Confessions
Tha' Mexakinz Lyrics

Oh lord, all I ask is for forgiveness
I am praying to God for forgiveness

Though I live the sinful lifestyle
I know I am living a life full of sin

Hopin that you hear me out right now
I hope that God is listening to me

You know the truth ever since I was a little kid
I have always known what is right and wrong

All the sins I comitted evil things that I did
I have done many bad things and sinned

To live it's kinda hard, in this land of temptation
It is difficult to live in a world full of temptation

Takin it day by day but I still pray for my salvation
I am trying to live a better life and pray for my salvation every day

Or am I facin total darkness I'm guessin
I wonder if I am going to hell

Stuck between heaven and earth, still stressin progressin
I am still working towards being a better person but I am stressed

To live my life around people with fake smiles
I am surrounded by fake people

Caught up in the midst of lies betrayal denials
I am in a situation where people are lying, betraying, and denying things

I've been involved in situations that have let you down
I have done things that have disappointed God

And I know the things I've done is gonna come back around
I know that my actions will have consequences

I've been affiliated in a few two elevens
I have been involved in a few robberies

Plus one eight sevens damaging my stairway to heaven
I have committed violent crimes, which has affected my path to heaven

But I know when the moment comes I'll feel it in my soul
I know that I will feel it when it is my time to leave this earth

When it's time for me to go it'll be time for me to low
When I die, I will be at peace

And I'll be waitin, waiti'n, waitin...
I will wait patiently for my time to come

Make it go away, far away, far away...
I want my troubles to disappear

Because reality shows that hell don't pay
I know that going to hell is not worth it

Que chingue a su pinche madre...
An angry exclamation in Spanish

Este mundo me tiene encarcelado
I feel like I am trapped in this world

Bien presionado, en este lado
I feel a lot of pressure in my life

Vicioso pa salir con un milagro
I am struggling to get through life

Cuidado, no lo has mirado?
Be careful, have you not seen it?

No te ha pasado, mira
Have you not experienced it, look

Mi sueсo es tener un chingo de mujeres
My dream is to have a lot of women

Una pinche mansiуn, mucha lana y un nuevo Mercedez
I want a big mansion, lots of money, and a new Mercedez

Salir del barrio que es mбs bajo que una mina
I want to leave the ghetto

Sin medicina, emborracharme como una cantina
I medicate myself with alcohol

Moverme lejos como el mar, sin estorbar
I want to move away from my current life

Sigo siendo ambicioso como Pablo Escobar
I am still ambitious like Pablo Escobar

Ten fe, pidele a Dios y algъn dнa vas a pegar
Have faith, pray to God, and one day you will succeed

Mi jefa siempre me ha dicho, pero es muy duro llegar
My mother has always told me that it is hard to succeed

Pa continuar yo necesito concentrarme
I need to focus to continue on my path

Cuidarme de estos gueyes que ya quieren terminarme
I need to be careful of people who want to hurt me

La vida no es para jugar y tu lo sabes
Life is not a game, and I know this

'toy listo para los chingadazos como Julio Cesar Chavez... Chavez
I am ready for whatever comes my way

It doesn't faze me
I am not affected by it

Da way I was brought up in my days
My upbringing has influenced me

Be scarrin up my brain
It is causing me mental distress

The hood games got me crazy
The life in the ghetto has driven me insane

Livin' off the scraps of life ain't that outstanding
I am barely surviving, which is not great

I feel the way I feel, influenced by my surrounding
My surroundings have an impact on how I feel

Refuse to take a bounding, never can I be afraid
I will not be restricted, and I will never be afraid

When it's time to be checkin gin I roll with the mexican brigade
I have a group of Mexican friends who have my back

Hopin that things don't really have to be like that
I wish things were different

Without no trust it's a definite must to bust gats
When there is no trust, you have to use weapons to protect yourself

He prometido, que nunca mas voy a sufrir como he sufrido
I promised that I will never suffer like I have before

Por eso vivo como vivo por que el enemigo
This is why I live the way that I do, because of my enemies

Estб celoso y nunca quiere ver a un mexicano
My enemies are jealous and do not want to see a Mexican succeed

Que sea exitoso
They do not want to see me succeed

Pero йste no es baboso
I am not foolish

He despertado de este sueсo que me aloca
I have woken up from the dream that was driving me crazy

Cierra la boca o te la dejo entumida como la coca
Shut up, or I will hit you so hard that your mouth will be numb

El pecador les ha pegado como ambolia
I have hit them hard like a heart attack

Ya los dejo temblando como aqui en California, en California...
I have left them shaking like in California