Breakeven
The Backbeats Lyrics


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I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in no,
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake, she has no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no, it don't break even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?




I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of β€œBreakeven” by The Backbeats talk about the aftermath of a painful breakup. The singer is still alive, but he is barely breathing and is just praying to a God that he doesn't believe in. He realizes that while he has time, his ex-partner has freedom. He’s struggling to come to terms with the fact that her best days will be some of his worst, while she has already moved on to another man who puts her first. He’s wide awake while she has no trouble sleeping, and he realizes that when a heart breaks, it doesn't break even.


The chorus repeats the lines β€œWhat am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay? I'm falling to pieces” twice, emphasizing the pain and turmoil the singer is going through. The lines illustrate how heartbreak and a failed relationship can leave a lasting impact on a person's life, making it difficult to move on even after some time has passed. The lyrics are relatable to anyone who has been through a breakup, and the melancholic melody adds to the emotional power of the song.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
I am physically present in the world but emotionally devastated


Just praying to a God that I don't believe in no
Expressing a desperate plea out of custom or habit


'Cause I got time while she got freedom
I am currently stuck in a state of grief while she is free to move on


'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't breakeven
Emotionally, the one who lost does not come out with equal footing


Her best days will be some of my worst
Things are going to be going great for her while I suffer


She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
She has found someone who prioritizes her above all else


While I'm wide awake, she has no trouble sleeping
I am unable to sleep due to emotional turmoil while she is at peace


'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no
The theme that when someone is emotionally broken, it is not an equal loss between the parties involved


What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
I am lost without the person who was the highlight of my life


And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I do not know how to express my emotions when you appear unaffected


I'm falling to pieces
These events have shattered me and I am struggling to keep it together


You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
The person she moved on with has received both of our hearts without experiencing any hardship


You took your suitcase, I took the blame
She left and I took responsibility for the problems in the relationship


Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains, oh
I am trying to piece together what is left of myself after this traumatic experience


'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name
I am left without love, both in the present moment and even in my identity




Writer(s): Stephen Alan Kipner, Daniel John O'donoghue, Mark Anthony Sheehan, Andrew Marcus Frampton

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Comments from YouTube:

MaryEllen

Nine years after this was posted and it still gives me chill bumps!
Such an emotional delivery!

Simon Chun

they're so emotionally invested in every song it's just way too beautiful

Sonia Avia Aihi

Honestly

MusicSweetly

OMG the back up vocals from 1:13 to 1:40! Took my breath away it was so good! :D

Malcolm Miller

gotta throw down for my hometown group!!! this group rocks so hard. interesting and dynamic arrangements, excellent soloists. this is what contemporary a cappella should sound like

cavitekaren

Goosebumps all over me holy cow! They're brilliant!

rollership

still love this from the first time I heard them on the show

Dante Perry

i still get chills everytime i watch this

Kat Jane

1:40 - 1:55 you go joanna! love her voice <3

Hunter Yeager

That last chord!!! AHHHH!!! Beautiful!

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