apology
Terra Firma Lyrics


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Inside your heart I used to reside and I looked outside,
And now I stand outside as I look inside,
Sometimes I wish I wasn't the one who did what's right,
Maybe then I would be with you tonight.
Again I turned and walked away,
I tried to stop my self I couldn't stay.
Tried to fight my nature and lost,
I hope that it was worth the cost.
Looking back I see that it was me,
I was the one from which I ran, That I couldn't see.




Mybe you were perfest, Mybe you weren't,
JUst hold my hand again tonight and gon't let go.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Terra Firma's song "Apology" depict the emotional turmoil and regret of a person who used to occupy a significant place in the heart of their loved one. The opening line, "Inside your heart I used to reside and I looked outside" indicates that the singer was once a cherished part of their partner's life, but their actions or decisions led to a distance between them. The next line, "And now I stand outside as I look inside," is a reflection of the alienation that the singer feels towards their own self as they are unable to reconcile with their past mistakes.


The following lines, "Sometimes I wish I wasn't the one who did what's right, maybe then I would be with you tonight," highlight the conflict within the singer's mind. They wonder whether their principles and righteousness came at too high a cost, pushing away the person they love. The refrain "Again I turned and walked away, I tried to stop myself I couldn't stay" portrays the singer's attempts to mend the situation but failing to do so. They realize that their nature plays a crucial role in their actions, and their efforts to fight it have had consequences.


Line by Line Meaning

Inside your heart I used to reside and I looked outside,
I used to be an important person to you and used to observe things around you from your perspective.


And now I stand outside as I look inside,
Now I am outside of your heart and looking inside myself to understand why I am no longer a part of you.


Sometimes I wish I wasn't the one who did what's right,
At times, I regret being the person who always did the right thing, as I feel it has led to the loss of our relationship.


Maybe then I would be with you tonight.
Perhaps if I had gone against my moral code, I could still be with you right now.


Again I turned and walked away,
I attempted to leave and forget about our relationship, but it was a struggle.


I tried to stop myself I couldn't stay.
Even though I fought to keep myself from leaving, I could not stay and continue our relationship.


Tried to fight my nature and lost,
I tried to change my instinctive behavior, but it did not work and my relationship with you ended as a result.


I hope that it was worth the cost.
Although I lost our relationship, I hope that my decision to follow my moral beliefs was worth it.


Looking back I see that it was me,
Upon reflection, I realized that the problem was me, and not anything you did wrong.


I was the one from which I ran, That I couldn't see.
I was the one who fled from the situation, and at the time, I didn't recognize this about myself.


Maybe you were perfect, Maybe you weren't,
I am acknowledging that it's possible that the problems in our relationship were not entirely caused by you.


Just hold my hand again tonight and don't let go.
I long to be with you again, and I am making a plea for affection once more.




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