondering where I went wrong
I'm starting to question myself about what I did to deserve losing you.

When you touched my arm
Your touch sent shivers down my spine.

I knew I didn't want to leave
From that moment, I knew that I wanted to spend every moment with you.

But you would kiss my cheek
Although we had a connection, all you could offer was a friendly kiss on my cheek.

So I smiled and then believed
I still kept a positive outlook and believed that we would still be able to enjoy each other's company.

That you always be right by my side
I was under the belief that you would always be there for me when I needed you.

And so happy that way
We enjoyed one another's company and it made us both happy.

But now I have to watch you leave
All of that joy and happiness will come to an end as you leave.

And what's even worse
To make matters worse,

I can't be hunting anymore
because of my love for you, I can't continue to play the field like I used to.

It's just like I'm cursed
It feels as though I'm under a spell.

And I don't know what I'm for
You leaving has left me feeling aimless and without a sense of purpose.

I'd like to be good, or great
I have always aspired to be a good or great person in life.

Or even any other way
I wouldn't mind taking a different path in life that could possibly lead me to happiness.

But the best I can get is okay
However, it seems that being just okay is the best I can strive for.

But I refuse to cry
Despite the pain of losing you, I will not shed a tear.

I just throw up until I'm in tears
Instead, I'll try to find other ways to deal with the pain even if it means throwing up.

Because I've got your laugh
But I will always remember the sound of your laughter.

And you keep on sitting here
It feels as though you're just silently sitting beside me.

I wish you would call or write
I long to hear from you, just to know that you're doing okay.

I bet that you can't sleep at night
I have a feeling that you're struggling to sleep at night too, just like I am.

But I wish I could say the same for me
Unfortunately, I can't say the same for myself as I struggle to rest.

Can you sleep in my old bed?
I wonder if you'd ever visit me and take a rest in my old bed.

No other place to rest my head
No other place feels quite like home except for my old bed.

Nobody seems to understand
It feels like no one truly understands the pain I'm going through right now.

I don't know how to be a man
The pain of your departure has left me feeling unsure about how to be a man.

Come back angel
In my heart, I still hope and pray that you'll come back to me someday.

You're my angel
You will always be my heavenly being, my angel.