Does This Mean You're Moving On?
The Airborne Toxic Event Lyrics

And the funny thing is it has no end
This situation seems endless and I cannot escape it.

I try to call you up, at 2am
I cannot resist the urge to attempt to contact you late at night.

In a crowded bar, your ringer tones
Even in a noisy place, I am keenly aware of your ringtone.

Grab my mind
Your presence in my thoughts is strong and unwavering.

I can see you through the phone,
I can imagine you so vividly that it's as if I can see you through the phone.

And I'm wide awake at home
I am unable to sleep while my thoughts are consumed by you.

So think I'll seem like [unknown]
I am uncertain about how I will appear to you when I see you again.

And hope you don't catch
I am anxious that you will notice something is wrong with me.

The bourbon on my breath
I have been drinking and I don't want you to know.

Catch a cab outside on Seventh Street
I leave the bar and hail a taxi on the street outside.

And the cars fly through the Bowery
The cars speed by quickly through the neighborhood.

I come to your door and I hear a moan
I arrive at your door and hear a sound, which makes me uneasy.

Then another voice, so Christ, she's not alone
I realize that you are with someone else and it upsets me.

And my heart sinks like a stone
I feel an intense wave of despair and sadness.

And the tears won't even come
I am so overwhelmed with emotion that I cannot even cry.

I feel so numb
My emotions are deadened by this painful experience.

So swept aside, so dumb
I feel powerless and foolish in this situation.

When the words are wrong
When I say the wrong thing and our communication is broken.

And my patience gone
When my tolerance and endurance is depleted.

Will you tell me
I long for your honesty and openness.

Does this mean you're moving on?
I am questioning whether you have moved on from me and our relationship.

From the balcony, you call my name
You call out to me from the balcony above.

I see you standing in the rain
I see you getting wet from the rain while standing outside.

Your words so dry, your face so wet
Your words are lacking in emotion, while your face is wet from tears.

Said I broke your heart,
You accuse me of causing your heartache.

But it hasn't happened yet
I have not yet betrayed your trust or caused you pain to the extent you're describing.

I'll bet, your friends all hate me now
I imagine that your friends are angry with me because of what you've told them.

I get the strangest looks,
I notice that other people are giving me odd or disapproving glances.

From that bitchy crowd
I don't feel welcome among your less-than-friendly acquaintances.

And though, they must think
They probably have a negative opinion of me, but you never know for sure.

They have every reason to
Based on the way things have gone between us, they have every right to think poorly of me.

I guess I'm still not quite yet over you
I am still struggling to move on from you and our relationship.

And you're hanging on
I can tell that you're holding on to me and our relationship, even though things aren't going well.

Another guy's arm
You have started seeing someone else and it makes me jealous and upset.

Does this mean you're moving on?
Once again, I am questioning whether you have truly moved on from me.