Formed in Rockford, IL, this band's musical influences range from Misery Signals, Beloved, Life In Your Way and Poison The Well. Currently signed to Fearless Records, they have released five albums to date: 'We All Have Demons,' 'My Devil In Your Eyes,' 'Know Hope,' 'Hold on Pain Ends,' and 'Desolate Divine.'
Current members:
Garret Rapp – Lead vocals, keyboards (2007–2018, 2020–present)
Steve Carey – Drums (2007–2018, 2020–present)
Devin King – Lead guitar (2012–2018, 2020–present)
Aaron Saunders – Rhythm guitar (2012–2018, 2020–present); vocals (2013–2018, 2020–present); backing vocals (2012–2013)
Mike Honson – Bass, backing vocals (2013–2018, 2020–present)
Former members:
John Bross – Rhythm guitar, backing vocals (2007–2011)
Ramon Mendoza – Lead guitar (2007–2012)
Ryan Pulice – Bass (2011–2012)
Justin Hieser – Bass (2007–2011, 2012–2013); vocals (2007–2013); rhythm guitar (2011–2012)
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Damnaged
The Color Morale Lyrics
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Family life
It's like puzzle pieces disconnected
Pictures frames will never find
This broken home my demons still reside
You would think we could have lived together with all this hell inside
Something good grew out from all of the cracks inside our broken home
I am a lonely soul, a kid flying his kite alone
Or am I just a head in the clouds, welcoming wind every time there's a storm?
Where do I go now?
I grew up in a house God built with the devils blueprints with no foundation found
I went to hell to have some words with the devil about what he did, but it was empty
Everyone moved out
Mother, I just needed you to know
Something good grew out from all of the cracks inside our broken home
And father, I needed you the most
But I'm still a kid in aging skin, a hypocrite trying to grow
Every time I try
To bury the wreckage of that old house in my mind
I see the same crow on the power line
He could have flown to any other home
But he'll never stop chasing mine
He'll never stop chasing mine
It's a strange kind of comfort
Learning to always love
The cracks inside broken homes
Mother, I just needed you to know
Something good grew out from all of the cracks in our broken home
And father, I needed you the most
But I'm still a kid in aging skin, and I will always love you both
The Color Morale's song "Damnaged" is a powerful exploration of the aftermath of a broken family and the lasting impact it has on an individual. The lyrics start with a haunting acknowledgement that a deal may have been made with the devil in order to keep a family together. The feelings of isolation and disconnect within a broken home are then described, with the metaphor of puzzle pieces that will never fit together effectively conveying the sense of fragmentation and disorder. The chorus is addressed to the mother, with the heartfelt recognition that despite the pain and difficulties of growing up in such a damaging environment, something good has been able to grow and flourish. The lyrics then shift to address the father, with an admission that there is still a young and vulnerable part of the singer that needs guidance and reassurance. The use of the image of an aging skin underscores the sense of time passing and the singer's ongoing struggle to come to terms with the past.
The lyrics also introduce the idea of confronting the devil, with an image of a journey to hell in order to challenge him on the damage he has wrought. The empty space in which the devil is found serves as a potent reminder of the reality that sometimes there is no one else to blame but ourselves. The song also explores the poignant idea that the singer cannot escape their past, with the recurring image of a crow following them no matter where they try to go. Despite the pain of these experiences, the chorus ultimately asserts a strange comfort in the idea of loving the cracks inside broken homes.
Overall, "Damnaged" is a moving and insightful exploration of the long-term effects of growing up in a dysfunctional family. The lyrics are marked by a deep sense of honesty and vulnerability that make the song resonate on a profound level.
Line by Line Meaning
You did well, devil
Acknowledging the devil that has caused chaos in the family
Family life
Talking about family life and the disconnection in it
It's like puzzle pieces disconnected
Using an analogy to describe how the family members are disconnected from each other
Pictures frames will never find
Describing how the family memories were never complete or perfect
This broken home my demons still reside
Acknowledging how the family members still have demons lingering in their broken home
You would think we could have lived together with all this hell inside
Expressing a wish that the family could have stayed together despite the inner turmoil
Mother, I just needed you to know
Addressing the mother and expressing a deep need to communicate something important
Something good grew out from all of the cracks inside our broken home
Recognizing how there can be positivity and growth found in difficult situations
I am a lonely soul, a kid flying his kite alone
Feeling isolated and alone, like a child trying to find joy on their own
Or am I just a head in the clouds, welcoming wind every time there's a storm?
Questioning whether the happiness found is genuine or just denial of the problems in the family
Where do I go now?
Feeling lost and unsure of what to do or where to turn
I grew up in a house God built with the devils blueprints with no foundation found
Reflecting on a childhood spent in a house that was built with bad intentions and no solid foundation
I went to hell to have some words with the devil about what he did, but it was empty
Describing an attempt to confront the source of the family's problems, but finding nothing
Everyone moved out
Realizing that there is no one left to turn to or rely on
And father, I needed you the most
Addressing the father and expressing a deep need for his support and guidance
But I'm still a kid in aging skin, a hypocrite trying to grow
Acknowledging the struggle to mature and grow despite feeling like a child inside
Every time I try
Explaining the difficulty in moving on and letting go of past pain
To bury the wreckage of that old house in my mind
Attempting to forget the traumatic experiences of growing up in a broken home
I see the same crow on the power line
Noticing a recurring symbol that reminds them of their past
He could have flown to any other home
Realizing that the crow could have gone anywhere, but chose to stay near their broken home
But he'll never stop chasing mine
Feeling haunted by the past and unable to escape it completely
It's a strange kind of comfort
Explaining how finding positivity in the midst of difficult situations can be strangely comforting
Learning to always love
Recognizing the importance of love, even in imperfect situations
The cracks inside broken homes
Finding beauty and growth in the imperfections of broken homes
And I will always love you both
Expressing an unconditional love for both parents, despite their flaws and difficulties
Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Aaron Eugene Saunders, Devin Robert King, Garret Allen Rapp, Michael Robert Honson, Steven Charles Carey
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Caro
This is more than amazing!
Zyeemfiblay
This song really hits home right now. Thank you for the great lyrics. I also really love the strange comfort reference.
Daniel Jenkins
I love the emotion behind Garrets, and Aarons, vocals. The approach he takes with his screams conveys his frustration almost to the point where I myself want to scream!
LucidDreamer55
awesome guys, awesome band, awesome song. These guys are so underrated and deserve way more credit for their honest lyrics and sick albums!
Bri Curran
The Color Morale never disappoints, I love this song so much.
Ashley Tremer
This has definitely become one of my favorite songs off this album. It's just building more and more meaning to me, I love it.
kamarie renee
Wow I'm actually kinda infatuated by this song. I love the beat especially the drums 😍. And his voice is just ughh. The Color Morale never disappoints!!
Eshita Nandini
Love this single! The boys did an amazing job :-) This song is perfect, the album will be fantastic.
Malloree Markham
Super excited for the full record on Sept. 2nd! Every song that's been released truly is able to speak to anyone who will listen. The message of hope screams from all every track - including this one. Making something out of your "damnaged" pieces is what life is all about. Not giving up before you can turn things around. That is what this band represents, and I will always stand behind 100%.
Elijah Saez
I'm really loving how this album is coming out, can't wait to hear what other topics this album hits! Garrett really knows how to spread hope through lyrics <3