Here I Am
Tegan and Sara Lyrics


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Right now, I feel so winded
Thinkin' that one day, we'll be ended

Until I've done all that I can (all that)
Until I've done all that I can

And so I said, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
Oh, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"

Right now, I wish I was older
And right now, I wish I had closure

Until I've done all that I can (all that)
Until I've done all that I can

And so I said, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
Oh, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"

Drinkin' with nothing to lose
I'm sorry I was late, I was so blue
Oh, my head hurts from holding your head
And I'm young, but it's hard to believe
Yeah, yeah
That someday, I will never see you again
And you might not believe this, but you've changed me so much
Oh, baby (baby), it's so hard, leaving you
But maybe (maybe), this was the only-y-y way

And so I said, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
Oh, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"




"Hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
"Hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Tegan and Sara's "Here I Am" explore themes of loss, longing, and uncertainty. The singer feels "winded" and is struggling with the knowledge that one day their relationship with someone they care about deeply will come to an end. They express a desire for closure and to have done all they can in the relationship before it ends.


The repetition of "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here" suggests a need for reassurance and a fear of being forgotten. The singer is trying to assert their presence and make sure they are not overlooked or left behind. The lines "Drinkin' with nothing to lose / I'm sorry I was late, I was so blue / Oh, my head hurts from holding your head" add to the sense of urgency and emotional turmoil.


The final lines of the song show a sense of growth and acceptance, as the singer acknowledges that their relationship may have to end and that it has changed them in profound ways. The line "maybe this was the only way" suggests a sense of resignation and a recognition that sometimes things must come to an end, even if it is painful.


Overall, "Here I Am" is a poignant exploration of the complexities of human relationships and the inevitability of change and loss.


Line by Line Meaning

Right now, I feel so winded
At this moment, I am exhausted and overwhelmed by the uncertainty of the future.


Thinkin' that one day, we'll be ended
Contemplating the thought that someday our relationship will end.


Until I've done all that I can (all that)
I will not give up until I have put forth all of my effort towards achieving my goals.


And so I said, "hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
I am making it clear that I am present and available.


Right now, I wish I was older
I desire to have more life experience and be at a different stage in my life.


And right now, I wish I had closure
I yearn for closure and resolution in our relationship.


Drinkin' with nothing to lose
Drinking without considering the consequences or potential risks.


I'm sorry I was late, I was so blue
I apologize for being tardy as I was feeling sad and down.


Oh, my head hurts from holding your head
Physically holding onto you has caused me pain.


And I'm young, but it's hard to believe
Despite my youth, it is difficult to fathom the idea of never seeing you again.


That someday, I will never see you again
There will be a day where we will no longer be together.


And you might not believe this, but you've changed me so much
You may not realize it, but you have had a significant impact on my life.


Oh, baby (baby), it's so hard, leaving you
Leaving you is incredibly difficult, my dear.


But maybe (maybe), this was the only-y-y way
Perhaps this is the only option we have.


"Hello, hello, hello, I'm right here"
Reiterating my presence and availability.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Alex Hope, Sara Keirsten Quin, Tegan Rain Quin

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Comments from YouTube:

Jay

So pissed this didn't get reworked for Hey I'm Just Like You. It's one of my favorites from the demo tapes.

Robash Sandhu

it makes NO SENSE at all..lke we could have done without the 1st and 3rd song..is this song be tegan? WTF..she was SOO good back then..what the hell is even going on?

Jess Lishman

I have that weird feeling in my insides that you get when you listen to a song and it's like the world has dropped away and you can't quite see past the sheer brilliance of the music you just heard.

Sara Maucieri

Same. Every time I hear this song, I get goosebumps. It brings back memories I thought I wasn’t ready for, since I first heard this during a really fucked up time in my life, but their voices take me to a place where the fucked up and frightening parts of this world can’t go.

averynonym

How have I never heard this until now?! 
Ultimately one of my absolute favorites by them. The harmonizing is remarkable!

JillMarie24

i love this song. tegan and sara are amazing!

raksha

i've said it before... And i'll say it again... Love this song!!! I can listen to this song all day!

Jordan Like The River

This is one of my favorite songs, and one of the best ever created <3

H_Jenny

love these girls. they're awesome and very inspiring.

Kathartik Cry

i cant stop listening to it!!! they are so awsome! there are days where its just takes too much energy to just be me even though others around me hate it. so when i have those days i listen to songs like this from them and my stregnth and energy come back. they're my heroines! xoxoxo tegan and sara. thankyou!

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