Bryan's Lament
The Bouncing Souls Lyrics


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Sat back and I light a cigarette
These pictures of you in my head
I feel like shit and my eyes are burning
But still, I just cant go to bed

Whiskey nights and missed mornings
Still these pictures of you in my head
I drown myself ten feet deep tonight
Remembering things we said

Moments get stuck in my brain
In my blue skies and my rain
You are so beautiful to me
I can't wait to see you again

Here comes, that old pain again
I came so far, I ended up at the start




And every new day starts with the sunrise
And pictures of you in my heart

Overall Meaning

The Bouncing Souls's "Bryan's Lament" is a song about heartbreak and loss. The singer is looking back on a past relationship he had with someone he deeply cared about. He's trying to push past the emotions he's feeling, but the memories of his past love are overwhelming. He's smoking a cigarette, staying up late at night, unable to sleep because he can't get his ex out of his head. The chorus of the song is particularly poignant. The singer is remembering the moments they shared and how important this person was to him. He's also feeling the pain of losing them and how difficult it is to move on.


The second verse of the song talks about how the singer has tried to cope with the loss. He's been drinking and missing work, but nothing seems to make him forget the person he's lost. He's stuck in a cycle of longing for what he once had. The line, "I came so far, I ended up at the start," is a metaphor for how much effort he's put into moving on, but ultimately he's still in the same emotional space he was at the beginning of the song. The final line, "And pictures of you in my heart," reinforces that even though it's been a long time since they've been together, the person he lost still has an immense hold on him.


Line by Line Meaning

Sat back and I light a cigarette
I am taking a break and lighting up a cigarette.


These pictures of you in my head
I cannot stop thinking about you and have mental images of you.


I feel like shit and my eyes are burning
I feel terrible and my eyes are tired from crying or lack of sleep.


But still, I just cant go to bed
Despite my exhaustion, I cannot bring myself to go to sleep.


Whiskey nights and missed mornings
I have been drinking heavily and sleeping in too late or missing appointments.


Still these pictures of you in my head
Even with distractions, thoughts of you continue to consume me.


I drown myself ten feet deep tonight
I am indulging in self-destructive behavior tonight.


Remembering things we said
I am replaying conversations we had in my mind.


Moments get stuck in my brain
I cannot forget the special moments we shared.


In my blue skies and my rain
You are present in every emotion and experience I have.


You are so beautiful to me
I find you incredibly attractive and special to me.


I can't wait to see you again
I am eagerly looking forward to when we are reunited.


Here comes, that old pain again
I am feeling familiar emotional pain again.


I came so far, I ended up at the start
I thought I was moving on, but I am back to feeling the same hurt as before.


And every new day starts with the sunrise
A new day brings hope and opportunity for happiness.


And pictures of you in my heart
Even with the start of a new day, thoughts of you continue to linger in my mind and heart.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Justin Th

Sat back and I light a cigarette
These pictures of you in my head 
I feel like shit and my eyes are burning 
But still, I just cant go to bed 

Whiskey nights and missed mornings 
Still these pictures of you in my head 
I drown myself ten feet deep tonight 
Remembering things we said 

Moments get stuck in my brain 
In my blue skies and my rain 
You are so beautiful to me 
I can't wait to see you again

Here comes, that old pain again
I came so far, I ended up at the start
and every new day starts with the sunrise
and pictures of you in my heart



All comments from YouTube:

Nook

It’s a shame that this is not on Spotify. This song, That’s Youth and Punks in Vegas are amazing

Bobby Mallory

No byo stuff is on spotify.....bummer but I get it

Kevin Connor

This is from an era when they absolutely could not miss. Between Summer Vacation and Anchors Aweigh. All of this is gold. Kind of a shame it's not on a proper album. This, Punks in Vegas, Overnight, all among their best. They were just on fire from 2001-2004.

Justin Th

Sat back and I light a cigarette
These pictures of you in my head 
I feel like shit and my eyes are burning 
But still, I just cant go to bed 

Whiskey nights and missed mornings 
Still these pictures of you in my head 
I drown myself ten feet deep tonight 
Remembering things we said 

Moments get stuck in my brain 
In my blue skies and my rain 
You are so beautiful to me 
I can't wait to see you again

Here comes, that old pain again
I came so far, I ended up at the start
and every new day starts with the sunrise
and pictures of you in my heart

gaston nowicki

se me escapa un lagrimón. que buen tema Dios mio. genios!

Philip Crawford

This song sounds a lot like "Simple man" on anchors aweigh. I wish Bryan would sing more!

Daniel Corrigan

i have always loved this song and i always will.

NetsJetsMets133

good stuff, reppin' new jersey, the split is the only Bouncing Souls album I don't have

Esteban Altiaga

una pieza q me hace recordar lo bueno de ser skate

NetsJetsMets133

good stuff, reppin new jersey, the split is the only Bouncing Souls album I don't have

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