Weak
The Beltones Lyrics


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I never broke my number one rule
But last night I dreamt of you, yeah
The shit we did it was way out of line
And now I think about it all the time
And now whenever I look at you
I think of all the things we'll never do
If I was stronger when it came to sin
I'd wish I never had that dream again

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Another night with nothing much to do
As the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room
Beating myself up cause I'm missing you
Johnny's on the phone he says let's get a brew
Well another old bar won't be nothing new
But it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw
Checking my pockets but my money's spent
And if I go out I won't make the rent

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

I've been beaten many times before
But I still flash this crooked smile
I guess I really shouldn't complain
I guess I've been blessed all the while
Too many times I've thrown a fist
When I probably should've turned a check
They look at me like I'm a strong man
But I'm two feet tall, yeah I'm nothing at all

I'm fucking weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets




And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Overall Meaning

The Beltones's song Weak is a raw and emotional exploration of a person's vulnerability and weakness in the face of love and loss. The singer admits to breaking his number one rule, which is not to fall for someone who is bad for him. He then goes on to describe an illicit encounter with this person, which he knows was out of line, but cannot stop thinking about. The lyrics are introspective, with the singer berating himself for his lack of self-control and his weakness in succumbing to his desires. The song is also tinged with sadness, as the singer knows that he will never be able to have a future with the person he desires.


The verse about missing his love and the chorus go hand in hand as the singer cannot sleep without her kiss. He prays to God to take or save his soul as it doesn't matter to him and explains that he has no soul, only broken dreams, and bloodstained sheets. The singer seems to be defeated and broken, seeking solace in alcohol and trying to suppress his pain by going out to bars. He beats himself up and knows he won't make the rent if he goes out, but he still chooses to go out. The song ends on a poignant note as the singer acknowledges how weak he is despite people thinking of him as strong.


Line by Line Meaning

I never broke my number one rule
I always kept myself from thinking of you in any other way than just a friend


But last night I dreamt of you, yeah
But last night, my guard was down and my subconscious gave in to my unspoken desires


The shit we did it was way out of line
The dream was filled with immoral actions that were not acceptable under the normal circumstances


And now I think about it all the time
Now, I can't stop thinking about the dream and the possibilities it presented


And now whenever I look at you
And now, every time I see you or think of you, I am reminded of the dream and its implications


I think of all the things we'll never do
I realize all the missed opportunities and the impossibility of fulfilling my desires


If I was stronger when it came to sin
Had I been able to resist temptation and remained morally upright


I'd wish I never had that dream again
I would have wished to erase that dream from my memory entirely


So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
I plead with God to take me or leave me, as I am hopeless without her


Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
I am devoid of any emotional or spiritual strength, only left with shattered dreams and memories of my lustful thoughts


And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
Nothing in this world or beyond holds any value to me without having her by my side


And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep
I am afraid I will never find peace and comfort without her presence


As the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room
The loneliness and despair inside my room consumes me and transforms into physical sickness


Beating myself up cause I'm missing you
I am filled with regret and sorrow for not confessing my true feelings for you earlier


Johnny's on the phone he says let's get a brew
My friend Johnny calls to offer a drink to help me forget my misery


But it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw
I would rather spend the night outside, with distractions and company, than being alone and tormented with thoughts of you


Checking my pockets but my money's spent
I have no financial resources to fund my night out with Johnny


And if I go out I won't make the rent
If I spend the little money I have, I won't have enough for the rent payment, causing more stress on top of everything else


I've been beaten many times before
I am no stranger to disappointment, failure, and heartbreak


But I still flash this crooked smile
Despite my troubles, I try to put on the facade of happiness and carry on


I guess I really shouldn't complain
I acknowledge that I am lucky to have what I have and that there are others who are worse off than me


I guess I've been blessed all the while
I realize that I still have some blessings in my life, even though I am unhappy with my current situation


Too many times I've thrown a fist
I have resorted to violence in the past when I was frustrated or angry


When I probably should've turned a check
Instead of letting my temper get the best of me, I should have taken a step back and acted more maturely


They look at me like I'm a strong man
Others see me as a tough guy who can handle anything thrown his way


But I'm two feet tall, yeah I'm nothing at all
However, I am aware that inside, I am weak and insignificant, unable to cope with my own emotions and desires


So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Once again, I turn to a higher power for guidance and strength, willing to give up my existence if it means being able to move on from my unrequited love


Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
I am still haunted by my immoral thoughts and actions, and the memories of my unfulfilled desires


And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
Even the idea of an all-powerful deity has lost all meaning to me, as I cannot find solace or redemption in anything beyond myself


And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep
I know deep down that I will never find peace and closure until I am able to confess my love to her and receive her reciprocation




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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Skeptic Alice

I never broke my number one rule
But last night I dreamt of you, yeah
The shit we did it was way out of line
And now I think about it all the time
And now whenever I look at you
I think of all the things we'll never do
If I was stronger when it came to sin
I'd wish I never had that dream again

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Another night with nothing much to do
As the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room
Beating myself up cause I'm missing you
Johnny's on the phone he says let's get a brew
Well another old bar won't be nothing new
But it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw
Checking my pockets but my money's spent
And if I go out I won't make the rent

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep



Mezmero

I've been beaten many times before
but I still flash this crooked smile,
I guess I really shouldn't complain,
I guess I've been blessed all the while,
Too many times I've thrown a fist
When I probably shoulda turned a cheek,
They look at me like I'm a strong man
but I'm two feet tall, and I'm not at all

And I'm fuckin' weak.
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep



All comments from YouTube:

Skeptic Alice

I never broke my number one rule
But last night I dreamt of you, yeah
The shit we did it was way out of line
And now I think about it all the time
And now whenever I look at you
I think of all the things we'll never do
If I was stronger when it came to sin
I'd wish I never had that dream again

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Another night with nothing much to do
As the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room
Beating myself up cause I'm missing you
Johnny's on the phone he says let's get a brew
Well another old bar won't be nothing new
But it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw
Checking my pockets but my money's spent
And if I go out I won't make the rent

But I'm weak
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Mezmero

I've been beaten many times before
but I still flash this crooked smile,
I guess I really shouldn't complain,
I guess I've been blessed all the while,
Too many times I've thrown a fist
When I probably shoulda turned a cheek,
They look at me like I'm a strong man
but I'm two feet tall, and I'm not at all

And I'm fuckin' weak.
So I pray to god take or leave my soul to keep
Cause I ain't got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets
And ain't a god in heaven that'll ever mean shit to me
And without her kiss I fear I'll never get a goodnight's sleep

Rocko

Skeptic Alice where’s the rest?

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this album ruined my life. and i still love it.

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I was told this is the greatest love song ever.... seems legit

Will DeVault

i cant remember half of my families' birthdays, but I can remember every word of this song.

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one of my favorite songs

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One of the best to come outta South Florida. Shits great.

MB

After my wife left me, my buddy John turned me on to these guys. Fuckin’ saved my life

Kris Carrillo

Was fucking years back but still feeling it like yesterday…..

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