Before delving into the realm of music, Flores explored graphic design. While participating in a 2D art class during his high school years, he recognized the latent potential in his unconventional approach to design and endeavored to launch a clothing line. This endeavor, however, met with limited success. This outcome didn't surprise him, as he had trouble forming connections with like-minded people in San Diego when he was growing up in Barrio Logan and Mission Hills. Rather than socialize, Flores spent a lot of time alone in his bedroom working on projects.
Apart from graphic design, Flores also began tinkering with music software during his sophomore year. His commitment to music deepened after discontinuing his clothing line, culminating in the release of his debut album "Care" in November 2016. The album was a creation stemming from his high school years. Comprising 11 tracks, "Care" emanates a tranquil and ethereal ambiance, spanning a concise 20-minute duration. Crafted entirely within the confines of his bedroom, the album epitomizes the essence of bedroom pop, with even vocals recorded through the microphone of his Apple earbuds.
In recent years, TEMPOREX has further solidified his presence with his sophomore album, "Bowling," released after a successful debut with "Care." Despite not having a prominent local following in San Diego, TEMPOREX's music has reached a broader audience through online platforms, contributing to his rise in popularity within the indie music landscape. With a distinct lo-fi sound and a DIY production approach, TEMPOREX continues to make a lasting impact, positioning himself as a promising figure in the indie music realm.
TEMPOREX's musical talents have led to collaborations with notable artists such as The Glitch Mob, Skrillex, Flume, Rustie, and Jai Wolf. His compositions have found their way into diverse television shows and films, such as appearances in Aquaman, The Walking Dead, and Stranger Things.
Open Letter
Temporex Lyrics
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I've been this way since I was a little fucking kid
Picking sunflowers in a field with my friend Sid
He wasn't real but I used to wish he did exist
This isn't a sob story I'm just fucking sad
Imaginary girlfriends are the only one's I've had
Everything I've started has always ended bad
Losing 10 pounds is never fucking rad
In love with someone from a different state
Even if I was there we still wouldn't date
I'm not mad, I don't hate you
But truthfully I'd give the world just to fucking date you
Days will always be the same
Don't you say my name
'Cause you know I'll answer
Always and forever
Always and forever
Always and forever
Oohh
Days will always be the same
Don't you say my name
'Cause you know I'll answer
Always and forever
Always and forever
Oohh
I hope that girls like me for this one
So maybe then I wouldn't fuckin miss one
No one wants to come near me (ever)
All I fuckin want is just to feel better
Just to feel better (why can't I feel better?)
All I fucking want is just to feel better
All I want is just to feel better
All I want is just to feel better
If you really want her go get her
'Cause she'll go away forever
(Forever)
The song "Open Letter" by Temporex is a heartfelt expression of the artist's deep emotional struggles. The lyrics are a reflection of the artist's inner turmoil and his longing for love and acceptance. The opening lines, "Wish I didn't care as much as I did / I've been this way since I was a little f***ing kid" set the tone for the rest of the song. The artist is overwhelmed by his emotions and wishes he could just let them go.
The artist goes on to reveal that he has never had a real girlfriend and his only companionship has been with an imaginary friend named Sid. He admits that everything he starts ends badly and that losing weight is anything but positive. He then proclaims his love for someone from a different state, someone he knows he can never have. The chorus repeats the sentiment that "days will always be the same" and that he yearns for companionship but feels isolated and alone.
The second verse picks up where the first left off with the artist lamenting his inability to find love. He expresses his deep desire for acceptance by others and his wish that someone would want him for who he is. The chorus repeats the same ideas and then the song concludes with a plea to go after the person you love because if you don't they will be gone forever.
Line by Line Meaning
Wish I didn't care as much as I did
I wish I could care less about things, but I can't.
I've been this way since I was a little fucking kid
I've felt this way since I was young.
Picking sunflowers in a field with my friend Sid
I used to imagine doing things with an imaginary friend.
He wasn't real but I used to wish he did exist
I wish my imaginary friend was real.
This isn't a sob story I'm just fucking sad
I'm not telling a depressing tale, but I'm hurting.
Imaginary girlfriends are the only one's I've had
I've never had a real girlfriend, only imaginary ones.
Everything I've started has always ended bad
I've never been successful in anything I've done.
Losing 10 pounds is never fucking rad
Losing weight isn't always as good as people make it seem.
In love with someone from a different state
I'm in love with someone who lives far away.
Even if I was there we still wouldn't date
We can't date even if I was there.
I'm not mad, I don't hate you
I don't have any negative feelings towards you.
But truthfully I'd give the world just to fucking date you
I really want to date you and I'd do anything for it.
Days will always be the same
Every day is the same for me.
Don't you say my name
Please don't call my name.
'Cause you know I'll answer
I'll answer if you call me, but I don't want you to.
Always and forever
I feel like everything will always stay the same.
Oohh
Sound effect of a sad feeling.
I hope that girls like me for this one
I hope girls will like me because of this song.
So maybe then I wouldn't fuckin miss one
Maybe I won't miss out on a girl if they like my song.
No one wants to come near me (ever)
Nobody wants to be close to me.
All I fuckin want is just to feel better
I just want to feel better.
Just to feel better (why can't I feel better?)
I don't know why I can't feel better.
All I want is just to feel better
All I want is to feel better.
If you really want her go get her
If you truly like someone, pursue them.
'Cause she'll go away forever
If you don't act fast, the opportunity will disappear.
(Forever)
The chance will be gone indefinitely.
Writer(s): Temporex
Contributed by Dominic K. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Rebzyyx
on Numbers
For me the song kinda ‚reflects' my life. Even though i don't "
really know whats meant with ,these numbers arent going straight up' maybe money is meant with it. Yet i can refer to to the money and not wanting to go to school part. Aswell as the nice parents part. Also i recently got a boyfriend with who everything just feels so unique. Kissing, cuddling, even holding hands makes me feel so secure. He makes me feel secure, in every way vou can feel secure. He makes me feel good about my goofy laugh or my voice cracks. We laugh so much together i can't describe the feeling that i have with him. I don't know if i can call it love yet but i think love is going to be the ending of the story. I really hope he's the one for me. Im going to meet his family soon. Im a bit afraid lol.