Don't Know What to Say
The Blackbyrds Lyrics


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I′ll see you at the gates when it gets dark
You jump the wall, I'll find a place to park
Kill the angels if they′re keeping guard
How do I start when you don't know what to say?
No, I don't know what to say

You said the world′s already full enough
Of defeated people and you would not be one
Always a choice to move yourself along
And find better and I hope that′s where you are
Yeah, I know that's where you are

A doppelgänger with a telling scar
I saw the universe hidden in your heart
Wish I told you this before it got too dark
Where do you start when you know it has to end?

How a flower in the rain
Only grows more when it′s grey
You just shined on brighter
Making gold out of the pain
"I can die, but I can't break," you said
"You can rule, I won′t obey"




As long as I'm still smiling
Well, I don′t know what to say

Overall Meaning

The Blackbyrds' song "Don't Know What to Say" is a melancholic reflection on loss and regret, particularly on the part of the singer who has lost someone close to them. The opening line, "I'll see you at the gates when it gets dark," sets the stage for the entire song; the singer is envisioning a reunion with the departed in the afterlife, but it is tinged with uncertainty and darkness. The second line, "You jump the wall, I'll find a place to park" reinforces this sense of uncertainty; the singer is not sure where they fit in this new reality.


The next line, "Kill the angels if they're keeping guard," is particularly striking, as it hints at anger and frustration with the concept of divine intervention. The singer seems to be saying that they are willing to do whatever it takes to be reunited with their loved one, even if it means fighting against the very concept of heaven and angels guarding the gates. This sentiment is echoed in the chorus when the singer admits, "How do I start when you don't know what to say? No, I don't know what to say." The grief and confusion is palpable, and the singer is struggling to find the words to express their feelings.


The final stanza of the song is particularly poignant. The singer describes the departed as a "doppelgänger with a telling scar," a clear reference to the idea that we all have our scars and imperfections that make us unique. The singer wishes they had told the departed "before it got too dark" how much they meant to them, but it is too late. The final line of the song, "Well, I don't know what to say," is a heartbreaking admission of defeat; some feelings are simply too complex and overwhelming to put into words.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll see you at the gates when it gets dark
I'll meet you at the appointed place when it's dark outside


You jump the wall, I'll find a place to park
You enter first and I'll secure a place to park my car


Kill the angels if they're keeping guard
Overcome any obstacles in our way, no matter how great


How do I start when you don't know what to say?
I'm at a loss for words and don't know where to begin


No, I don't know what to say
I'm speechless and don't have anything to add


You said the world's already full enough
Life is already challenging and difficult


Of defeated people and you would not be one
But you refuse to give up and be defeated


Always a choice to move yourself along
We always have the choice to keep moving forward


And find better and I hope that's where you are
I hope that you've found a better place


Yeah, I know that's where you are
I have faith that you've found a better place


A doppelgänger with a telling scar
A lookalike with a notable mark or wound


I saw the universe hidden in your heart
I saw a vast and complex world within you


Wish I told you this before it got too dark
I regret not expressing this sooner, before the opportunity passed


Where do you start when you know it has to end?
How do you begin something when you know it will inevitably come to a close?


How a flower in the rain
Like a flower thriving in difficult conditions


Only grows more when it's grey
Blossoming even more in the face of adversity


You just shined on brighter
You radiated even brighter despite the struggles


Making gold out of the pain
Turning a difficult experience into something valuable


"I can die, but I can't break," you said
You proclaimed that you may be vulnerable, but you won't be defeated


"You can rule, I won't obey"
You refuse to submit to anyone else's control or authority


As long as I'm still smiling
As long as you can maintain a positive outlook


Well, I don't know what to say
In conclusion, I'm still at a loss for words




Writer(s): O. Saunders, L. Farmer

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