Note To Self
The Amity Affliction Lyrics


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Tell me if I go, come back another day
Will you forgive me then? Will you let me stay?
I'm testing your patience, I'm fueling your pain
But I swear that I'm different, I'm willing to change

Will you forgive yourself
When you know what I've done?
Will you stop and reflect
Or continue to run?

So I can cower and weep
I can crumble and die
Or send you back to your hell
And get on with my life

Show me some proof that your black heart even beats
Show me your dreams, show me your fears and let me hear your screams
Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Show me your dreams, show me your fears, show me your black heart beats
Show me your black heart beats

I know I've made my mistakes, I know what you'll say
I need to pull it together and seize the day
So if I come back tomorrow I swear I can change
Will you know me then? Will you know my face?

Will you forgive yourself
Will you know what I've done?
Will you stop and reflect
Or continue to run?

So I can cower and weep
I can crumble and die
Or send you back to your hell
And get on with my life

Show me some proof that your black heart even beats
Show me your dreams, show me your fears, and let me hear your screams
Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Show me your dreams, show me your fears, show me your black heart beats

I am inside you and you're inside of me
I am your laughter, your pain
Your love, your misery
I've written the letters
I've ground down my teeth
Now it's time to let go
So say farewell to me

I am inside you and you're inside of me
I am your misery
Feel so misery

Show me some proof that your black heart even beats
Show me your dreams, show me your fears and let me hear your screams
Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Show me your dreams, show me your fears, show me your black heart beats

Show me your black heart beats
Show me your black heart beats




Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Show me your dreams, show me your fears, show me your black heart beats

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to The Amity Affliction's song Note To Self are an introspective reflection on forgiveness, change, and the complexity of human relationships. The singer starts by acknowledging their mistakes and asking for forgiveness, while questioning whether the other person will be able to let go of their pain and anger. There is a sense of desperation and urgency in the lyrics, as the singer pleads with the other person to show them that they are willing to change and that they have a heart that beats.


The chorus is a call to action for both the singer and the other person. Will they forgive themselves and each other, or will they continue to run away from their problems? The singer presents two options - they can either crumble and die under the weight of their mistakes, or they can move on with their life and let go of the past.


The final verse is an interesting twist. The singer reveals that they are inside the other person, that their pain and misery are shared. There is a sense of interconnectedness between them, despite their differences and mistakes. The song ends with a plea for the other person to show their vulnerability and humanity, to let go of their fears and show that their heart beats.


Line by Line Meaning

Tell me if I go, come back another day
If I leave now and return later, will you forgive me and allow me to stay?


Will you forgive me then? Will you let me stay?
If I leave and return later, will you still hold a grudge or will you forgive me and let me stay?


I'm testing your patience, I'm fueling your pain
I am pushing your limits and causing you emotional distress


But I swear that I'm different, I'm willing to change
Despite my past mistakes, I am committed to changing and improving myself


Will you forgive yourself When you know what I've done?
Once you realize the extent of my wrongdoing, will you be able to forgive yourself for trusting me?


Will you stop and reflect Or continue to run?
When faced with the truth, will you reflect on your decisions or continue to avoid the issue?


So I can cower and weep I can crumble and die Or send you back to your hell And get on with my life
I have the choice to either succumb to my guilt and sadness, or to cut ties with you and move on


Show me some proof that your black heart even beats
Provide me with evidence that you are capable of caring and feeling emotions


Show me your dreams, show me your fears and let me hear your screams
Open up to me and share your deepest thoughts and feelings, even if they are painful


Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Stop living in a fantasy world and face reality


I know I've made my mistakes, I know what you'll say I need to pull it together and seize the day
I am aware of my past mistakes and I need to take control of my life and make positive changes


Will you know me then? Will you know my face?
If I come back later, will you still recognize me and accept my presence?


I am inside you and you're inside of me I am your laughter, your pain Your love, your misery
Despite our differences, we are interconnected and our emotions and experiences influence each other


I've written the letters I've ground down my teeth Now it's time to let go So say farewell to me
I have expressed my thoughts and feelings and now it is time for me to move on and say goodbye


Show me your black heart beats
Prove to me that you are capable of feeling empathy and compassion


Pull your head from the clouds, come back down to your feet
Stop living in a fantasy world and face reality


Show me your dreams, show me your fears, show me your black heart beats
Open up to me and share your deepest thoughts and feelings, even if they are painful




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: Joel Birch

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