The Day I Turned My Back on You
The Bouncing Souls Lyrics


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I created this thing in my mind.
Looking at it now I don't see why.
I threw away everything I had
And "greener pastures" is just a lie.
I realize all these things now that it's too late.
I guess that's part of the price I gotta pay.
I betrayed myself when I betrayed you.
I threw my life away
The day I turned my back on you.

I turned and ran away.
I turned and ran away from the truth,
The truth in everything.
Everything we used to do.
I never had reason to doubt you.
I loved everything about you.
If I could just take it back I would.
I threw my life away
The day I turned my back on you.

Believing my own lies,
I lost myself and I lost everythiing.
If I could just take it back I would.




I threw my life away
The day I turned my back on you.

Overall Meaning

The Bouncing Souls's song "The Day I Turned My Back on You" is a poignant reflection on the consequences of betrayal and self-deception. The song is an introspective critique of the singer's past decisions which ultimately ended up being a betrayal to the person they love. The first verse sees the singer regretting their creation of a false ideal in their mind, one that they now see as faulty. They had thrown away everything they had in search of "greener pastures," only to realize too late that it was all a lie. They were now paying the price for their actions, as they realize they had betrayed themselves when they betrayed the person they loved, ultimately throwing their life away.


The second verse sees the singer looking back at the past with a deep sense of regret. The truth that they had turned their back on was the love and connection they shared with the person they betrayed. They initially had no reason to doubt the person they loved, but their self-deception and belief in their own lies led them to lose everything. The singer's deep longing to take it all back emphasizes their realization that they threw away their life when they turned their back on the person they loved.


Overall, "The Day I Turned My Back on You" is a poignant reflection on the emotional and psychological consequences of betrayal and self-deception. The song emphasizes the importance of truthful introspection and being honest with oneself and others.


Line by Line Meaning

I created this thing in my mind.
I had an idealized version of life in my head.


Looking at it now I don't see why.
Now that I'm older, that idealized version of life doesn't make sense.


I threw away everything I had
I gave up everything that mattered to me.


And "greener pastures" is just a lie.
The belief that there's always something better out there is a falsehood.


I realize all these things now that it's too late.
I see my mistakes, but it's too late to go back and fix them.


I guess that's part of the price I gotta pay.
Facing the consequences of my actions is something I have to deal with.


I betrayed myself when I betrayed you.
Breaking your trust also led to breaking my own sense of integrity and self-worth.


I threw my life away
My decisions led me down a path of destruction.


The day I turned my back on you.
When I decided to give up on our relationship and walk away.


I turned and ran away.
I decided to avoid facing my problems by leaving them behind.


I turned and ran away from the truth,
I avoided facing the reality of my mistakes.


The truth in everything.
The truth in all aspects of my life - relationships, career, personal values.


Everything we used to do.
All the things we did together that made our relationship special.


I never had reason to doubt you.
I always trusted you completely and had no reason to think otherwise.


I loved everything about you.
I cherished every quality and aspect of your being.


Believing my own lies,
Listening to the justifications I made to myself for my poor decisions.


I lost myself and I lost everythiing.
My misguided choices led to losing my sense of identity and security.




Lyrics © TERRORBIRD PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: BRYAN T KIENLEN, GREGORY A ATTONITO, MICHAEL H MCDERMOTT, PETER WILLIAM STEINKOPF

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This is such a great punk rock song.. i mean these guys just keep nailing it... i love Te Bouncing Souls!!!!

666 jordan

You all missed lenard in hk, the boss of quicksilver is a fucking dbag 😬 tan didn’t say much, just creeping

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