Atlantic
The Amity Affliction Lyrics


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This is not who I am, I’m still hiding
I’m waiting in my own reflection
Hands shaking with anxiety
Heart beating out of time

Only I can hear my breath at night
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man, this dark exterior
Given to stormy moods and quiet, lonely tears
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man (my hands are shaking with anxiety)
This dark exterior

Only I can hear my breath at night
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man, this dark exterior
Given to stormy moods and quiet, lonely tears

Steal this night from me
Take it and make it your own

These are not the nights I wish for
These nights are cold and unrelenting
These nights are depressing
These nights bring knives

So as they can carve themselves into my memory
Leave me here alone
Kill the breeze on your way out
And let me ferment in my own self-pity
Let me ferment, let me ferment in my own self-pity

These are not the nights I wish for
These nights are cold and unrelenting
These nights are depressing
These nights bring knives
These nights bring knives

Leave me here alone
Leave me here alone





Kill the breeze on your way out
And let me ferment in my own self-pity

Overall Meaning

The Amity Affliction's song "Atlantic" reflects upon the singer's sense of self and identity, describing a sense of unease and discomfort with who they have become. The lyrics "This is not who I am, I'm still hiding" and "This is not who I was hoping to become" represent a desire to break free from the negative traits and behaviors that have shaped the singer's life. The repetition of "this shell of a man, this dark exterior" reveals the feeling of being trapped in a state of gloom and sadness, struggling to escape the cycle of depression and anxiety.


The chorus, "These are not the nights I wish for, these nights bring knives" focuses on the inner turmoil and self-destructive thoughts that can arise during bouts of mental illness. The lyric "Let me ferment in my own self-pity" portrays a sense of hopelessness and despair, hinting at the toxicity of the singer's emotions. The theme of isolation is a recurring motif throughout the song, with the lines "leave me here alone, kill the breeze on your way out" emphasizing the singer's desire to be left alone and drowned in their own thoughts.


Overall, "Atlantic" is a haunting and powerful reflection on the challenges of battling mental illness and the struggle to maintain a sense of self-identity in its midst. It's a song that speaks to the heart and soul, with its raw, honest lyrics resonating with anyone who has ever dealt with mental health issues.


Line by Line Meaning

This is not who I am, I’m still hiding
I am not my true self, I am still keeping hidden


I’m waiting in my own reflection
I am lost in my own thoughts, reflecting on my life


Hands shaking with anxiety
I am feeling anxious and scared, my hands are shaking


Heart beating out of time
My heart is racing, beating irregularly


Only I can hear my breath at night
I am alone and can only hear my own breath in the silence of night


This shell of a man, this dark exterior
I am like an empty shell, with a dark and gloomy exterior


Given to stormy moods and quiet, lonely tears
I am prone to sudden mood swings and often cry alone in isolation


Steal this night from me
Take away this miserable night from me


Take it and make it your own
Make the most of this night, it's not worth it for me


These nights are cold and unrelenting
These nights are harsh and unyielding, never-ending


These nights are depressing
These nights are sad and disheartening


These nights bring knives
These nights make me feel sharp pain, like being stabbed by knives


So as they can carve themselves into my memory
These nights will leave a deep impact on my memory and my life


Leave me here alone
Let me be alone, don't disturb me


Kill the breeze on your way out
Don't let the breeze disturb me, let it be still


And let me ferment in my own self-pity
Let me be absorbed in my negative emotions, feeling sorry for myself




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