End of the day
TheRealTaco Lyrics

I was born in '94
The artist was born in 1994.

Came out without my right ear
The artist was born with a deformity where his right ear was missing.

This goddamn deformity has caused me plenty of tears
The artist has been emotionally affected by his deformity for a long time.

Longed to be treated normally
The artist has desired to be treated like a normal person despite his physical deformity.

For fucking years and years
The artist has been longing for a normal treatment from others for many years.

Other kids words hurt me
The artist has been subjected to bullying from other kids in the past.

Cut my flesh like throwing spears
The artist was deeply hurt by the words and actions of other kids which left a lasting emotional impact on him.

So get out the way stop looking at me
The artist doesn't want to be judged or looked at by others.

Don't care what you say I'm not so friendly
The artist is not interested in making friends with anyone who doesn't accept him for who he is.

I don't feel good
The artist is not feeling good emotionally.

I don't feel like I'ma make it even though I think I should
The artist is struggling to feel like he can succeed despite his emotional turmoil.

Parents kicked me out they didn't like what I was about
The artist's parents didn't approve of his choices and kicked him out of the house.

So then I moved out all by myself
The artist was forced to become independent and live on his own.

I don't need nobody no not no one else
The artist is comfortable being alone and doesn't need anyone else to rely on.

I can't do it all on my own
Despite being independent, the artist is struggling to handle everything by himself.

Prove it to myself my mind is gone
The artist is attempting to prove to himself that he is capable, but his emotional state is affecting his mental health.

I'm not myself till I smoked a cone
The artist uses drugs to help him feel like himself again.

Till I'm all toked up now I'm in that zone
The artist uses drugs to escape from his emotional struggles and feel like he is in a better state of mind.

I won't feel like I belong till I'm on that throne
The artist feels like he won't truly belong or gain acceptance until he achieves something great in life.

At least I tried
Despite his struggles, the artist can take comfort in knowing that he tried his best.

Make sure to mention on my headstone
The artist wants to be remembered for his efforts in life, despite the challenges he faced.

I longed to be heard in your headphones ugh
The artist desires to connect with listeners through his music and be heard by them.

Does it even matter
The artist questions whether his struggles and efforts actually matter in the grand scheme of things.

At the end of the day
Despite his doubts, the artist reflects on his struggles and experiences.

My brain is scattered
The artist's emotional turmoil has affected his ability to think clearly.

Does anybody care
The artist feels like nobody cares about his struggles or experiences.

I've had it up to here
The artist is fed up with his struggles and emotional turmoil.

And I don't give a fuck bout what they say yeah
The artist has stopped caring about the opinions of others.

I'm so sick and tired of my friends acting different
The artist is frustrated with how his friends have been treating him differently due to his struggles.

They said they heard my song today
The artist's friends have listened to his music.

But today I have no listens
Despite his friends having listened to his music, the artist is currently not getting any plays or attention for his music.

Acting like I don't pay attention
The artist's friends are not acknowledging his struggles or emotions.

Words attack like an infection
The artist feels like the words of others are hurting him emotionally, like a disease spreading throughout his mind.

I'm at a point where reality is just a misconception
The artist's struggles have affected his perception of reality, leaving him feeling confused and disconnected from the world.

But I see the bullshit and hear it everyday
Despite feeling disconnected from the world, the artist is still aware of the struggles and negativity around him.

My life is bullshit it's attracting my way
The artist feels like his struggles are only bringing more negativity into his life.

It can't be that bad is what they gon say
Despite his struggles, the artist knows that others may not fully understand or empathize with his situation.

Don't blame you for thinking I could handle more my way
The artist understands that others may think he is capable of handling more stress or emotional turmoil.

But I swear to god I can't do it no more
Despite what others may think, the artist is struggling to continue his current way of life.

I'm considering everything that's happened before
The artist is reflecting on his past struggles and experiences to help him make decisions about his future.

Don't know if I have strength to break down another door
The artist isn't sure if he has the strength or willpower to overcome any more obstacles or challenges.

Tryna ask God, "what the fuck is this all for ugh!"
The artist is questioning the purpose of his struggles and searching for meaning in his experiences.

Cuz I'm doomed as fuck
The artist feels like he is doomed to a life of struggle and emotional turmoil.

Do y'all even care
The artist feels like nobody cares about his struggles or emotions.

that I'm about to give up
The artist is considering giving up due to his struggles and emotional turmoil.

I know I got it in me
Despite his doubts, the artist knows that he has potential to succeed and overcome his struggles.

I could show y'all up
The artist believes that he can prove himself to others through his success and hard work.

Wanna bring my city with me
The artist wants to represent his city and community through his success and hard work.

Yeah I say those words so simply
The artist's desires to succeed and bring his city with him are simple, yet meaningful goals.