Good Day to Start
Texas Renegade Lyrics


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Midnight come early this evening
Loneliness was in the air
And I found myself grieving
Feeling more than my share

So I went through empty boxes
Of promises in print
Recounting all my wins and losses
In letters that I had never sent

Chorus:
And I'm alone again
On the back side of another twelve o'clock
I'm at home with no friends
I'm staring at the telephone and wishing I was not
I'm just waiting for someone to come and tear me all apart
So if you were waiting baby hesitating to break my heart
This would be a real good day to start

Sometimes I scare myself so badly
That I can't hardly sleep
Everything just seems so heavy where I'm at
Underneath these one ton sheet

So I light myself a fire
And let it burn out my brain
I sit and wait for the flicker of desire
To turn to ashes turn to ashes in the teardrops of rain





Chorus x2

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Texas Renegade’s song “Good Day to Start” reflects on the feelings of loneliness, disappointment and grief. The lead singer describes feeling alone and grieving in a situation where his emotions get the best of him. He adds that he is going through empty boxes of promises in print, trying to make sense of the wins and losses in his life thus far. The chorus reflects on his state of mind as he stares at his telephone and wishes he had someone to talk to or even someone to come and break his heart.


The lead singer then goes on to describe a moment where he scares himself so badly that he can’t sleep. He reflects on how everything seems so heavy and he feels trapped underneath his bed sheets. He sits and lights a fire to burn out his brain, hoping that the flicker of desire would turn to ashes, ultimately being washed away in the teardrops of rain.


The lyrics bring out a powerful message that it’s okay to be vulnerable, to feel deeply and to not always have it together. The emotions and experiences that people go through are valid and sometimes the best way to overcome them is to let them pass through the fire and let them rain down in ashes.


Line by Line Meaning

Midnight come early this evening
The night felt longer than usual and began earlier in the evening.


Loneliness was in the air
The feeling of being alone was present.


And I found myself grieving
The singer was experiencing sadness and mourning.


Feeling more than my share
The singer felt an overwhelming amount of sadness and loneliness.


So I went through empty boxes
To cope with the loneliness, the singer looked through old, empty promises or memories.


Of promises in print
The memories were documented, such as letters or written promises.


Recounting all my wins and losses
The singer was thinking about all the successes and failures in their life.


In letters that I had never sent
These memories were in the form of letters that were never sent to anyone.


And I'm alone again
The singer is once again feeling lonely.


On the back side of another twelve o'clock
It is late at night.


I'm at home with no friends
The singer is alone at home.


I'm staring at the telephone and wishing I was not
The singer is looking at the phone, hoping someone will call and talk to them.


I'm just waiting for someone to come and tear me all apart
The singer wants someone to come and express their feelings, even if it's negative.


So if you were waiting baby hesitating to break my heart
If someone was waiting to hurt the singer, they should do it now.


This would be a real good day to start
The singer is ready to face the pain and start anew.


Sometimes I scare myself so badly
The singer can frighten themselves with their own thoughts and feelings.


That I can't hardly sleep
These emotions can keep the singer up at night.


Everything just seems so heavy where I'm at
The singer is feeling weighed down by their emotions.


Underneath these one ton sheet
The weight of the emotions is heavy, like a one ton sheet.


So I light myself a fire
To cope, the singer lights a fire for warmth and comfort.


And let it burn out my brain
The heat of the fire is meant to distract the singer from their thoughts.


I sit and wait for the flicker of desire
The singer is waiting for a spark of hope.


To turn to ashes turn to ashes in the teardrops of rain
The hope is short-lived and will soon disappear, like ashes in the rain.




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