Amber
The Cooper Temple Clause Lyrics


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Remember the time I couldn't speak
Everybody heard
The pin didn't drop it came and crashed down
Then there was the time I couldn't walk
Everybody laughed
So entertaining was this breakdown

Turn and face the walls
I'm only drinking
Eyes to the floor
I'm merely sinking

Then there was the time I couldn't see
Blind as a bat for drink and easy laughs
A terrible time
But keep it in mind
You can't tell your friends man 'cause this shit is mine

Turn and face the wall
I'm only drinking
Eyes to the floor
I'm merely sinking
So leave me alone
And why does it have to get like this?
It always seems to get like this




Well I never meant to get like this
Every night

Overall Meaning

The Cooper Temple Clause's song Amber is a hauntingly introspective piece that deals with the pain and confusion of addiction. In the song, the singer recalls the various times in their life when their addiction was at its worst and how it affected their ability to communicate, move, and perceive their surroundings. The lyrics "Remember the time I couldn't speak, Everybody heard, The pin didn't drop it came and crashed down" highlight the moment when the singer's addiction became evident to everyone around them, and they were unable to keep it hidden any longer. The following lyrics, "Then there was the time I couldn't walk, Everybody laughed, So entertaining was this breakdown," show how the situation became a source of amusement for others, adding to the singer's feeling of isolation and desperation. The singer turns inward, lost in their own self-destructive habits, drinking to numb the pain, and sinking further into their own despair.


The lyrics are poignant and revealing, and too many, it is a reflection of their own struggles with addiction. The song explores the various themes of addiction, including denial, isolation, and despair. The lyrics are truthful, raw, and unapologetic, showing how addiction can affect even those who seem to have it all together. The song's haunting melody, melancholic guitar riffs, and the almost pleading tone of the vocals all add to the overall sense of sadness and despair.


Line by Line Meaning

Remember the time I couldn't speak
I recall a moment when I was unable to articulate my thoughts


Everybody heard
Everyone was witness to my inability to speak


The pin didn't drop it came and crashed down
It wasn't just a silent moment, it was a loud and obvious failure


Then there was the time I couldn't walk
I also experienced a time where I couldn't physically move


Everybody laughed
Others found my struggle amusing


So entertaining was this breakdown
My difficulty brought others delight


Turn and face the walls
I retreat inwardly and try to ignore my surroundings


I'm only drinking
I'm resorting to alcohol as a coping mechanism


Eyes to the floor
I can't face the world around me


I'm merely sinking
I feel myself slipping away


Then there was the time I couldn't see
My senses were impaired and I was unable to see clearly


Blind as a bat for drink and easy laughs
I was blinded by alcohol and others laughed at my expense


A terrible time
It was a difficult and unpleasant situation


But keep it in mind
Remember what happened and learn from it


You can't tell your friends man 'cause this shit is mine
I'm not ready to share my struggle with others yet and need to handle it on my own


So leave me alone
I need some space and time to myself


And why does it have to get like this?
Why do I always end up in this state?


It always seems to get like this
I find myself in this negative cycle too often


Well I never meant to get like this
I didn't intend to resort to these negative coping mechanisms


Every night
This is becoming a common occurrence in my life




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Written by: Benedict Gautrey, Daniel Fisher, David Hammond, Jonathan Harper, Kieran Mahon, Thomas Bellamy

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