Evan Perks
The Chariot Lyrics


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Barely only breathing.
My differences, my fight, comes into the light.
And to the shadows, that cannot exist without the light,
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'Stay with us,' standing alone, 'come with us'.
'Stayed' is a lonely ghost.
Or break into death, shake my heart in your hands.
This relationship burns.





Disappointed, I know you are.

Overall Meaning

The Chariot's song "Evan Perks" seems to be about someone struggling with their identity and grappling with their differences. The lyrics "Barely only breathing" suggest that the singer is barely hanging on, perhaps on the brink of giving up. But they also acknowledge that their differences are part of their fight, and that they must confront them in order to move forward.


The reference to light and shadows suggests a dualism, a feeling of being torn between two opposing forces. The singer seems to be asking for help, with the lines "Stay with us" and "Come with us", but is also aware that no one can truly understand their loneliness. They describe "stayed" as a "lonely ghost", implying that they have chosen isolation as a way of coping with their struggles.


The final lines, "Or break into death, shake my heart in your hands. This relationship burns. Disappointed, I know you are," suggest that the singer is in a precarious emotional state. They are willing to risk everything, even death, in order to feel something authentic and true. The mention of disappointment also implies that there is a sense of failure or inadequacy in the relationship, highlighting the challenge of connecting with others when one is struggling with their own identity.


Line by Line Meaning

Barely only breathing.
I am struggling to keep myself alive, just barely managing.


My differences, my fight, comes into the light.
The things that make me different and the battles I face are becoming clear.


And to the shadows, that cannot exist without the light,
Without light, there can be no shadow. They are interconnected.


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'Stay with us,' standing alone, 'come with us'.
I feel isolated, with people telling me conflicting things about where I should go.


'Stayed' is a lonely ghost.
Choosing to stay the same can be a lonely and isolating experience.


Or break into death, shake my heart in your hands.
This situation is so intense that it feels like it could kill me. My heart is in your hands, and you have the power to hurt or heal.


Disappointed, I know you are.
I understand that you are let down, and it hurts me too.




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They are nuts! I will never forget David pulling me on stage and telling me to go bang on the drums while he jumps in the crowd. These guys are awesome

Alex Hennigh

As awesome as this band was...I bet venues fucking HATED booking these guys

Joseph McCord

I actually had to organise one of the gigs in this video. The one in the tiny little room with them playing on the floor. We had to put them in there at less than a days notice because the original venue found out about what was gonna happen and cancelled the day of the gig.

The Jesus looking dude actually smashed a dude in the head with his guitar and split him wide open. The venue had no insurance or even really a first aid kit. I took him outside and just helped him put pressure on it but the dude just decided to go back in and watched the rest of the show with his shirt stopping the bleeding.

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Crazy that this album is 10 years old already!

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