Life Or Death
The Constantines Lyrics


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I keep a lighter in my pocket
Since the fall of 2005
I was there, waiting on a revelation
I was lucky to get out alive

I was looking for a name
For a place to begin again
Was I a man dreaming of a drug
Or a drug dreaming of a man?

Life or death

Transmissions from the liberation front
Broken English on invisible wires
So far gone, I didn't cast a shadow
I believed I was born a liar

I was looking for a name
For a place to begin again
I was a man losing his voice
For words misused and things unsaid

Life or death

Hard won the sweet and aimless morning
The second son who learned to speak by counting
Is moving on
Well, free of understanding





I was lucking to get out alive

Overall Meaning

The Constantines's song "Life or Death" is a poignant reflection on the struggles of addiction and the search for personal identity. The opening lines of the song introduce a lighter that the singer keeps in their pocket, which they have possessed since the fall of 2005. This period marks an important moment in their history, a time when they were waiting for a revelation about their life. The singer considers themselves fortunate to have emerged from this period alive and reflects on the uncertainty surrounding their quest for personal identity, whether they were a man dreaming of a drug or the other way around.


The song then highlights the challenges of addiction and the struggle to communicate, with the singer recalling their experiences of the "transmissions from the liberation front" and "broken English on invisible wires." The sense of isolation is further amplified by the line "so far gone, I didn't cast a shadow," perhaps suggesting their detachment from reality. The chorus, "Life or death," suggests the binary choices that addicts face, emphasizing the gravity of the situation.


The final verse speaks of hope and renewal, of finding one's footing after challenging experiences. The use of counting as a means of learning to speak and the mention of a "second son" suggests a journey of growth and learning. The singer, no longer weighed down by the burden of understanding, is ready to move on and face the future.


Line by Line Meaning

I keep a lighter in my pocket
I carry a symbol of hope and light with me at all times.


Since the fall of 2005
It has been a long time since I first started carrying this lighter.


I was there, waiting on a revelation
I was searching for a profound moment of clarity and insight to guide me.


I was lucky to get out alive
I narrowly escaped death or destruction at some point in my past.


I was looking for a name
I was searching for an identity or purpose to define myself by.


For a place to begin again
I needed a fresh start or clean slate to reinvent myself.


Was I a man dreaming of a drug
I was unsure if my desires and ambitions were genuine or driven by addiction.


Or a drug dreaming of a man?
I questioned if my substance abuse had taken control of my life and identity.


Life or death
My choices and actions have serious consequences, including survival or demise.


Transmissions from the liberation front
I received messages of freedom and resistance from those fighting for change and justice.


Broken English on invisible wires
The voices and ideas that inspired me were often communicated through unconventional or secretive means.


So far gone, I didn't cast a shadow
I was so lost or disconnected that I felt like I was a ghost or empty shell of a person.


I believed I was born a liar
I thought of myself as inherently dishonest and deceitful.


For words misused and things unsaid
I regretted past mistakes and missed opportunities to express myself clearly and truthfully.


Hard won the sweet and aimless morning
It took effort and struggle to achieve a sense of peace and contentment in my life.


The second son who learned to speak by counting
I had to learn to communicate and connect with others in unconventional ways, like through numbers instead of words.


Is moving on
I am leaving my past behind and progressing forward in my life.


Well, free of understanding
Despite not fully comprehending or predicting the future, I am liberated and unburdened.




Lyrics © ARTS & CRAFTS MUSIC INC DBA GALLERYAC MUSIC
Written by: BRYAN WEBB, DALLAS WEHRLE, DOUG MACGREGOR, STEVEN LAMBKE, WILL KIDMAN

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Comments from YouTube:

junglewizz

Thanks for this one, I'm in love with this band for decades ... 

TimPlaysBasketball

the constantines = best band ever

sergiorosa

why so few live videos? :(

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