100x
Tegan and Sara Lyrics


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I've been crazy thinking I was wrong
Like a fool holding on too long
Let it crumble, let the whole thing fall
You were someone I loved
Then you were no one at all

It was cruel of me to do what I did to you, did-did-did to you
It was wrong of me to hurt such a big part of you, part-part of you

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day

You went silent watching as I packed
Rehearsed the words you hoped would get me back
Shout it out and let your whole world fall
I was someone you loved
Then I was no one at all

It was cruel of me to do what I did to you, did-did-did to you
It was wrong of me to hurt such a big part of you, part-part of you

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day

Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
And I, I couldn't stay
Couldn't stay here one more day
Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
And I, I couldn't say
Couldn't tell you one more way

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way




I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Tegan and Sara's song "100x" depict the intense emotional struggle of a relationship that has reached its breaking point. The singer reflects on their own flawed actions and the consequences they have had on their partner. The opening lines acknowledge the singer's realization that they have been holding on to the relationship for too long, despite knowing deep down that it was not right. They admit that their actions have caused the complete collapse of the relationship, transforming their partner from someone they loved into someone who is now no one to them.


The chorus reveals the singer's internal battle to leave the relationship, stating that they have attempted to do so at least a hundred times a day. They express their regret for the pain they have caused their partner and their constant yearning to find a different way to express their feelings. The need for independence and the desire to live life on their own terms becomes increasingly apparent.


In the second verse, it is evident that the partner has watched silently as the singer gathered their belongings, perhaps hoping that their actions would prompt a change of heart. The lyrics describe the partner's attempt to shout out and let their own world crumble, reflecting their desperation and longing. However, despite being someone the partner once loved, the singer acknowledges that they have become no one to them.


Finally, in the last verse, the singer emphasizes their repeated attempts to communicate their feelings to their partner. They express their yearning to be released from the confines of the relationship and their unwillingness to continue living in such a way. The repetition of the phrase "at least a hundred times a day" reinforces the intensity and desperation to convey their desire for freedom.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been crazy thinking I was wrong
I've been consumed by doubt, believing that I was at fault


Like a fool holding on too long
Like a naive person, I clung to something that should have ended sooner


Let it crumble, let the whole thing fall
I accepted the inevitable collapse, allowing everything to collapse


You were someone I loved
Once, you held a significant place in my heart


Then you were no one at all
Now, you have become insignificant and irrelevant


It was cruel of me to do what I did to you, did-did-did to you
I acknowledge that my actions towards you were heartless and merciless


It was wrong of me to hurt such a big part of you, part-part of you
I deeply regret hurting such a significant aspect of who you are


I swear I tried to leave you
I genuinely attempted to separate myself from you


At least a hundred times a day
Numerous times throughout each day


I swear I tried to tell you
I genuinely attempted to communicate with you


A thousand times, a different way
In countless variations and approaches


I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I crave freedom and independence; I cannot bear to continue living like this


You went silent watching as I packed
You silently observed as I packed my belongings


Rehearsed the words you hoped would get me back
You practiced the words you thought would convince me to return


Shout it out and let your whole world fall
Express your emotions loudly and liberate yourself from the consequences


I was someone you loved
Previously, I held a special place in your heart


Then I was no one at all
Now, I have become insignificant and unimportant to you


Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
Oh, I repeatedly informed you that I needed to leave


And I, I couldn't stay
And I, I was unable to remain


Couldn't stay here one more day
I couldn't bear to spend another day in this place


Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
Oh, I repeatedly informed you that I needed to leave


And I, I couldn't say
And I, I couldn't express


Couldn't tell you one more way
I couldn't find another method to communicate this to you




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JESSE SHATKIN, SARA KEIRSTEN QUIN, TEGAN RAIN QUIN

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Zevon Karlyall

I've been crazy thinking I was wrong
Like a fool holding on too long
Let it crumble, let the whole thing fall
You were someone I loved
Then you were no one at all

It was cruel of me to do what I did to you, did-did-did to you
It was wrong of me to hurt such a big part of you, part-part of you

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day

You went silent watching as I packed
Rehearsed the words you hoped would get me back
Shout it out and let your whole world fall
I was someone you loved
Then I was no one at all

It was cruel of me to do what I did to you, did-did-did to you
It was wrong of me to hurt such a big part of you, part-part of you

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day

Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
And I, I couldn't stay
Couldn't stay here one more day
Oh I told you, that I, I needed out
And I, I couldn't say
Couldn't tell you one more way

I swear I tried to leave you
At least a hundred times a day
I swear I tried to tell you
A thousand times, a different way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I need out, on my own, I don't wanna live this way
I swear I tried to tell you
At least a hundred times a day



All comments from YouTube:

janine mp

I must say these dogs are the finest actors I've seen in any music video. Really nailed the emotion. I shed a tear or two.

Austin Bradley

Know this feeling. Tegan and Sara have a really good way of digging deep into your emotions with their lyrics. I started crying

Will Williams

such a heartfelt song and video too! why would people laugh at the dogs?! they are incredible...so vulnerable. I love the raw emotions underneath the current

Jenni

This song is about me trying to leave my apartment to go to work and having to leave my dog alone.

Chelle Law

Hahahaha!!

say mai

+Jenny L 2333333333333

Laura

same

IglooDweller

+Jenny L No way for an animal to live tbh.

beau devisser

O M G I love this

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Eric Ray

This works in a Big Way. Your voice is strong and musical and you sing with a subdued passion that makes your voice all that more compelling. Your voice has a stunning array of beautiful colors. Fantastic! I am pressing the like button right now!

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